kvd Kiev Damaskin 27
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1: Mca aprilia *a* i *e*-ju ndelę stǫę četiri [Title] 1st (day) of Month April and the 5th Sunday of the Great Lent
2: žitie i žiznъ prpdobnie marie egptenini [Title] Life and living of the Reverend Mother Mary of Egypt
3: metafrasta po obštem ęzice ot monax poslědnag damaskina ipodiakona i oučitelja [Title] Retold in the Common Language by the least monk Damaskinos, hypodeacon and teacher
4: Velie někoe dobro est ljubimici pokaanie Penance is a great good, my beloved (Christians).
5: i čto takovo est And what (kind of good) is this (penance)?
6: jako vъsakъ člkъ spsaet se (It means a chance for) every man to be saved.
7: vъsakie grěsi omivaetъ It washes all the kinds of sins away.
8: vъsaki zlobi otsěkaetъ It removes all the kinds of vices.
9: něst nikoi grěx eže ne praštaetъ bъ egda kaet se člkъ There is no sin, which cannot be forgiven by God, when the human repents.
10: pokaanie tvoritъ velia rados na nbsxъ i bou i agglom Penance creates a great joy in the heavens, both to God and angels,
11: jakože povelě i gъ vъ stmъ eѵglii as the Lord also said (lit. commanded) in the Gospel:
12: radost bivaetъ na nbsi o edinom grěšnice kajuštim se There is (more) joy in the Heavens about one repenting sinner.
13: pokaanie est očištenie dši člku i vtoroe krštenie Penance is a washing of the soul and (its) second baptism,
14: zane kto oskvrъnitъ prъvoe krštenie sъ grěxmi paki sъ pokaaniemъ priobrětaetъ because he, who taints the first baptism by sin, returns by penance.
15: pokaanie est velia polza grěšnomu člku Penance is (of) a great boon to a sinful man.
16: jakože svdětelъstvujutъ knigi crkvě našei Thus it is witnessed by the literature of our Church.
17: ot takovoe pokaanie spsoše se mnoźi grěšni člci Many sinful men saved themselves by such penance,
18: i ne tъčiju spsše se and they did not only saved themselves,
19: nъ i stii biše but also they became saints,
20: i poklanjaem se i mi dnъšni dnъ and we pay respect to them (until?) today,
21: jakože i sta mria egiptenini iže bě bludna i grěšna žena as St. Mary of Egypt, too, who was an adulterous and sinful woman,
22: i tъkmo jako pokaa se i posti se osti se and just by how she repented and fasted, she made herself a saint,
23: i počte se ot ba i ot člkъ and she became honored by both God and humans.
24: toe stie grěsi i pokaanie xoštu povedati dnsъ ljubimici I want to tell you today about the sins and penance of that saint, my beloved (Christians).
25: i sego radi mlju bgoljubie vaše And for this reason, I pray you, o God-loving ones:
26: poslušaite slovesa sъ vъsakim priležiniemъ Do hear my words with all care,
da razuměete i navikněte koliko vъzmagaetъ pokaanie člku so that you understand and learn, how much can penance help to a man.
27: vъ strani palestinskie bě něki sštenik inokъ There was a priest-hermit in the land of Palestine.
28: zosima imě emu His name (was) Zosima.
29: běš že starcъ tъ vъ mnozěi dobroděteli This old man was fully in (lit. a lot of) virtue.
30: i toliko bě gověinъ vъ dobrodětelěx His virtue was respected so much,
eliko mnozi inoci ot okrstъniix monastirěx prixoždaaxu mnogašti that many other hermits from the monasteries around were coming
poslušati slovesa ot oustъ starca togo to hear the words from the mouth of that elder.
31: sъtvori bo vъ tomъ monastiri iže bist pet dsetъ i tri lět For he was for (lit. made) fifty-three years in that monastery, (where) he was.
32: potom priide emu pomišlenie takovoe Then such an idea came to him:
33: jako eda obrěštet se kto eže poučiti me někoe dělo inočъskoe (lit. that:) Can there be found anyone, who would teach me something concerning hermitry?
34: est li kto iže nikogda ne trebuetъ ničto Is there anyone, who never lacked anything,
nъ est vъ vsěm sъvrъšenъ but rather is perfect in all aspects?
35: est li že kto vъ pustini iže me prěumnozit vъ dobrodětelěx Is there anybody in the desert, who exceeds me in virtue?
36: sia vъspiminaše starcъ Thus did the elder think
agglъ gnъ javi se (then,) an angel of the Lord appeared
37: i gla emu and he said to him:
38: zosima dobri i velici sut i tvoi dobrodětelei O Zosima, your virtues, too, are good and great,
39: nъ poidi nъ iordanscěi rěcě vъ monastiri iže est tamo blizъ but go along the river Jordan, to the monastery, which is there nearby,
da vdiši i nie veličaiši vъ dobrodětelěx ot tebě so that you can see those (lit. us), greater in virtue than you.
40: vъsta abie starcъ The elder stood up immediately,
41: i poide vъ onom monastiri and he went to that monastery.
42: i vъloži metanie And he prayed (lit. gave metanoia in),
43: i osta tamo and he remained there.
44: običai že iměaxu inoci oni Those monks had a custom:
45: jako čisti pondelnikъ isxoždaaxu vъ pustini kъždo vъsáky (lit. that:) They all went out into the desert everyone,
46: i sъtvoraaxu tamo daže do ndele cvětonosnie and they remained (lit. made) there until the Palm Sunday
47: po običaju že bo monastirskomu izide i starcъ zosima And the elder Zosima went out too, according to the custom of the monastery.
48: i prěšdъ iordanъ sъ inimi inoci And he (lit. having) crossed Jordan with other hermits.
49: jakože bo razlučiše se drug druga And as they separated themselves from each other,
priide emu pomislъ vъniti vъ vъnutriǫę pustinju a thought came to him, to go into the inner desert,
eda obrěsti někoego starca postnika to maybe find one hermit elder,
ouslišati někoe slovo bžie ot nego to hear some word of God from him.
50: i xoždaše prispě čas pěti službu svoju And (as) he went, the time came to sing his liturgy.
51: potom sta na vъskot Then he stood up towards the East,
52: i mljaše se and he prayed.
53: i tamo stojuštu vidě jako senъ iže javljaše se člčskoe tělo And as he was standing there, he saw something like a human body, which appeared like a shadow.
54: pomně pomně starcъ jako est prividěnie běsooskoe The elder thought it was a demonic apparition.
55: abie sъtvori krstъ svoi and he made his cross immediately.
56: egda že sъvrъši službu svoju ouzre javlenně But when he finished his service, he saw clearly,
57: i xoždaše člkъ kъ desnuju ego stranně and a human was walking towards his right side,
58: i tělo ego běše črъno o mnozě and his body was very black,
59: vlasi ego běxu běli jakože bubakъ his hair were white as cotton,
60: proče běxu mali they were also short,
61: tъkmo daže do ramu ego dospevaaxu they reached only to his shoulders.
62: i jakože ego vidě starcъ vъzradouva se o mnozě And as the elder saw him, he rejoiced very much,
63: kako obrěte ono iže prošaaše because he found what he prayed for.
64: i abie nače tečati po nem And he immediately started to run towards him.
65: i jakože vidě jako tečet zosima And as he saw that Zosima runs (to him, he ran away),
66: ašte i bě starcъ proče tečaše množae (Zosima), although he was old, ran even more.
67: egda približi se blizъ eliko slišati se glas vъsplaka se starcъ As he closed in, so that a voice could be heard, the elder cried,
68: i gla kъ nemu iže javljaše se and he said to the one, who appeared:
69: počto radi běgaeši grěšnomu rabě bžii Why are you running from (me,) the sinful, o servant of God?
70: počto me sъmuštaeši stastarca i ne stoiši blsviti me Why are you making me, an old man, grieve, and do not stay to bless me?
71: stani radi ljubvě xvě Stop, for the love of Christ!
72: jako esmъ starcъ Because I am an old man,
73: i ne mgu posledovati ti and I cannot follow you.
74: sia běsedujuštu starcu i tečeštu As the elder was saying this and running,
prispě na ednom městě iže běše jako suxi potъkъ malъ he reached a place, which was like a small, dry brook,
75: on že iže javljaše se sъnide And the one, who appeared, went down,
76: i paki vъzide and he went up again,
77: starc že sta but the elder stood
ne možaaše prěiti (as) he could not cross,
78: i plakaše množae and he cried even more.
79: togda otvěšta onъ iže javi se Then the one, who appeared, answered,
80: i gla kъ zosimě and he said to Zosima:
81: prosti me avva zosima ga radi Forgive me, Father Zosima, for the sake of the Lord!
82: ne mogu stati viděti me I cannot stand to (let you) see me,
83: jako esmъ naga jakože me vdiši because I am naked, as you see me,
84: i ino esmъ žena and also I am a woman.
85: proče ašte xošteši stostoati vrъzi mi edinu ot rizъ tvoix oblěšti se But if you want (me) to stay, throw me one of your shirts to clothe (myself).
86: i togda vdiši me podati mi mltvu tvoju Then you (may) see me, to give me your prayer.
87: jakože bo sliša zosima jako iměnem ego vъzva And when Zosima heard, that she called him by name,
počjudi se kako bist prozorliva he wondered, how she was foreseeing.
88: proče vrъže edinu rizu vetxu Then he threw her an old shirt.
89: i togda poide And he went,
90: i sъtvori metania and he prayed.
91: proče javlei se sъtvori metania Then, the one, who appeared, prayed (too).
92: i na mnog čas stojušti promišljajušti oboi And the both (were) staying for a long time, thinking,
93: i drug drugu gljušti and they (were) saying to each other:
94: blsvi me rabě bžii Bless me, o servant of God!
95: i na mnogъ časъ gla žena ona And for a long time, the woman was saying:
96: avva zosima tebě podbaet blsviti me O Father Zosima, it is appropriate for you to bless me,
97: jako esi sštenikъ ba višnjago because you are a priest of the Highest God,
98: jako mnogašti stoiši vъ stmъ žrъtъvnice because you stand many times in the holy place of the sacrifice,
99: i mliši ba radi iněx grěsěxъ and you pray God for the sins of the others.
100: sego radi ti me blsvi For this reason, you bless me!
101: Togda gla zosima Zosima spoke then:
102: staa bžia blgdtъ tvoa javljaet se množaiša ot moix O saint of God, your grace seems to be stronger than mine,
103: jako esi prozorliva because you are foreseeing,
104: i znaeši imě moe i kako esmъ sštennikъ and you know my name and that I am a priest.
105: sego radi mlju ti se mnogo Thus I pray you so much:
106: ti me blsvi You do bless me!
107: jakože bo vidě žena ona iže javi se jako proče ne blsviti ju vъsta sama As the woman, who appeared, saw, that he was not going to bless her, she stood up herself,
108: i gla and she spoke:
109: bъ stii iže ljubit spsenie grěšnikom tъi da blsvit te May the Holy God, who loves the salvation of sinners, may he bless you!
110: togda vъsta i starcъ zosima Then also the elder Zosima stood up.
111: otvěšta sta The saint answered,
112: i gla kъ zosimě and she spoke to Zosima:
113: avva zosima počto radi potrudi se i priide daže do zde viděti edinu ženu grěšnu Father Zosima, why did you put such an effort, coming so far as here to see one sinful woman?
114: proče poneže te prinese bъ daže do zde rci But as God brought you so far as here, tell me:
mi sidenote: [дамаскина]
115: kako sutъ xrstiani How are the Christians?
116: kako est mirъ How is the world?
117: kako sǫt carie How are the kings?
118: kako sǫt crkvě xvě How are the churches of Christ?
119: otvěšta starcъ The elder answered,
120: i gla and he spoke:
121: vъsa dobra sǫt za mltvъ tvoix mti prpdobna All are well enough for your prayers, o Reverend Mother.
122: nъ mli ba těx radi i o mně radi But pray God for those, and for me as well,
123: jako sego radi potrudix se toliki putъ grěšni for that is why I went such a way, (me,) the sinful one.
124: glae mu žena ona The woman spoke to him:
125: avva zosima tebe podbaetъ mliti se bu o mně radi Father Zosima, it beseems you to pray for me,
126: proče poneže mi povelěvaeši sъtvoriti poslušanie but because you want me, may I fulfill your prayer (lit. to do obedience).
127: togda sta na mngo čas Then she stood for a long time,
128: i mljaše se staa and the saint prayed,
129: i glas ot oustъ ee ne slišaše se and the voice from her mouth was not heard.
130: i starcъ pade prěžde na zemli And the elder fell to the ground to the front (lit. before),
131: i glaše gi pomlui and he was saying: God have mercy!
132: proče po časě mnogom vъzvodě ꙫči svoi Then, after a long time, he lifted his eyes,
133: i ouzre jako est žena edinъ sъženъ ot zemle više and he saw the woman being one fathom above the ground.
134: i jakože ju vidě vъloži vъ umъ svoi jako xoštet biti někoe prividěnie běsovskoe And as he saw her, he put to his mind that it must be some kind of demonic vision,
135: i sъmněše se jako mlit se and he doubted that she was praying.
136: togda otvěšta žena ona Then the woman answered,
137: i gla and she spoke:
138: koa pomišlenia tvoa avva zosima What are your thoughts, Father Zosima?
139: i vъ umě svoemъ vъlagaeši jako esmъ prividěnie So you put to your mind that I am an apparition?
140: žena esmъ grěšneiša pače mira vъsego I am a woman, the most sinful one in the world.
141: togda sъtvori krstъ svoi po vъse těle svoemъ Then she did her cross over the whole her body,
142: i gla kъ starcu and she spoke to the elder:
143: bъ da nas izbavitъ ot sъblazni diavolskiix May God free us of all seductions of the Devil!
144: togda zosima pade dolu na zemli sъ slъzami mnogimi Then Zosima fell down to the earth with many tears,
145: i oseza nozě stěi and he embraced the legs of the saint,
146: i gla kъ nei and he spoke to her:
147: zaklinjaju te rabo istinnago xa ba I implore you, o servant of Christ, the true God!
148: rъci mi kako obrěte se zde vъ pustinju Tell me, how did you appear here in the desert?
ot kdǫ esi Where are you from?
i kako postiši se And how are you fasting?
i koliko vrěme imaši zde And for how long are you (lit. how much time you have) here?
149: skaži mi ljubvě radi bžie Tell me, for the love of God!
150: ne sъkri mi ničto Do not hide anything from me!
151: jako six radi blgovoli bъ i viděti te Because that is why God allowed me to see you,
da uslišu i azъ polzu ot slovesъ tvoix so that I, too, hear (the words of) help from of your words.
152: zane ašte ne bi xotělъ bъ viděti te For if God would not want (me) to see you,
ne bix xodilъ toliki put azъ staracъ i ne moštnъ I would not walk such a way, me, old and weak,
iže nikogda ne mogoxъ vъnъ iziti ot keliju moju who was never able to leave his own cell.
153: jakože bo vidě sta slovesa i slъzi ego gla kъ zosime As the saint saw his words and tears, she spoke to Zosima:
154: avva zosima sramlju se grěšna povědati děla moa O Father Zosima, I, the sinful one, am ashamed to tell you of my deeds,
155: jako sut plъna sramъ because they are full of shame(fulness)
156: proče da ispověždu ti dnsъ javlenno kъ stnju ti But let me tell you (about them) today clearly for your sainthood.
157: azъ čstnii starče esmъ ot egipta I, o honorable elder, am from Egypt.
158: proče roditelie moi žiše Also, my parents (still) lived.
159: azъ iměx *vi* lět I was 12 years old.
160: i abie ostavix roditelie moi And then, suddenly (?) I left my parents.
161: i běžax vъ aleѯandiju and I ran to Alexandria.
162: i tamo bix bludnica *zi* lět and I was a whore there for 17 years,
163: i toliko bix vъ grěsěx bestǫdna and I was so shameless in my sin,
jako tъkmo da prixodet mnozi kъ mně that just to make many come to me,
ne vъzimax ničžože I took nothing from them.
164:
165: i toliko běx ništa And I was so poor,
jako ot rǫki moei živěx that I lived from my hand;
166: kogda sъ furku sometimes with distaff,
167: kogda sъ iněmi rabotami sometimes with other works.
168: vъ edinъ bo dnъ izidox vъs krai mora Then one day I went out to the beach.
169: i uzrex množъstvo mnogo člci iže vъxoždaxu vъ korablъ něki velikъ And I saw a multitude of people, who were boarding a large ship.
170: i jakože ix viděx vъprosix edinogo ot nix And as I saw them, I asked one of them:
171: gde xodet člci ti Where are those people going?
172: i rče mi And he told me:
173: jako vъ ierlsmъ xodim (lit. that:) We are going to Jerusalem,
174: zane nnja prispěvaetъ dnъ vъzdviženia because now the day of the Exaltation is coming.
175: Togda glaxъ kъ nemu Then I spoke to him:
176: eda xotet li i meně Whether they wanted me too?
177: gla mi onъ He spoke to me:
178: ašte imaši otkupъ da podasi niktože te ne zabavljaetъ If you have money for the fare to give, then nobody is stopping you.
179: otvěštax I answered,
180: i glaaxъ emu and I spoke to him:
181: otkupъ ne imam I donʹt have the money for the fare,
182: nъ imam tělo moe but I have my body,
i pitati se i xoditi i daže do ierslma bezъ otkupa so that I (can) feed myself and go even to Jerusalem, without the fare.
183: onъ jakože sliša slovesa moa otide smějušti ot meně As he heard my words, he went away from me laughing.
184: az že avva zosima nejako jako imax dobrъ sъvětъ poiti vъ ierlsmъ But I, o Father Zosima, not that I had a good intention to go to Jerusalem!
185: nъ vъsxotěx priobrěsti i iněx člcěx da sъtvoru xotěnie svoe Rather I wanted to find some other people too, so that I can satisfy my desire with them.
186: rekox ti avva zosima I told you, o Father Zosima!
187: ne ponuždai me rešti po naprěd Do not compel me to tell more!
188: jako oskvrъnjaju vъzduxъ i zemlju sъ slovesi moimi Because thus I taint the air and ground by my words.
189: sia rče staa The saint said these (words),
190: i oumlъča and she became silent.
191: togda gla ei starcъ Then the elder spoke to her:
192: rci mi mti prpdobna daže do konca Tell me, o Reverend Mother, up to the end!
193: i ne sъkrivai ničtože ot meně And do not hide anything from me!
194: paki otvěšta sta Again, the saint answered,
195: i gla emu and she spoke to him:
196: avva zosima poneže me ponuždaeši rešti ti ti i po naprěd O Father Zosima, because you insist, (I will) speak further.
197: abie povrъgox furku moju I threw away my distaff,
198: togda i tekox vъ edinъ korablъ ot oněx and then I ran into one of the ships there,
199: jako běxu i ini korable gotovi poiti because there were also other ships prepared for departure.
200: i viděx dsetъ junoše krasnix iže xotěxu vъniti vъ korablъ And I saw ten beautiful young men, who wanted to enter the ship,
201: i glaxъ imъ and I spoke to them:
202: vъzmete i meně sъ soboju Take me with you too!
203: i podadite otkupъ meně radi And pay the fare for me!
204: i xoštu vi iskupiti And I will pay you off.
205: oni že jakože slišaše vъzeše me vъ korablъ As they heard it, they took me into the ship.
206: i elici grěsi sъtvorix tamo avva sramljaju sę povědati ti And what kind of sins I did there, o Father, I am ashamed to say.
207: proče se tъčiju čjuždu se kako ne rastrъže se more požrěti nas vъsěx iže běxomъ But I wonder that the sea did not open to devour us all who were there.
208: nъ elma bъ ožidaše pokaanie moe But perhaps (lit. as) God was awaiting my penance.
209: jakože izidox izъ korablja ne dovolni mi běxu prěždnie moi grěsi When I left the ship, my previous sins were not enough for me,
210: nъ poiskax i iněx ljublennikъ množaiši but I wanted also other lovers.
211: egda prispě dnъ vъzdviženia az že jakože i prěžde tvorex grěx when the Feast of the Cross came, I was sinning again as before
212: viděx že člci noštiju ižde vъxoždaaxu vъ crkvъ and I saw that people were entering a church in the night
213: posledstvovax bo i azъ tъkmo da zru junoše I followed them too, just to see the boys.
214: eliko že nuždaax se vъniti daže do vratъ but as I tried to enter (even) through the door
inъ izrevaše me other(s) pushed me out
215: i ne ostavljaše me vъniti and they did not let me to enter
216: egda že vъxoždaaxu vъsi vъ crkovъ azъ proče ne vъzmogox vъniti vъnъ and when the others were (coming) inside the Church, I still could not enter
217: tri i četiri kratъ pokusix se vъniti three and four times I tried to enter
218: i proče ne vъzmogoxъ vъniti and still I couldnʹt enter
219: togda poidox then I went away
220: i stax vъně vъ edinъ uglъ and I stood outside in one corner
221: i stojušti mi tamo vъspominax jako ot sъgrěšeni moix ne mogu vъniti staying there I thought, that I could not come in because of my sins
222: i jakože vъspakax se grěx radi moix viděx više meně and as I started to cry because of my sins, I looked (lit. saw) above me
223: i bě edina ikona prčstina and there was an icon of the Most Pure
224: jakože ju viděx proslъzix se as I saw it, I was filled with tears
225: i rex and I said:
226: dvo vldčce bce iže rodila esi ga našego iѵ xa o Virgin Lady Mother of God, who has given birth to our Lord Jesus Christ
razuměx jako ne smъ dsoina zreti stuju tvoju ikonu I understand that I am not worthy to see your icon
radi mogix moix grěsěx because of the many of my sins
227: ponže sego radi bist bъ člkъ (but) because of this God became a man
radi da prizovet grěšniki vъ pokaanie to call the sinners to repent
228: pomozi mi i meně vъniti vъ crkvъ help me, so that even I can enter the church
viděti drěvo iže raspet se snъ tvoi radi grěxi moe to see the wood, (on) which your Son was crucified because of my sins
i prolia stǫę ego krъvъ and (on which) his holy blood was spilled
radi da spsetъ grěšniki to save the sinners
229: i ašte spdoblju se viděti ego and if I will be able to see it
tebě vъlagaju isporučnicou kъ snu tvoemu I will count you for my helper along your Son
jako proče ne oskvrъniti mi plъt moju so that I (will not) taint my flesh again
230: nъ jako že izidu ot crkvě but when I will exit the church
ideže me nastaviši poidu whereever you point me, I will go (there)
231: sia rexъ thus I spoke
232: i priexъ maloe utěšenie and I received some consolation
233: potom sъměsix se sъ inimi člki then I mingled with other people
234: i vъnidox vъ crkovъ and I entered the church
235: i proče niktože ne zabavljaše me and nobody was stopping me
jakože prъvi krat as in the first time
236: nъ jakože prěžde zabavljaemъ but (something was) being a barrier to me similarly as before
tako skorěe vъnutrъ vъ crkvъ rather inside the church
237: i abie strax i trepetъ me vъsprietъ and suddenly fear and trembling overcame myself
egda viděx drěvo krstnoe as I saw the wood of the Cross
238: padox na zemli dolě and I fell down to the ground
239: i poklonix se sъ slъzami stmu onomu drěvu and I bowed with tears to that holy wood
240: i jakože poklonix se and as I bowed
tekox paki na městě ideže bě vъobraženna bca I ran again to the place, where the Mother of God was pictured
241: i sъ slъzami plačjušti glaxъ and I spoke, weeping with tears:
242: ti prěstaa dvo ne gnušai še meně grěšnuju i ne dsoinoju rabu tvoju you, o Most Holy Virgin, do not turn away in disgust from me, your sinful and unworthy servant
243: nъ spdobi me viděti ono iže vъzljubix but make me worthy to see what I fell in love with
i xoštu and (what) I want
244: sego radi vldčce bce pokaži mi i putъ kъ spseniju for this reason, o Lady Mother of God, show me the way to salvation
245: ti bǫdi nastavitelnica spseniju moemu you be the helper of my salvation
246: ti iže bist isporučnica ti me nastavi kako ugoditi snu tvoemu you, who cared (for Him), you help me to please your Son
247: gljušti azъ takova ouslišax glas ideže mi priide and as I spoke thus, I heard a voice as it came
248: jako ašte prěidešei iordanъ xošteši obrěsti velikii pokoi if you cross Jordan, you will find a great peace
249: i jakože uslišax vъzvax veliemъ glsom and as I heard (it), I called with a strong voice:
250: vldčce vldčce ne ostavi meně o Lady, Lady, do not abandon me!
251: sia rex thus I spoke
252: i izidox poiti kъ iordanu and I went (to go) to Jordan
253: i xoděštu mi viděv me něki xrstianinъ and as I went, one Christian saw me
254: i izъmъ tri mednice and he too three copper coins
255: i podast mi radi imeni xvě and he gave them to me in the name of Christ
256: vъzex bo ix azъ so I took them
257: i kupix tri xlěbi sъ nimi and I bought three loaves of bread with them
258: tamo vъprosixъ edinogo člka koi putъ xodit na iordanъ there I asked one man, which way led to Jordan
259: i pokaza mi and he (she?) showed me
260: i abie plačjuštu mi xoděx pǫtem and I immediately went weeping on the way
261: i kъ včeri prispěx vъ xram stgo ioanna prdtčju blizъ iordana and in the evening I reached the temple of St. John the Forerunner near Jordan
262: i vъ dnъ tъi pričestix se vъ monastiri and on that day I took the Eucharist in the monastery
263: i ne sъnedox polъ xlěba and I (did not?) ate a half of a loaf
264: i pixъ ot vodi iordana and I drank from the water of Jordan
265: potom vъzlegox then I laid myself
266: i prěspax tamo and I slept there
267: i zautra egda dnъ bist and in the morning, as the day began
sъnidox dolě na reku I went down to the river
268: i obrětoxъ malъ korablъ and I found a small boat
269: i prěidox and I crossed
270: i priidox daže do zde ižeže me vdiši avva zosima and I came even here, where you see me, o Father Zosima
271: otvěšta starcъ the elder answered
272: i gla ei and he spoke to her:
273: koliko lětъ imaši staa otněliže esi zde vъ pustini for how many years are you (you have, since you are) here in the desert?
274: gla emu sta the saint spoke to him:
275: *m* lět imam avva zosima otněliže esm zde 40 years (I have), o Father Zosima, since I am here
276: gla ei zosima Zosima spoke to her:
277: i ot kdu obrětaeši pištu tvoju daže do dnsъ and from where do you take (find) your food until today?
278: ili kako prěide tolikoe lěti or how did you survive so many years?
279: gla emu sta the saint spoke to him:
280: dva i polъ xlěba iměx egda prěidox iordanъ I had two and half loaves of bread, when I crossed the Jordan
281: i toliko isъxoše jako biše jakože kamenie and they were as dry as stone
282: po malu bo po malu prěidox sъ nimi i ot travi sei pustinně (eating) a little by little, I survived with them and the desert grass
283: otvěšta starcъ the elder answered
284: i gla ei and he spoke to her:
285: i kako prěide toliko vreme how did you pass so much time?
286: imaše li dosadu ot diavola ili ni did you have any annoyance from the Devil or not?
287: gla emu sta the saint spoke to him:
288: avva zosima veštъ li me vъprašaeši iděže trepeštu izrešti ti o Father Zosima, you are asking to say a thing I tremble from
289: zane ašte vъspoměnu tolikie napasti iže prětrъpěx i postrdaxъ because, if I am to remember all the snares I suffered from
boju se da ne postraždu I fear to not suffer (again)
290: paki gla ei starcъ again, the elder spoke to her:
291: mlju ti se rabě istinnago xa I pray you, o servant of the true Christ
292: ne sъkri ničtože do not hide anything
293: nъ vъsa skaži mi ljubvě radi xvě but tell me all, for the sake of Christʹs love
294: otvěšta staa the saint answered
295: i rče emu and she spoke to him:
296: věru mi imi avva zosima believe me, o Father Zosima
297: sedmъ na dsetъ lět sъtvorix vъ pustinju siju I was (did) for 17 years in this desert
iže dosadi mnogi imax ot diavola (in) which I had many annoyances from the Devil
298: zane egda načinax jasti vъspominax mesa i ribi iže běxu vъ egipte because when I ate, I remembered all the meat and fish, which were in Egypt
299: vъspominax vina mnogaa iže piaxъ vъ egѵpte I remembered all the wines, which I drank in Egypt
300: i raždizaše se utroba moa and my guts were set ablaze
301: jako zde pone vodi ne iměx piti because here I did not have even water to drink
302: i paki vъspominax kozloglasovania iže znax and then again, I was remembering the songs which I knew
303: i načinax kozloglasovati and I started to sing
304: i paki vъspominax grěxi moe i prstuju dvu iže položix isporučnicu and then I remembered my sins, and the most holy Virgin, whom I set as my helper
305: i prixoždaaxu mi jakože slъzi and the (songs) were coming to me as tears
306: i plakax se okaanna and I cried from repentance
307: i jakože mlixъ bcu světъ množaiši prosъvte prěd mnoju and as I prayed the Mother of God, the world became more bright for me
308: i pogibaaxu pomišlenia moa zlaa and my bad thoughts vanished
309: kako povědati mi avva zosima ognъ iže raspaljaše srdce moe bluda radi how to tell (you), o Father Zosima, (about) the flame, which was burning in my heart because of adultery?
310: nъ jakože mi prixoždaxu takova pomišlenia ležax dolě na zemli sъ slъzami but as these thoughts were coming, I laid myself on the ground with tears
311: i ne vъstax and I did not stand up
ašte ne xotěx viděti svět onъ rasipati se pomišlenia moa I did not want to see the light until my thoughts fell apart (?)
312: proče sъ takovim napastъmi avva zosima dosaždaema bix *zi* oněx lět I was annoyed by such thoughts, o Father Zosima, for those 17 years
313: ot tolě daže do dnsъ sъ pomoštiju prěčstiju mi ne iměju nikoju dosadu since then, up until today, with the help of the Most Pure , I have no annoyance
314: gla ei zosima Zosima spoke to her:
315: i proče ne poiska li pištu ili odeždu imeti and did you not want to have food or clothes?
316: gla emu sta the saint spoke to him:
317: xlěbi oni iže ti rex sъnedox ixъ vъ *zi* lět the bread I had, I ate in 17 years
318: i ot tolě pitěju se ot travu zemli sei since then I feed myself with the grass of this soil
319: oděždu že moju iže iměx prъvěe razdraše se i padoše the clothes I had before were torn and fell
320: i studeni mnogi iměx noštiju and I had many cold nights
321: i paki vъ dne iměx veliki znoi and then, I had much heat in the day
322: toliko ideže mnogašti padax dolě jakože mrъtva ot studeni mnogie so much, that (here) I often fell down as dead because of much cold
323: nъ bъ iže rče jako ne o xlěbě tъkmo živet člkъ tъi me pitaše i pokrivaše me but God, who said that man does not live only by bread (Mt 4:4), He was feeding me and clothing me
324: jako tъ položi vъ nbsa na oblacěx because He puts clouds onto heavens (Ps 146:8)
325: zosima ža jako usliša ot pisani glet otvěšta as Zosima heard her citing the Scriptures, he answered
326: i rče ei and he said to her:
327: věsi li sta moa ot pisani does my saint know of the Scriptures?
328: ili nauči te kto or by whom have you been taught?
329: gla emu sta the saint spoke to him:
330: avva zosima azъ člka ešte ne viděx otneliže priidox zde o Father Zosima, I did not see a man since I came here
tъčiju stiju ti dnsъ only the holy you today
331: nъ niže pone źvěra ili ino čto životno viděx toliko vrěme but I have not seen even a beast nor another animal for such time
332: niže pisanie věmъ ili učix se avva moi neither I know the Scriptures, nor did I learn, my Father
333: nъ bъ ideže podavaetъ razumъ vъ člcěx onъ me nauči sia slovesa but God, who (where) gives reason to (in) humans, He taught me those words
334: mli ubo ba avva zosima o mně grěšnoi radi for that pray to God, o Father Zosima, for my sinful self
335: jakože emu rče sta thus the saint spoke
i zosima xotě sъtvoriti metania and Zosima wanted to pray
336: togda kosnu se emu sta then saint interrupted him
337: i ne ostavi ego sъtvoriti sъvrъšenu metaniju and she did not allow him to finish the prayer
338: tъčiju rče emu she just said to him:
339: avva zosima sia iže ti izrekox i sliša bljudi nikomuže rci doideže prěstavlju se o Father Zosima, about this, what I told you and you heard, be aware not to tell (show) that to anyone, until I die
340: nъ ti nnja poidi sъ mirom but you go now with peace
341: i vъ grěduštee lěto xošteši me viděti paki and you will see me in the next year again
342: proče sъtvori sia iže ti glju do what I say to you
343: vъ grěduštee lěto ne prěidi iordanъ jakože imate običai do not cross Jordan in the next year, as you usually do
344: nъ prěbivai vъ monastiri but stay in the monastery
345: jako ašte xošteši iziti ne xošteši vъzmošti for if you would like to go, you will not be able to
346: i vъ velikii četvrъtъkъ včerъ priimi staa taina dobrě and on the Maundy Thursday evening take the Eucharist well
347: i prinesi na iordanъ and bring (it) to Jordan
348: i ožidai me tamo and await me there
349: jako otněliže priidox zde ešte ne pričestix se because since I came here I did not have Eucharist yet
350: sego radi mlju ti se da mi prineseši stoe pričeštenie that is why I pray you to bring me the Holy Eucharist
351: i da rčeši i avva ioannu igumenu monastirskomu bljusti se dobrě and tell to Father John, the abbot of (your) monastery, to guard himself well
352: jako mnoga zla sut vъnutrъ monastira iže trebujutъ ispravlenia because there are many evils in the monastery, which require amendments
353: sia rče sta thus said the saint
354: i abie otběže vъ pustinju and she immediately ran into the desert
355: starcъ že čjuždaše se kako rče običai monastirski the elder wondered, as she spoke (about) the monastic customs
i kako vděše sъgrěšenie monastirskoe and as she saw the sins of the monastery
356: i tъčiju padě dolě na zemli he just fell down to the ground
357: i cělova město ideže stoaša sta and he kissed the ground, where the saint stood
358: i blgodarešti ba vъzvrati se vъ monastirъ and, thanking God, he returned to the monastery
359: jakože priidě drugoe lěto po običai monastirskomu xotěaše zosima iziti i onъ As the next year came, Zosima wanted to go according to the monastic custom too
360: i ne vъzmože and he could not
361: jako vъzetъ ego tresavica because he was taken by fever
362: i togda vъspoměnu kako rče emu sta iziti izъ monastira and then he remembered, how the saint spoke to him, (about) leaving the monastery
363: proče sъtvori malo dni tresaviceju drъžim then he spent some days, having the fever
364: i paki iscěle and he became healthy again
365: egda že prispě velikii četvrъtokъ vъze stoe pričeštenie jakože rče emu staa when the Maundy Thursday came, he took the Holy Eucharist as the saint told him
366: i vъzet malo smokvi i finiki i leštu kvašenu vъ vodě and he took a few figs and dates and lentils fermented in the water
367: i poide blizъ rěki and he went to the river
368: i ožidaše viděti stuju and he waited to see her
369: i plakaše množae kako zakasně sta i ne prixodit and he cried a lot, as the saint was late and not coming
370: i paki priidoše emu tamo i druga pomišlenia and again, also other thoughts came to him there
371: i vъlagaše vъ umъ svoi jako ašte priidetъ sta sъ čim xoštet prěiti iordanъ and he was putting on his mind, how could the saint cross Jordan, if she will come
iže korablъ něst where (which) there was no boat
372: sia vъspominaše vidě stuju thinking about this, he saw the saint
373: i prispě (as) she arrived
374: jakože ju vidě sta and as as he saw her, he stood up
375: i paki starcъ čjuždaše se sъ čim prěiti and the elder wondered, how (she could) cross
376: i abie zre ju and suddenly he saw her
377: i sъtvori krstъ svoi and (s?)he crossed himself
378: noštъ bě vrěme it was a night
i mesečina čista and the moon was clear
379: i zre ju and he saw her
380: jakože sъtvori krstъ obrěte se ot drugoju stranu rěki as he crossed himself, he found himself on the other side of the river
381: zosima že jakože ju vidě sъtvori obrazъ pokloniti se seeing her, Zosima seemed to want to bow to her
382: i gla emu sta and the saint spoke to him:
383: avva zosima čto xošteši sъtvoriti o Father Zosima, what do you want to do?
384: staa taina nosiši you carry the Holy Eucharist
385: i xošteši sъtvoriti metania and you want to pray?
386: gljušti slovo se sta prispě kъ starcu speaking this word, the saint came to the elder
387: i rče and she said:
388: blsvi me avva o Father, bless me
389: blsvi me bless me
390: potom vъloži starca then asked the elder:
391: i izrče ei oče našъ i věruju vъ edinogo ba and he told her Our Father and Credo (I believe in one God)
392: i cělova ego po običai ljubvě and she kissed him according to the custom of love
393: i togda pričesti se and then she took the Eucharist
394: i reče and she said:
395: nně otpuštaeši rabu tvoju vldko sъ mirom po glju tvoemu now you have freed your servant, o Lord, with peace as You have said
396: jakože viděstě ꙫči moi spsenie tvoe for my eyes have seen Your salvation (Lk 2:30)
397: Togda gla starcu then she spoke to the elder:
398: prosti me avva zosima forgive me, o Father Zosima
399: i drugo xotěnie da sъtvoriši mi fulfill one more wish for me
400: nnja poidi vъ monastiri tvoem sъ pomoštiju bžiju now, go to your monastery with the help of God
401: i vъ greduštee lěto paki priidi na mesto ideže me obrěte privi kratъ and come again next year to the same place, where you have met me for the first time
402: i xošteši me viděti jakože vъsxoštet bъ moi and if my God will want, you will see me
403: gla ei starcъ the elder spoke to her:
404: rabo istinnago ba nъ kogda bdǫ dstoinъ poslědstvovati ti but, o servant of the true God, when I will be worthy to follow you?
405: nъ pone vъzmi ot sia iže ti prinesox pištu but take at least from this food I have brought for you
406: prostrъ bo sta rǫku then the saint stretched her hand
407: i vъzet tъkmo tri zrъna ot lešti and she took only three grains from the lentils
408: i paki sъtvori krstъ svoi and she crossed herself again
409: i prěide iordanъskaa rěka više jakože i prъvi kratъ and she crossed the river Jordan as in the first time
410: starcъ že vъzvrati se vъ monastirъ svoi slavešti ba and the elder returned to his monastery, praising God
411: nъ mnogaa skrъbeaše kako ne uvdě imě stěi but he was very sad for not asking (seeing) the name of the saint
412: proče naděaše se paki vъprostiti ju for the next time, he hoped to ask her
413: egda že prispě paki lěto i dni sirni izide izъ monastirъ po običai iže iměaxu when the next year and the Cheese Days came, he left the monastery according to the custom they had
414: i xoždaaše po pustini zrešti samo i onamo and he was walking around the desert looking here and there
eda bo viděti stǫę gde where the saint could be seen
415: i jakože ju ne uvdě nače plakati starcъ and as he did not see her, the elder began to cry
416: i sъ slъzami mnogimi glaše kъ bu and with many tears he spoke to God:
417: be moi velikosilně iže me spdobi viděti takovoe tainstvo ne razlučai me i daže do konca sъvrъšiti o my powerful God, who made me to see such a great mystery, do not abandon me before I finish it
418: spdobi me xe moi polučiti mi paki mltva ee rabě tvoe make me worthy, o my Christ, to receive the prayer from her, your servant
419: sia gljuštu starcu zrešti na děsno i na levo eda viděti ju as the elder was thus speaking, he looked on his right and left, whether she was to see there
420: i zrešti vidě ideže bě končala i sъ krъsteni rǫcě and looking thus, he saw, where he had passed away with crossed hands
421: i glavu ei běše kъ zapadu and her head was (turned) towards the west
422: i jakože ju vidě teče plačjušti se and as he saw her, he ran crying to her
423: i oseza nozě stěi and he embraced her legs
424: i kropěaše ix sъ slъzami ego and he watered them with his tears
425: eliko bo moštno slъzeše and he wept strongly
426: i ot ѱaltira reče neporočni and from the Psalter he recited the (Psalm of the) Undefiled (Ps 118)
427: i togda čjuždaše se čto sъtvoriti and then he wondered what to do
428: i abie vidě više glavie stěi and then he saw (looked?) over the head of the saint
i bě pisana zemlja and the ground was written upon
429: i glaše tako and it spoke thus:
430: avva zosima pogrěbi tělo směrenie marie sie iže obrěte Father Zosima, bury the body of this humble Mary, which you have found
431: i mli ba o mně radi and pray God for my sake
432: skončax že se vъ mscъ farmuѳia sireč aprilia vъ nošti onoi ideže pričestix se I have passed away in the month of Parmouti, that is April, in the night when I took the Eucharist
433: sia pisania jakože vidě zosima čjuždaše se kto ix sъpisa as Zosima saw these writings, he wondered, who has written them
434: rekla bo bě emu sta kako ne věstъ pisania because she had told him, that she does not know how to write
i kako dva dsetъ dni puta vъ edinъ čas poide staa and (he wondered) how the saint could pass 20 days of walk in an hour
435: i proče čjuždaše se paki sъ čimъ iskopati zemlju and also he wondered how to dig the ground
436: tamo vidě malo drěvo dolě na zemli povrъženno he saw there a small piece of wood thrown on the ground
437: i načetъ sъ nimi kopati zemlju and he began to dig the ground with it (them)
438: i ne vъzmože and he could not
439: jako bě starъ because he was old
440: nъ i město bě mnogo suxo but also the place was very dry
441: i abie vidě edinogo lъva iže ližaše nozě stěi and suddenly he saw a lion, licking the saintʹs legs
442: i jakože ego vidě ouboa se and as he saw (the beast), he became afraid
443: jako vъspominaše slovo stěi ideže rče jako źvěra ne vidě vъ četiri dsetъ lět because he remembered the word of the saint, (where she said) that she did not saw a beast in forty years
444: proče sъtvori krstъ svoi then he crossed himself
445: i naděe se ne vrěditi ego and he hoped to not harm him
446: i otvěšta kъ lъvu and he said (answered) to the lion
447: i rče and said:
448: o źvěru ne ukrotimi poneže sila bžia prinesla te est zde pomošti mi o untameable beast, as the power of God has brought you here to help me,
iskopai zemlju pogrebsti stěi mošti dig the ground to bury the relics of the saint!
449: jako esmъ azъ starъ because I am old
450: i ne vъzmogu niže kopati niže poiti prinesti dělania kopati and I cannot dig nor bring tools (?) for digging
451: i sego radi ti sъtvori grobъ stěi for this reason, you do make a grave for the saint
452: sice rče starcъ thus spoke the elder
453: i abie lъvъ vъzъmъ sъ prědnimi nogami and the lion quickly began (to dig) with his forward legs
454: i iskopa eliko pokriti tělo stěi and he dug out so much (as needed) to cover the body of the saint
455: i jakože iskopa sъtvori metania kъ starcu and as he finished digging, he did a prayer towards the elder
456: i vъnide vъnutrъ pustini and he went into the desert
457: starcъ že pogrebe tělo stie tamo ideže ju obrěšte the elder then buried the body of the saint where he found her
458: i vъzvrati se vъ monastirъ slavešti i pojušti ba and he returned to the monastery praising and singing to God
459: nъ igumenъ ioannъ obrěte mnogaa prěgrěšenia vъ monastiri jakože rče sta but abbot John found many sins in the monastery, as the saint said
460: tamo bo vъ tom mostiri skonča se starcъ zosima *r* lět starosti the elder Zosima passed away there in that monastery (being) 100 years old
461: sia sutъ děla bludnici ljubimici These are the deeds of the harlot, my dear
462: si sut dobroděteli ouničiženie ženi these are the virtues of a despicable woman
463: bludnica po istině bě she was truly a harlot
464: nъ i velikie dobrodětelie ee spdobiše ju vъ crstvi nbsněmъ but also her great virtues made her worthy for (in) the Kingdom of Heaven
465: grěšnaa bě she was sinful
466: nъ i pokaaniemъ spse se but she saved herself by penance
467: zane da vidimъ kako posti se so that we see her fasting
468: da vdimъ kako trudi se so (that) we see how she worked
469: ne bě li taa grěšnica wasnʹt she a sinner?
470: ne bě li i ta uničižena wasnʹt she contemptous?
471: sego radi i i mi da pokaem se o grěsěx našix for this reason, also we should repent about our sins
472: i da ne pademъ vъ otčaanie ašte i jakože peskъ morskii sut sъgrěšenia naša and we should not fall into depression, if you sins are numerous as the sand of the sea
473: něst ni edinъ grěx ideže bolitъ mlstъ bžia there is no sin, which surpasses (?) the mercy of God
474: niže est nikoe prěgrěšenie iže ne ispravljaet se pokaaniemъ nor is there any transgression, which cannot be amended by penance
475: priemlet bъ pokaaniemъ vъsakomu God accepts the penance of anyone
476: tъčiju prilěžne da obratim se (he needs) only to turn away (from the sin) accordingly
477: sъ vъsem srdcemъ da kaem se let us repent with all heart
478: i priemletъ nas bъ and God will accept us
479: jako est mlsrdъ i mngo mlstivъ because he is gracious and very merciful
480: i da ne glemъ jako da tvorim grěxi mnogi i poslěžde xoštem kaati se and let us not say that we should do many sins and afterwards we will repent
481: jako kto trъžъstvuetъ tako spsenie ego ne spdobljaetъ bъ takovago pokaati se who makes such a trade out of salvation, God does not make him worthy to repent
482: i čto věmъ ašte i do včera umrem and do we know, whether we will not die until the evening?
483: ili kogda razuměimъ čas sъmrъti našei or when we will know the hour of our death?
484: sego radi povelě gъ vъ stmъ eѵglii that is why the Lord said in the holy Gospel:
485: bdite jako ne věstě dnъ ni čas vъ nže snъ člčski priidet Watch therefore, for you know neither the day nor the hour in which the Son of Man is coming (Mt 25:13 NKJV)
486: i poneže ne věmi čas sъmrъti našei da ne lenim se spsenia našego and because we do not know the hour of our death, let us not be lazy about our salvation
487: da ne otčaim se dobroti dši našei let us not despair about the good of our souls
488: zane lěnostъ nikogda dobro ne ispravljaetъ because sloth never does any good
489: nikogda blgo ne sъvrъšaetъ niže tělesnoe niže dševnoe it never finishes any good: neither corporeal, nor spiritual
490: i jakože kto ašte oblěnit se nivě svoei ili loziju svoemu i ne okopavaetъ ju pogubljaetъ se ot trъniemъ i biliemъ (and) as when someone is lazy on his acre or in his vineyard and does not cultivate it, it is lost to thorns and weed
491: tako est i vъ dši vъsakomu xrstianinu so it is also with the soul of every Christian
492: egda oblěnit se člkъ dělaniju bžiju i prinošenie dši ego abie pogibaetъ dša člku onomu ot pomišlenia zla ot mъčtania běsovska i ot ina naxoždenia lukava when a human is lazy in divine works and in helping his soul, suddenly his soul is lost to that man because of bad thoughts, of devilish dreams, and other evil ideas
493: sego radi podbaetъ ne leniti se dobroti dše našei that is why it is good not to be lazy about the goodness of our soul
494: i glemъ and (it is not good to) speak:
495: dnsъ grěxi da sъtvaraemъ let us do sins today
496: i zautra xoštem pokaati se and tomorrow we will repent
497: vъ junosti našei da sъgrěšenie tvorim let us sin in our youth
498: i vъ starosti našei xoštemъ kaati se and we will repent in our old age
499: zane takova pomišlenia sut lukavago diavola iže dobroti dšamъ našim ne xoštet because such thoughts are from the evil Devil, who does not want the good for our souls
500: ašte vъ junosti našei ne xoštem pokaati se ideže možem rabotati kanona dxovnika našego if we will not repent in our youth, where we can work according to our religion (regulations of our clergy ?)
kako pokaem se vъ starosti našei ideže ne moštni tělesem našeimъ then, how we will (be able to) repent in our old age, when we are bodily weak?
iže ne možemъ niže pokaati se niže postiti se niže bděti niže ini trud tvoriti grěx radi našix then, we can neither repent, nor fast, nor stay awake, nor perform any work for the sake of our sins
501: nnja ideže imami vrěme (it is) now, when we have time
502: nnja da pokaem se vъsako (it is) now (the time) to do any penance
503: dnsъ ideže tvorimъ grěxi dnsъ ispovědaim se today we sin, today we confess
504: zane jakože glet prěmǫdri solomonъ because, as the most wise Solomon says:
ne věmi čto raditъ zautra we know not what (will be there) to do tomorrow (cf. Preacher 7:14)
505: sirečъ ne věmi čto xoštet biti daže do utra that is, we do not know, what will be even tomorrow
506: da ne javljaemъ sebe jako besъmrъtni let us not consider ourselves to be deathless
507: da ne sъgrěšaemъ jako eže ne xoštem umreti kogda let us not sin as if we were not ever going to die
508: nъ razuměvaimъ jako kratkъ i vrěmeni est životъ naš but let us understand that our life is short and temporal
da ispravim sami sebě let us mend ourselves
509: da otvratim volju našu vъ blgoe let us turn our will to good
510: da izměnim oumišlenia naša kъ polzi dši našei let us change our thoughts for the profit of our soul
511: ne pomišljaimъ tъkmo kako obogatiti se ili kako oblěšti se ili kako pitati se Let us not think only about how to get rich or clothe or feed ourselves
512: nъ pače množae da pomišljaimъ kako ugoditi xu kako da sъvrъšim dobrodětelъ kako da ulučim crstvie nbsnoe but let us think more about how to please Christ, how to gain virtue, how to receive the Kingdom of Heaven
513: zane i gъ tako namъ zapověda vъ stmъ eѵglii because thus tells us the Lord in the Holy Gospel
514: i gletъ and He says:
515: ne pecete se dšeju vašeju što jaste ili čto piete niže tělom vašimъ vъ čto oblěcěte se do not worry in your souls, what you will eat˸ or about your body, what you will wear (Lk 12:22)
516: ne dša li bolše est pišti i tělo oděždi is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? (23)
517: sireč ne pomišljaite vъnutrъ dšax vašix čto jaste ili piete that is: do not worry inside your souls, what you will eat or drink
518: niže iměite pomišlenia vъ čto oblěčete telěsi vašego nor think of in what you clothe your body
519: něst li dša vaša bolšaa ot astia is not the soul more than food?
520: něst li tělesa vaša bolša ot oděžde is not your body more than the clothes?
521: skazuetъ jako eže oumišljaetě radi jastia iže něst ničtože kako ne pecěte se i dše svoee radi iže est vešt čъstněiša vъsego mira he says, that what you think about food is in vain, if you donʹt care about your soul, which is something more precious than the whole world
522: i paki povelě po dolě gъ and again, he says below:
523: vъzrite na ptici nbsni look at the heavenly birds (Lk 12:24)
524: jako ni sejutъ they do not sow
525: ni žnut nor they reap
526: ni sъbirajutъ vъ žitnici nor they have no barn
527: i otcъ vašъ nbsnii pitaetъ e and your heavenly Father feeds them
528: ne vi li lučšii estě oněx are you not better than these?
529: kto že li ot vas pešti se možetъ priložiti vъzrastu svoemu lъkatъ edinъ and who among you can add a cubit to your life? (25)
530: sirěč viditě na ptice ideže lětajutъ po vъzduxu that is: you see (to) the birds, which (where) they fly in the sky
531: kako ni sějutъ as they do not sow
532: ni žnut nor they reap
533: niže sъbirajutъ vъ žitnice nor they have no barn to collect in
534: i bъ otcъ vъsem pitaetъ texъ and God the All-Father feeds them with everything
535: vi že bo člci ne izměnenili estě množae ot těx are you not, humans, better than these?
536: kto že li ot vasъ umisliti možet priložiti tělesi svoemu lъkat edin and who among you, worrying, can add a cubit to your body?
537: i paki povělě and again, he speaks:
538: o oděžde čto pečete se why are you anxious about clothes?
539: vъzrite na krini selnie look at the wild flowers (Lk 12:27-28)
540: kako rastǫtъ how they grow
541: ne truždajut se they do not labor
542: ni prědut nor they spin
543: glju že vamъ yet I tell you
544: jako ni solomonъ vъ vsei slavě svoei oblěče se jako edinъ ot six not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these
545: ašte že seno selnoe dnsъ sušte i utre vъ peštъ vъlagaemo bъ tako ostavljaetъ kolmi pače vasъ malověri if that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into fire, how much more will He clothe you, you of little faith?
546: sirěč počto radi umišljaete radi odežde that is: why do you think of clothes?
547: pone razuměite cvětie polskoe think at least of the wild flowers
548: kako rastut how they grow
549: ne truždajut se they do not labor
550: niže prědut nor they spin
551: glju vamъ yet I tell you
552: jakože ni solomonъ vъ mnozěx ego krasotax i čъsti ne oblěče se jakože edinъ ot six oblěšti se takovoju krasotu jakože sut oukrašenna cvětia not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these
553: ašte že sěno polskoe ideže dnsъ est i zautra vъlagajutъ vъ peštъ i sъgaraetъ bъ oděvaetъ i oukrašaetъ tako koliko pače vas malověri ne xoštet li vi oblěšti if that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into fire, how much more will He clothe you, you of little faith?
554: ne oubo pečete se gljušte čto jami ili čto piemъ ili čimъ oblěcěm se do not worry, saying , ʹwhat we eatʹ or ʹwhat we drinkʹ or ʹwhat to put onʹ (cf. Lk 12:29-30)
555: vъsěx bo six ezičnici ištut for this is what the heathens want
556: věstъ bo otcъ vašъ nbsnii jako trěbuete vъsa siix and your Father knows that you need them
557: ištete prěžde crstvia bžia i pravdi ego seek first His Kingdom and His truth
558: i sia vъsa priložit se vam and this all will be included
559: sireč proče ne pomišljaite gljušte što jami ili čto piemъ ili čimъ oděždim se that is: do not worry, saying , ʹwhat we eatʹ or ʹwhat we drinkʹ or ʹwhat to put onʹ
560: zane sia vъsa ęzici ištut for this is what all the heathens want
561: zane bъ otcъ vašъ iže est na nbsěxъ věstъ trěbovania sia vъsa and your Father knows that you need them
562: sego radi ištete prъvěe crstvie bžie i pravdi ego thus seek first His Kingdom and His truth
563: i sia vъsa sъviše podaet se and this all will be given to you from above
564: proče i imi ljubimici ne pomišljaimъ takovaa let us think us too, my dear
565: nъ dšamъ našim prinošenia da pomišljaimъ but let us think of spiritual gain
566: spseniju našemu da poučaim se let us gain knowledge for the sake of salvation
567: dšamъ našim da potaštim se kako pitaniixъ sъ slovom bžiemъ let us struggle for the sake of our souls by feeding them with the Word of God
568: dšamъ našim da potъštim se kako napoiti ix sъ učeniemъ bgougodnix let us struggle for the sake of our souls by giving them to drink of the teachings of those, who are pleasing to God
569: dši naše da ponudim kako oblěšti se sъ dobrodětelmi let us train our souls how to clothe themselves in virtues
570: radi da nas spdobitъ xs zde prěiti zdrava bespečalni blgodnъstavni ne blaznъni ot vragovъ dševniix i tělesniix so that Christ will find us worthy, here (beyond?) to come healthy, without despair, virtuous, not seduced by enemies of the soul and of the body
571: tamože nas da spdobitъ věčnaago ego crstvia there He will make us worthy of His eternal Kingdom
572: jako tomu pdobaetъ slva čstii i poklanjanie sъ beznačelnim ego ocemъ i prěstmъ i blgimъ i životvoreštiimъ ego dxomъ for His is the glory, honor and respect, with beginning-less Father of Him, and with Most Holy and good and life-giving Spirit
nnja i prsno i vъ věki věkom now and ever and forever
573: amin amen