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1: Мцá апри́лїа ·а· и ·е·-ю нде́лѧ, стѫѧ четириде́сетницꙋ. [Title] (for the) 1st (day) of Month April and the 5th Sunday of the Great Lent
2: жи́тїе и жи́знь прпдо́бные марї́е егптенини, [Title] Life and living of the Reverend Mother Mary of Egypt
3: метафрáста по ѡбщем ѧзы́це, ѿ монха послѣднаг дамаскı́на иподїáкона и оучи́телꙗ. [Title] retold in the Common Language by the least monk Damaskinos, hypodeacon and teacher
4: Ве́лїе нѣкое добро ес(т) лю́бымици покаáнїе. Penance is a great good, my beloved
5: и что̂ тáково ес(т), and what (kind of good) is this (penance)
6: ꙗко въсáкь члкь спсае́т се. (it means a chance for) every man to be saved
7: въсáкые грѣси ѡми́ваеть. it washes all the kinds of sins away
8: въсáкы зло́бы ѿсѣ́каеть. it removes all the kinds of vices
9: н ѣ́с(т) никоѝ грѣх е́же не пращаеть бъ егдà кает се члкь. there is no sin, which cannot be forgiven by God, when the human repents
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11: агглѡм, ꙗко́же повелѣ̀ и гь въ стмь еѵглїи, as the Lord also commanded the angels in the Gospel
12: рáдос(т) бы́ваеть нâ нбсы ѡ еди́нѡм грѣ́шнице кáющим се. there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents (Lk 15:7)
13: покаáные ес(т) очище́нїе дши члкꙋ, и вто́рое крще́нїе. penance is a washing of the soul and (its) second baptism
14: занѐ кто̂ ѡскврънить пръ́вое крщенїе съ грѣ́хми, пакы̀ съ покаáныемь прїѡбрѣ́таеть. because he, who taints the first baptism by sin, returns by penance
15: покаáнїе ес(т) велїа ползà грѣшномꙋ члкꙋ, penance is (of) a great boon to a sinful man
16: ꙗко́же свдѣтельствꙋють кни́гы црквѣ нашеѝ. thus it is witnessed by the literature of our Church
17: ѿ тáковое покаáнїе спсоше с(е) мно́ѕы грѣшны члцы. many sinful men saved themselves by such penance
18: и не тъ́чїю спсше се, and they did not only saved themselves
19: нь и стыи бы́ше but also they became saints
20: и покланꙗ́ем се и мы̏ дньшны̀ днь. and we bow to them (until?) today
21: ꙗко́же и ста мрї́а еги́птенини и́же бѣ̏ блꙋдна и грѣ́шна женâ, и тъ́кмо ꙗко покаá се thus (we bow to) St Mary of Egypt too, who was a lecherous and sinful woman, and then (ʺasʺ) she repented
22: и по́сти се, ости се and she fasted
23: и почте́ се ѿ ба и ѿ члкь. and she was honored both by God and humans
24: то̏е стые грѣ́си и покаáные хо́щꙋ поведати днсь лю́бымици. I will tell you today about her sins and penance, my beloved
25: и се́го радѝ млю бголю́бїе ваше, for this reason, I pray you, o God-loving ones
26: послꙋшаи́те словесà съ въсакым прилежи́нїемь, do hear my words carefully
да разꙋ́мѣете и нави́кнѣте, ко́лико възмагаеть покаáнїе члкꙋ. so that you understand and learn, how much does penance help to a man
27: въ стрáни палестинскые, бѣ̏ нѣ́кы сще́ни° ино́кь There was a holy man, a hermit in the land of Palestine
28: зоси́ма имѣ емꙋ̂. his name (was) Zosima
29: бѣ́ш же стáрць тъ̏, въ мно́зѣи добродѣ́тели. he was an old man of many virtues
30: и то́лико бѣ̏ говѣи́нь въ добродѣтелѣх, his virtue was respected so much
ели́ко мно́зы ино́цы ѿ окрстъныих монáстырѣх, прихо́ждаахꙋ мно́гащи послꙋ́шати словесà ѿ оꙋ́сть стáрца то́го. that many other hermits from the monasteries around were coming to hear the words from the mouth of that old man
31: сътво́ри бо̂ въ то́мь монасти́ри, и́же бы́с(т) пет͛ дсеть и три̏ лѣ́т. thus he lived (ʺmadeʺ) in that monastery for (ʺwhich wasʺ) 53 years
32: потом прїи́де емꙋ̂ помы́шленїе тáковое. then he got an idea
33: ꙗко едà ѡбрѣ́щет се кто̂ е́же поучи́ти ме нѣ́кое дѣло иночъ́ское. (ʺsuch as:ʺ) ʺcould there be found anyone, who would teach me something concerning hermitry?ʺ
34: ес(т) лѝ кто̂ и́же никогдà не требꙋеть ничто̂, нь ес(т) въ всѣ́м съвръ́шень˸ ʺis there anyone, who does never need anything, but rather is perfect in all aspects?ʺ
35: ес(т) ли́ же кто̂ въ пꙋсти́ны, и́же ме прѣꙋмно́зит въ добродѣ́телѣх˸ ʺis there anybody in the desert, who could make me more virtuous?ʺ
36: сї́а въспими́наше стáрць, thus did the old man think
áггль гнь ꙗви́ се (then,) an angel of the Lord appeared
37: и гла емꙋ̂. and he said to him:
38: зосимâ, добры и вели́ци сꙋт и твоѝ добродѣ́телеи, ʺo Zosima, your virtues are good and greatʺ
39: нь̂ поидѝ нь̂ ıѡрдáнсцѣи рѣцѣ̀. въ монасти́ри и́же ес(т) тáмо бли́зь, ʺbut go along the river Jordan, to the nearby monasteryʺ
да вди́ши и ны̀е величаи́ши въ добродѣтелѣх ѿ те́бѣ. ʺso that you can see those (ʺusʺ), whose virtue is greater than yoursʺ
40: въстà абїе стáрць, the old man stood up immediately
41: и пои́де въ ѡном монасти́ри. and he went to that monastery
42: и въложѝ метáнїе and he prayed (ʺgave metanoia inʺ)
43: и ѡстà тáмо. and he remained there
44: обы́чай же имѣáхꙋ иноцы ѡнѝ. those hermits had a custom
45: ꙗко чи́сти понделникь исхождаáхꙋ that they all went to the desert on the Clean Monday
46: въ пꙋсти́ни къждо въсáкы,
47: и сътво́раахꙋ тамо даже до нде́ле цвѣ́тоно́сные. and they remained (ʺmadeʺ) there until the Palm Sunday
48: по обы́чаю же бо̂ монасти́рскомꙋ, изы́де и стáрць зосимâ. and the old man Zosima went out too, according to the custom of the monastery
49: и прѣшдь ıѡрдáнь съ инѝми ино́ци. and as he crossed Jordan with other hermits
ꙗко́же бо̂ разлꙋ́чише с(е) дрꙋг дрꙋ́га, and as they separated themselves from each other
прїи́де емꙋ̂ помы́сль въни́ти въ вънꙋтриѫѧ пꙋсти́ню, he thought (ʺa thought came to himʺ) to go deep into the desert
едà ѡбрѣ́сти нѣкоего̀ стáрца постни́ка, to find some old man hermit
оуслы́шати нѣ́кое слово бжı́е ѿ не́го. to hear some divine word from him
50: и хо́ждаше, приспѣ чáс пѣти слꙋжбꙋ свою̀. and (as) he went, the time came to sing his liturgy
51: потѡм стà на въсток. then he stood up (ʺin a jumpʺ˸ orig.: towards the East)
52: и млꙗше с(е). and he prayed
53: и тáмо стоющꙋ. ви́дѣ ꙗко се́нь и́же ꙗвлꙗ́ше с(е) члчское тѣ́ло. and as he stood, he saw a human body, appearing as a shadow
54: помнѣ помнѣ стáрць ꙗко ес(т) приви́дѣные бѣсѡ́ѡское, the old man thought the vision was a devilish one
55: áбїе сътво́ри крсть своѝ, he crossed himself in the moment
56: егдá же съвръ́ши слꙋ́жбꙋ свою̀. оузрѐ ꙗвленнѣ He looked more clearly (?) when he finished his service
57: и хо́ждаше члкь къ де́снꙋю его̀ стрáннѣ. and a human was walking towards his right side (orig.: he saw clearly that a human...)
58: и тѣ́ло его̀, бѣ́ше чръно ѡ мно́зѣ. and his body was very black
59: влáсї его̀ бѣ́хꙋ бѣли ꙗко́же бꙋбáкь. his hair were white as a silkworm
60: про́че бѣхꙋ мáли. and they were short (ʺsmallʺ)
61: тъ́кмо дáже до рáмꙋ его̀ доспеваáхꙋ. they reached only to his arms
62: и ꙗко́же его̀ ви́дѣ стáрць, възрад(о)ꙋва се ѡ мно́зѣ. and as the old man saw him, he rejoiced very much
63: кáко ѡбрѣ́те ѡно̀ и́же прошаáше. because he found what he prayed for
64: и áбїе начѐ течáти по нем. and he immediately started to run towards him
65: и ꙗкож(е) ви́дѣ ꙗко течет, зоси́мâ and as he saw that Zosima runs (to him, he ran away)
66: ӑще и бѣ̏ стáрць, проче́ те́чаше мно́жае. (Zosima), although he was old, ran even more
67: егдà прибли́жи се бли́зь елико слы́шати се глас. въсплáка се стáрць as he closed in to the distance of an earshot, the old man cried
68: и гла къ немꙋ и́же ꙗ́влꙗше с(е). and he said to the one, who appeared:
69: почто̂ радѝ бѣгаеши грѣшномꙋ, рáбѣ бжїи. ʺwhy are you running from sinful (myself), o servant of God?ʺ
70: почто̂ ме съмꙋ́щаеши стастáрца, и не стои́ши блсвыти ме. ʺwhy are you making me, old man, grieve, and not you stay and bless me?ʺ
71: станѝ радѝ лю́бвѣ хвѣ, ʺstay for the love of Christ!ʺ
72: ꙗко еˇсмь стáрць ʺbecause I am an old manʺ
73: и не мгꙋ последовати ти. ʺand I cannot follow youʺ
74: сїа бѣседꙋющꙋ стáрцꙋ и те́чещꙋ, as he was saying this and running
приспѣ на едном мѣ́стѣ и́же бѣ́ше ꙗко сꙋ́хы потькь мáль. he reached a place, which was like a small, dry brook
75: ѡн же и́же ꙗвлꙗ́ше с(е) съни́де and the one, who appeared, went down and up again
76: и пакы̀ възы́де.
77: стáрц же стà and the old man stood
не можаáше прѣи́ти, he could not cross
78: и плáкаше мно́жае. and he cried even more
79: тогдà ѿвѣща ѡˇнь и́же ꙗви́ се, then the one, who appeared, answered
80: и гла къ зоси́мѣ. and he said to Zosima:
81: прости́ ме аввâ зо́сима га радѝ. ʺforgive me, Father Zosima, for the sake of the Lordʺ
82: не мо́гꙋ стáти видѣти ме. ʺI can let you (ʺstandʺ) see meʺ
83: ꙗко еˇсмь нага ꙗко́же ме вди́ши, ʺbecause I am naked, as you see meʺ
84: и и́но еˇсмь женâ. ʺand also I am a womanʺ
85: про́че ӑще хо́щеши стостоáти, връ́зы ми еди́нꙋ ѿ ри́зь твоих облѣщи се, ʺbut if you want to stay (insist?), throw me one of your shirts to clothe (myself)ʺ
86: и тогдà вди́ши ме подати ми млтвꙋ твою̀. ʺthen you (may) see me, to give me your prayerʺ
87: ꙗко́же бо̂ слы́ша зоси́ма. ꙗко имѣнем его̀ възвà, when Zosima heard it, being called by his name
почю́ди се кáко быс(т) прозо́рлива. he wondered how she knew
88: про́че връже еди́нꙋ ри́зꙋ ве́тхꙋ, then he threw her one of his shirts
89: и тогдà поидѐ and he went
90: и сътво́ри метáнїа. and he prayed
91: про́че ꙗвлеи́ се, сътво́ри метáнїа then, the one, who appeared, prayed (too)
92: и на мно́г чáс стоющи промы́шлꙗющи обои̏. and the both (were) staying for a long time, thinking
93: и дрꙋ́г дрꙋгꙋ глю́щи, and (were) saying to each other:
94: блсви ме рáбѣ бжı́и. ʺbless me, o servant of Godʺ
95: и на мнѡ́гь чáсь гла женâ ѡнâ, many times, the woman said:
96: аввâ зо́сима. те́бѣ подбает блсвити ме. ʺo Father Zosima, it is appropriate for you to bless meʺ
97: ꙗко еˇси сще́никь ба вы́шнꙗго. ʺbecause you are a priest of the Highest Godʺ
98: ꙗко мно́гащи стои́ши въ стмь жрътьвни́це ʺbecause you stand often in the holy place of the sacrificeʺ
99: и млиши ба радѝ инѣ́х грѣсѣхь. ʺand you pray God for the sins of the othersʺ
100: се́го радѝ ты̏ ме блсви. ʺfor this reason, you bless me!ʺ
101: Тогдà гла зо́сима Zosima spoke then:
102: стаа бжı́а. блгдть твоà ꙗвлꙗе́т се множаи́ша ѿ моих. ʺGod's holy blessings on you seem to be stronger than mineʺ
103: ꙗко еˇси прозо́рлива, ʺbecause you can prophesizeʺ
104: и знáеши имѣ моѐ, ʺand you know my nameʺ
и кáко еˇсмь сще́нникь. ʺand that I am a priestʺ
105: се́го радѝ млю ти се мно́го ʺthat's why I pray you so muchʺ
106: ты̏ ме блсви. ʺyou bless meʺ
107: ꙗко́же бо̂ ви́дѣ женâ ѡнâ и́же ꙗви сѐ ꙗко про́че не блсвитї ю, въстà сáма as the woman, who appeared, saw, that he was not going to bless her, she stood up herself
108: и гла and she spoke:
109: бъ стыи и́же любит спсе́нїе грѣ́шникѡм, тъи да блсви́т те. ʺmay the holy God, who loves (to) save sinners, blesses youʺ
110: тогдà въстà и стáрць зо́сима. then also the old man Zosima stood up
111: ѿвѣ́ща ста the saint answered
112: и гла къ зо́симѣ. and she spoke to Zosima:
113: аввâ зо́сима почто̂ радѝ потрꙋ́ди се и прїи́де даже до зде̏ ви́дѣти еди́нꙋ женꙋ̂ грѣ́шнꙋ. ʺFather Zosima, why did you put such an effort, coming here to see one sinful woman?ʺ
114: проче поне́же те прине́се бъ даже до зде̏, рци ʺ(but?) because God brought you so far as here, tell meʺ
ми sidenote: [дамаскина]
115: кáко сꙋ́ть хрстїáни. ʺhow are the Christians?ʺ
116: кáко ес(т) ми́рь, ʺhow is the world?ʺ
117: кáко сѫт цáрїе. ʺhow are the kings?ʺ
118: кáко сѫт црквѣ хвѣ̀. ʺhow are the churches of Christ?ʺ
119: ѿвѣ́ща стáрць the old man answered
120: и глаа, and he spoke:
121: въсà до́бра сѫт за млтвь твоих мти прпдо́бна. ʺall are well enough for your prayers, revered motherʺ
122: нь̂ мли ба тѣ́х радѝ, и ѡ мнѣ радѝ. ʺbut pray for those and for me (as well)ʺ
123: ꙗко се́го радѝ потрꙋ́дих се толикы пꙋ́ть грѣшны. ʺthat is why I went such a sinful way (?)ʺ
124: глае мꙋ̂ женâ ѡнà. the woman spoke to him:
125: аввâ зо́сима. тебе подбáеть млити се бꙋ ѡ мнѣ̂ радѝ. ʺFather Zosima, it is appropriate for you to pray for meʺ
126: про́че понеже ми повелѣваеши, сътво́рити послꙋшáнїе. ʺthen, because you want me, (I will) confess to youʺ
127: тогдà стà на мнгѡ час then she stood for a long time
128: и млꙗше се стаа. and the saint prayed
129: и глас ѿ оꙋ́сть еˇе не сли́шаше се. and the voice from her mouth was not heard
130: и стáрць паде прѣжде на зе́мли, and the old man fell to the ground in front of him
131: и глаше ги поммлꙋи. and he was saying ʺGod have mercyʺ
132: про́че по чáсѣ многом, възво́дѣ ꙫчи своѝ, then, he lifted his eyes after a long time
133: и оузрѐ ꙗко ес(т) женâ, еди́нь съжень ѿ зе́мле выше and he saw the woman being one fathom above the ground
134: и ꙗко́же ю ви́дѣ. въло́жи въ ꙋмь своѝ ꙗко хо́щет бы́ти нѣкое привидѣнїе бѣсо́в͛ское. and as he saw her, he put to his mind (the idea) as if it was some kind of devilish vision
135: и съмнѣше с(е) ꙗко мли́т се. and he doubted that she was praying
136: тогдà ѿвѣ́ща женâ ѡнà then the woman answered
137: и гла. and she spoke:
138: коà помы́шленїа твоà авва зо́сима. ʺwhat are your thoughts, Father Zosima?ʺ
139: и въ ꙋмѣ своемь вълáгаеши ꙗко еˇсмь приви́дѣнїе. ʺand (why?) are you putting to his mind (the idea that) I am a vision?ʺ
140: женâ еˇсмь грѣшнеи́ша пáче ми́ра въсего. ʺI am a woman, the most sinful one in the worldʺ
141: тогдà сътво́ри крсть своѝ по въсѐ тѣ́ле своеˇмь. then she crossed herself over the whole body
142: и гла къ стáрцꙋ, and she spoke to the old man:
143: бъ да нас избáвить ѿ съблáзны дїáволскыих. ʺmay God free us of all devilish seductionsʺ
144: тогдà зо́сима паде до́лꙋ на зе́млы съ слъ́зами мно́гыми. then Zosima fell down to the earth with many tears
145: и ѡсе́за но́зѣ стѣи, and he embraced the saint's legs
146: и гла къ не́и and he spoke to her:
147: заклинꙗ́ю те рабо исти́ннаго ха ба. ʺI pray you, o servant of Christ, the true Godʺ
148: ръци мѝ кáко обрѣ́те се зде̏ въ пꙋсти́ню. ʺtell me, how did you appear here in the desert?ʺ
ѿ кдѫ есѝ. ʺwhere are you from?ʺ
и кáко по́стиши се. ʺand how are you fasting?ʺ
и ко́лико врѣме имáши зде̏. ʺand for how long are you (ʺhow much time you haveʺ) here?ʺ
149: скáжи ми лю́бвѣ радѝ бжı́е. ʺtell me, for the sake of God's loveʺ
150: не съкри́ ми ничто̂. ʺdo not hide anything from meʺ
151: ꙗко сых радѝ блгово́ли бъ и ви́дѣти те. ʺbecause that is why God allowed me to see youʺ
да ꙋслы́шꙋ и áзь ползꙋ ѿ сло́весь твоих. ʺso that I (may) receive (ʺhearʺ) help from of your wordsʺ
152: занѐ ӑще не бы хо́тѣль бъ ви́дѣти те, ʺbecause, if God would not want (me) to see youʺ
не бых хо́диль толикы пꙋт ӑзь стáраць и не мо́щнь. ʺI would not walk such a (long) way, me, old and weakʺ
и́же никогдà не мо́гохь вънь изы́ти ѿ ке́лїю мою. ʺwho was never able to exit his own cellʺ
153: ꙗко́же бо̂ видѣ ста словеса и слъ́зы его, as the saint saw his words and tears
гла къ зо́симе, she spoke to Zosima:
154: áвва зосимâ. срамлю́ се грѣ́шна повѣдати дѣ́ла моà, ʺo Father Zosima, I, the sinful one, am ashamed to tell you of my deedsʺ
155: ꙗко сꙋт плъ́на срамь. ʺbecause they are full of shame(fulness)ʺ
156: про́че да исповѣждꙋ ти днсь ꙗвленно къ стню ти. ʺthen, let me tell you today what is clear for your sainthood (?)ʺ
157: ӑзь чстныи стáрче е́смь ѿ египта. ʺI, o honorable old man, am from Egyptʺ
158: про́че роди́телїе моѝ жи́ше ʺthen, my parents livedʺ
159: ӑзь имѣх ·вı· лѣ́т. ʺI was 12 years oldʺ
160: и áбїе ѡстáвих ро́дителїе мо́и, ʺand I left my parents thenʺ
161: и бѣжах въ алеѯáндїю. ʺand I ran to Alexandriaʺ
162: и тáмо бых блꙋ́дница ·зı· лѣ́т, ʺand I was a whore there for 17 yearsʺ
163: и то́лико бых въ грѣсѣ́х бестѫ́дна, ʺand I was so shameless in my sinʺ
164: ꙗко тъкмо да прихо́дет мнозы̂ къ мнѣ̂, ʺthat I did not take anything, just to make many come to meʺ
не възы́мах ничжо́же, ʺand I took nothing from themʺ
165: и то́лико бѣх ни́ща, ʺand I was so poorʺ
166: ꙗко ѿ рѫ́кы моей живѣх. ʺthat I lived from my handʺ
167: когдà съ фꙋркꙋ, ʺsometimes (I lived) by distaffʺ
168: когдà съ инѣ́ми работами. ʺsometimes with other worksʺ
169: въ еди́нь бо̂ днь изы́дох въс краѝ мо́ра. ʺthen one day I went out to the beachʺ
170: и ꙋ́зрех множь́ство мно́го члцы, ʺand I saw a multitude of peopleʺ
и́же въхо́ждахꙋ въ ко́рабль нѣ́кы вели́кь. ʺwho were boarding some big shipʺ
171: и ꙗко́же их видѣх въпросих еди́ного ѿ ных. ʺand as I saw them, I asked one of themʺ
172: где̏ хо́дет члцы ты̏. ʺwhere those people were goingʺ
173: и рче́ ми ꙗко въ ıерлсмь хо́дим͛. ʺand he told me that they were going to Jerusalemʺ
174: занѐ ннꙗ приспѣ́ваеть днь въздвиже́нїа. ʺbecause now there was going to be the day of (the Feast of) the Exaltation (of the Holy Cross) soonʺ
175: Тогдà глахь къ не́мꙋ ʺthen I spoke to himʺ
176: едà хотет ли и ме́нѣ˸ ʺwhether they wanted me to?ʺ
177: гла ми ѡˇнь. ʺhe spoke to me:ʺ
178: ӑще имáши ѿкꙋ́пь да подáси, никто́же те не забавлꙗ́еть. ʺif you have money for the fare to give, then nobody is going to stop youʺ
179: ѿвѣ́щах ʺI answeredʺ
180: и глаáхь емꙋ̂. ʺand I spoke to him:ʺ
181: ѿкꙋ́пь не имáм ʺI don't have the money for the fareʺ
182: нь̂ имáм тѣло моѐ. ʺbut I have my bodyʺ
и пи́тати се и хо́дити и дáже до ıерслма безь ѿкꙋ́па. ʺso that I (can) feed myself and go even to Jerusalem, without payingʺ
183: ѡˇнь ꙗко́же слы́ша словеса моà, ѿи́де смѣю́щи ѿ менѣ. ʺas he heard my words, he went away from me laughingʺ
184: аз же авва зо́симâ. неꙗко имáх добрь съвѣ́ть пои́ти въ ıерлсмь ʺbut I, o Father Zosima, somehow got a good intention to go to Jerusalemʺ
185: нь̂ въсхо́тѣх прїѡбрѣ́сти и инѣх члцѣх, да сътво́рꙋ хотѣнїе своѐ. ʺbut I wanted to find some other people too, so that I can satisfy my desire with themʺ
186: ре́кох ти аввâ зосимâ. ʺI told you, o Father Zosimaʺ
187: не понꙋждаи́ ме ре́щи по напрѣд. ʺdo not compel me to tell more (ʺfurtherʺ)ʺ
188: ꙗко ѡсквръ́нꙗю въздꙋхъ и зе́млю съ сло́веси мои́ми. ʺbecause thus I taint the air and ground by my wordsʺ
189: сї́а рче стаа the saint said these (words)
190: и оумлъ́ча. and she became silent
191: тогдà гла ей стáрць. then the old man spoke to her:
192: рци́ ми мти прпдобна даже до ко́нцà. ʺtell me, o Reverend Mother, up to the endʺ
193: и не съкриваѝ ничто́же ѿ ме́нѣ. ʺand do not hide anything from meʺ
194: пакы̀ ѿвѣ́ща ста again, the saint answered
195: и гла емꙋ̂. and she spoke to him:
196: аввà зосимâ понеже ме понꙋ́ждаеши, ре́щи ти ти по напрѣд, ʺo Father Zosima, because you insist, (I will) speak furtherʺ
197: áбїе повръ́гох фꙋ́ркꙋ мою̀ ʺI threw away my distaffʺ
198: тогдà, и те́кох въ еднь ко́рабль ѿ ѡнѣх. ʺthen I ran into one of the ships thereʺ
199: ꙗко бѣ́хꙋ и инѝ ко́рабле готови пои́ти. ʺbecause there were also other ships prepared for departureʺ
200: и ви́дѣх дсе́ть юноше крáсных и́же хо́тѣхꙋ въни́ти въ ко́рабль. ʺand I saw ten beautiful young men, who wanted to enter the shipʺ
201: и глахь ймь ʺand I spoke to them:ʺ
202: възмете и ме́нѣ съ со́бою, ʺtake me with you too!ʺ
203: и подáдите ѿкꙋ́пь менѣ радѝ. ʺand pay for my fareʺ
204: и хо́щꙋ ви искꙋ́пити. ʺand I will pay you offʺ
205: ѡни́ же ꙗкоже слы́шаше възеше ме въ ко́рабль. ʺas they heard it, they took me into the shipʺ
206: и ели́ци грѣси сътво́рих тамо аввâ срамлꙗю сѧ повѣ́дати ти. ʺand I am ashamed to say, what kind of sins I did with themʺ
207: про́че се̏ тъ́чїю чюждꙋ се кáко не растръже се мо́ре пожрѣти нас въсѣ́х и́же бѣ́хомь. ʺafterwards, I wonder that the sea did not open to devour us all who were thereʺ
208: нь̂ ел͛ма бъ ѡжи́даше покаáнїе моѐ. ʺbut, as God likely awaited my penanceʺ
ꙗко́же изы́дох изь ко́раблꙗ, не дово́лни ми бѣхꙋ прѣждные моѝ грѣ́си. ʺwhen I left the ship, my previous sins made me uncomfortableʺ
209: нь̂ пои́сках и и́нѣх лю́бленникь множаи́ши. ʺbut I wanted also further loversʺ
210: егдà приспѣ̀ днь въздвыже́нїа, ӑз же ꙗко́же и прѣжде тво́рех грѣх. ʺwhen the Feast of the Cross came, I was sinning again as beforeʺ
211: ви́дѣх же члцы но́щїю идже́ въхождаáхꙋ въ црквь ʺand I saw that people were entering a church in the nightʺ
212: после́дствовах бо̂ и ӑзь, тъкмо да зрꙋ̀ юно́ше. ʺI followed them too, just to see the boysʺ
213: ели́ко же нꙋждаáх се въни́ти даже до врáть ʺbut as I tried to enter (ʺevenʺ) through the doorʺ
йнь изревáше ме ʺother(s) pushed me outʺ
214: и не ѡставлꙗ́ше ме въни́ти. ʺand they did not let me to enterʺ
215: егдà же въхо́ждаахꙋ въсѝ въ црковь, áзь про́че не възмо́гох въни́ти вънь̀, ʺand when the others were (ʺcomingʺ) inside the Church, I still could not enterʺ
216: три̏ и четири крáть покꙋсих се въни́ти, ʺthree and four times I tried to enterʺ
217: и про́че не възмо́гохь вънити. ʺand still I couldn't enterʺ
218: тогдà пои́дох ʺthen I went awayʺ
219: и стах вънѣ̀ въ еди́нь ꙋгль̀. ʺand I stood outside in one cornerʺ
220: и стою́щи ми тáмо въспоминах ꙗко ѿ съгрѣшени моих не мо́гꙋ въни́ти. ʺstaying there I thought, that I could not come in because of my sinsʺ
221: и ꙗко́же въспáках се грѣх радѝ моих, ви́дѣх више менѣ ʺand as I started to cry because of my sins, I looked (lit. saw) above meʺ
222: и бѣ̏ еди́на ико́на прчстина, ʺand there was an icon of the Most Pure ʺ
223: ꙗко́же ю видѣх прослъ́зих се ʺas I saw it, I was filled with tearsʺ
224: и рех. ʺand I said:ʺ
225: дво влдчце бце, и́же родила еˇси га нáшего ıѵ хà. ʺo Virgin Lady Mother of God, who has given birth to our Lord Jesus Christʺ
разꙋмѣх ꙗко не́ смь дсои́на зрети стꙋю твою̀ ико́нꙋ, ʺI understand that I am not worthy to see your iconʺ
радѝ мѡ́гых моих грѣсѣх, ʺbecause of the many of my sinsʺ
226: понже се́го радѝ бы́с(т) бъ члкь, ʺ(but) because of this God became a manʺ
радѝ да призовет грѣ́шникы въ покаáные, ʺto call the sinners to repentʺ
227: помо́зы ми и ме́нѣ вънити въ црквь. ʺhelp me, so that even I can enter the churchʺ
ви́дѣти дрѣ́во и́же распе́т се снь твоѝ радѝ грѣ́хы моѐ. ʺto see the wood, (on) which your Son was crucified because of my sinsʺ
и пролїа стѫѧ его̀ кръ́вь ʺand (on which) his holy blood was spilledʺ
радѝ да спсе́ть грѣ́шникы, ʺto save the sinnersʺ
228: и ӑще спдо́блю се ви́дѣти его̀. ʺand if I will be able to see itʺ
те́бѣ вълагаю испорꙋчницоу къ снꙋ твоеˇмꙋ, ʺI will count you for my helper along your Sonʺ
ꙗко про́че не ѡскврънити ми плът мою̀, ʺso that I (will not) taint my flesh again
229: нь̂ ꙗко же изы́дꙋ ѿ црквѣ, ʺbut when I will exit the churchʺ
иде́же ме настáвиши пои́дꙋ. ʺwhereever you point me, I will go (there)ʺ
230: сїа рехь ʺthus I spokeʺ
231: и прїеˇхь мáлое ꙋтѣше́нїе. ʺand I received some consolationʺ
232: потом съмѣсих се съ ини́мы члкы, ʺthen I mingled with other peopleʺ
233: и вънидох въ црковь. ʺand I entered the churchʺ
234: и про́че никто́же не забавлꙗ́ше ме ʺand nobody was stopping meʺ
ꙗко́же пръви крáт. ʺas in the first timeʺ
235: нь̂ ꙗко́же прѣжде забавлꙗ́емь, ʺbut (something was) being a barrier to me similarly as beforeʺ
тáко ско́рѣе вънꙋ́трь въ црквь. ʺrather inside the churchʺ
236: и ӑбїе страх и тре́петь ме въспрїеть ʺand suddenly fear and trembling overcame myselfʺ
егдà ви́дѣх дрѣ́во крстное. ʺas I saw the wood of the Crossʺ
237: падох на землѝ долѣ̀ ʺand I fell down to the groundʺ
238: и поклоних се съ слъзами. стмꙋ ѡно́мꙋ дрѣ́вꙋ. ʺand I bowed with tears to that holy woodʺ
239: и ꙗко́же поклони́х се, ʺand as I bowedʺ
текѡͯ пакы̀ на мѣ́стѣ иде́же бѣ̏ въѡбрáженна бца. ʺI ran again to the place, where the Mother of God was picturedʺ
240: и съ слъ́зами плачю́щи глахь. ʺand I spoke, weeping with tears:ʺ
241: ты̏ прѣстаа дво не гнꙋшаи́ ше менѣ грѣшнꙋю и не дсои́ною рáбꙋ твою̀. ʺyou, o Most Holy Virgin, do not turn away in disgust from me, your sinful and unworthy servantʺ
242: нь̂ спдо́би ме ви́дѣти ѡно̀ йже възлю́бых ʺbut make me worthy to see what I fell in love withʺ
и хо́щꙋ. ʺand (what) I wantʺ
243: се́го радѝ влдчце бце, покáжи ми и пꙋ́ть къ спсе́нїю. ʺfor this reason, o Lady Mother of God, show me the way to salvationʺ
244: ты̏ бѫдѝ наставителница спсе́нїю моемꙋ̂. ʺyou be the helper of my salvationʺ
245: ты̏ и́же быс(т) испорꙋчница, ты̏ ме настáви кáко ꙋгодити снꙋ твоемꙋ̂. ʺyou, who cared (for Him), you help me to please your Sonʺ
246: глю́щи ӑзь тáкова, оуслы́шах глас иде́же ми прїиде ʺand as I spoke thus, I heard a voice as it cameʺ
247: ꙗко áще прѣи́дешеи ıѡрдáнь, хо́щеши ѡбрѣ́сти великїи покоѝ. ʺif you cross Jordan, you will find a great peaceʺ
248: и ꙗко́же ꙋслы́шах, възвах велїемь глсѡм. ʺand as I heard (it), I called with a strong voice:ʺ
249: влдчце влдчце, не ѡстáви менѣ̀. ʺo Lady, Lady, do not abandon me!ʺ
250: сї́а рех ʺthus I spokeʺ
251: и изы́дох пои́ти къ ıѡрдáнꙋ. ʺand I went (ʺto goʺ) to Jordanʺ
252: и ходѣщꙋ ми ви́дѣв ме нѣ́кы хрстїáнинь, ʺand as I went, one Christian saw meʺ
253: и изъ́мь три̏ ме́днице ʺand he too three copper coinsʺ
254: и подас(т) ми радѝ име́ни хвѣ̀. ʺand he gave them to me in the name of Christʺ
255: възех бо их ӑзь ʺso I took themʺ
256: и кꙋпих три̏ хлѣ́бы съ ни́ми. ʺand I bought three loaves of bread with themʺ
257: тáмо въпросихь еди́ного члка, коѝ пꙋ́ть ходит на ıѡрдáнь, ʺthere I asked one man, which way led to Jordanʺ
258: и покáза ми. ʺand he (she?) showed meʺ
259: и áбїе плáчющꙋ ми ходѣх пѫ́тем, ʺand I immediately went weeping on the wayʺ
260: и къ вче́ри приспѣх въ хрáм стго ıѡáнна прдтчю. бли́зь ıѡрдáна. ʺand in the evening I reached the temple of St. John the Forerunner near Jordan
261: и въ днь тъ̏и приче́стих се въ монасти́ри. ʺand on that day I took the Eucharist in the monasteryʺ
262: и не сънедох͛ поль хлѣ́ба ʺand I (did not?) ate a half of a loafʺ
263: и пихь ѿ во́ди ıѡрдáна ʺand I drank from the water of Jordanʺ
264: потом възлегох ʺthen I laid myselfʺ
265: и прѣспах тáмо. ʺand I slept thereʺ
266: и за(о)ꙋтрà егда днь бы́с(т). ʺand in the morning, as the day beganʺ
съни́дох долѣ на ре́кꙋ ʺI went down to the riverʺ
267: и ѡбрѣ́тохь мáль корабль ʺand I found a small boatʺ
268: и прѣи́дох. ʺand I crossedʺ
269: и прїи́дох даже до зде̏ иже же ме вдиши аввâ зосимâ. ʺand I came even here, where you see me, o Father Zosimaʺ
270: ѿвѣ́ща стáрць the old man answered
271: и гла ей. and he spoke to her:
272: колико лѣ́ть имáши стаа ѿнѣ́лиже еˇси зде въ пꙋсти́ни˸ ʺfor how many years are you (ʺyou have, since you areʺ) here in the desert?ʺ
273: гла емꙋ̂ ста. the saint spoke to him:
274: ·м· лѣ́т, имам аввà зосимâ ѿнѣлиже еˇсм зде̏. ʺ40 years (ʺI haveʺ), o Father Zosima, since I am hereʺ
275: гла ей зосимâ, Zosima spoke to her:
276: и ѿ кдꙋ ѡбрѣтаеши пи́щꙋ твою̀ даже до днсь. ʺand from where do you take (ʺfindʺ) your food until today?ʺ
277: илѝ кáко прѣи́де толикое лѣ́ти, ʺor how did you survive so many years?ʺ
278: гла емꙋ ста. the saint spoke to him:
279: два̏ и по́ль хлѣба имѣ́х егдà прѣи́дох ıѡрдáнь. ʺI had two and half loaves of bread, when I crossed the Jordanʺ
280: и то́лико исъхо́ше, ꙗко бы́ше ꙗко́же кáменїе. ʺand they were as dry as stoneʺ
281: по мáлꙋ бѡ̀ по малꙋ прѣи́дох съ ними. и ѿ трáви се̏и пꙋсти́ннѣ. ʺ(eating) a little by little, I survived with them and the desert grassʺ
282: ѿвѣ́ща стáрць the old man answered
283: и гла ей. and he spoke to her:
284: и кáко прѣи́де то́лико врѣ́ме. ʺhow did you pass so much time?ʺ
285: имáше ли досáдꙋ ѿ дїáвола, илѝ нѝ˸ ʺdid you have any annoyance from the Devil or not?ʺ
286: гла емꙋ̂ ста. the saint spoke to him:
287: аввà зосимâ. ве́щь ли ме въпрашаеши, идѣже тре́пещꙋ изре́щи ти. ʺo Father Zosima, you are asking to say a thing I tremble fromʺ
288: занѐ ӑще въспомѣ́нꙋ то́ликые напáсти и́же прѣтръ́пѣх и пострдáхь, ʺbecause, if I am to remember all the snares I suffered fromʺ
бою́ се да не пострáждꙋ. ʺI fear to not suffer (again)ʺ
289: пакы̀ гла ей стáрць. again, the old man spoke to her:
290: млю ти се рáбѣ исти́ннаго хà ʺI pray you, o servant of the true Christʺ
291: не съкри̂ ничто́же. ʺdo not hide anythingʺ
292: нь̂ въсà скáжи ми лю́бвѣ радѝ хвѣ. ʺbut tell me all, for the sake of Christ's loveʺ
293: ѿвѣща стаа the saint answered
294: и рче́ емꙋ. and she spoke to him:
295: вѣ́рꙋ ми имѝ аввà зосимâ, ʺbelieve me, o Father Zosimaʺ
296: се́дмь на дсе́ть лѣт сътворих въ пꙋсти́ню сїю, ʺI was (ʺdidʺ) for 17 years in this desertʺ
и́же досади многы имах ѿ дїáвола. ʺ(in) which I had many annoyances from the Devilʺ
297: занѐ егдà начи́нах ꙗ́сти, въспоминах ме́са и ри́бы и́же бѣхꙋ въ еги́пте. ʺbecause when I ate, I remembered all the meat and fish, which were in Egyptʺ
298: въспоминах винâ мно́гаа и́же пїáхь въ егѵпте, ʺI remembered all the wines, which I drank in Egyptʺ
299: и раждизáше с(е) ꙋтро́ба моà. ʺand my guts were set ablazeʺ
300: ꙗко зде̏ поне води не имѣ́х пити. ʺbecause here I did not have even water to drinkʺ
301: и пакы̀ въспоминах козлоглáсованїа и́же знах, ʺand then again, I was remembering the songs which I knewʺ
302: и начи́нах козлоглáсовати. ʺand I started to singʺ
303: и пакы̀ въспоминах грѣ́хы моѐ, и прстꙋю двꙋ йже положих испорꙋчни́цꙋ, ʺand then I remembered my sins, and the most holy Virgin, whom I set as my helperʺ
304: и прихо́ждаахꙋ ми ꙗко́же слъзы ʺand the (songs) were coming to me as tearsʺ
305: и плаках се ѡкаáнна. ʺand I cried from repentanceʺ
306: и ꙗко́же млихь бцꙋ. свѣ́ть множаи́ши просъ́вте прѣд мною̂. ʺand as I prayed the Mother of God, the world became more bright for meʺ
307: и погыбаáхꙋ помы́шленїа моà зла̏а. ʺand my bad thoughts vanishedʺ
308: кáко повѣ́дати ми аввâ зосимâ о́гнь и́же распалꙗ́ше срдце моѐ блꙋда радѝ. ʺhow to tell (you), o Father Zosima, (about) the flame, which was burning in my heart because of adultery?ʺ
309: нь̂ ꙗко́же ми прихождахꙋ тáкова помы́шленїа, ле́жах долѣ на землѝ съ слъ́зами. ʺbut as these thoughts were coming, I laid myself on the ground with tearsʺ
310: и не въстах, ʺand I did not stand upʺ
ӑще не хотѣх ви́дѣти свѣт ѡ́нь раси́пати се помы́шленїа моà. ʺI did not want to see the light until my thoughts fell apartʺ (?)
311: про́че съ тáковим напáстьми аввà зосимâ, досаждаема бых, ·зı· ѡнѣ́х лѣ́т. ʺI was annoyed by such thoughts, o Father Zosima, for those 17 yearsʺ
312: ѿ толѣ даже до днсь съ помо́щїю прѣчстыю ми, не имѣю̀ никою̀ досáдꙋ, ʺsince then, up until today, with the help of the Most Pure , I have no annoyanceʺ
313: гла ей зоси́мâ, Zosima spoke to her:
314: и проче не пои́ска ли пи́щꙋ илѝ оде́ждꙋ имети˸ ʺand did you not want to have food or clothes?ʺ
315: гла емꙋ̂ ста. the saint spoke to him:
316: хлѣ́бы ѡˇны и́же ти рех, сънедох йхь въ ·зı· лѣт, ʺthe bread I had, I ate in 17 yearsʺ
317: и ѿ то́лѣ питѣю́ се ѿ трáвꙋ земли сеи̏. ʺsince then I feed myself with the grass of this soilʺ
318: ѡдѣждꙋ же мою̀ и́же имѣх пръвѣ́е. раздраше с(е) и падоше. ʺthe clothes I had before were torn and fellʺ
319: и стꙋ́дени мно́гы имѣх но́щїю, ʺand I had many cold nightsʺ
320: и пакы̀ въ дне имѣх вели́кы зноѝ. ʺand then, I had much heat in the dayʺ
321: то́лико иде́же многащи падах долѣ ꙗко́же мръ́тва ѿ стꙋдени мно́гые. ʺso much, that (ʺhereʺ) I often fell down as dead because of much coldʺ
322: нь̂ бъ и́же рче́ ꙗко не ѡ хлѣбѣ тъ́кмо жи́вет͛ члкь, тъ̏и мѐ пи́таше и покри́ваше ме. ʺbut God, who said that man does not live only by bread (Mt 4:4), He was feeding me and clothing meʺ
323: ꙗко тъ̏ поло́жи вь нбса на ѡблáцѣх. ʺbecause He puts clouds onto heavensʺ (Ps 146:8)
324: зосимâ жа ꙗко ꙋслы́ша ѿ пи́сани глет, ѿвѣ́ща as Zosima heard her citing the Scriptures, he answered
325: и рче ей. and he said to her:
326: вѣ́си ли ста моà ѿ пи́сани˸ ʺdoes my saint know of the Scriptures?ʺ
327: илѝ наꙋчи́ те кто̂˸ ʺor by whom have you been taught?ʺ
328: гла емꙋ̂ ста. the saint spoke to him:
329: аввâ зосимâ, ӑзь члка е́ще не ви́дѣх ѿне́лиже прїи́дох͛ зде̏, ʺo Father Zosima, I did not see a man since I came hereʺ
тъ́чїю стию ти днсь. ʺonly the holy you todayʺ
330: нь̂ нѝже понѐ ѕвѣрâ, илѝ ино что̂ жи́вотно видѣх то́лико врѣ́ме. ʺbut I have not seen even a beast nor another animal for such timeʺ
331: нижѐ писáнїе вѣмь или ꙋчи́х се аввâ моѝ. ʺneither I know the Scriptures, nor did I learn, my Fatherʺ
332: нь̂ бъ иде́же подаваеть разꙋ́мь въ члцѣх, ѡнь̀ ме наꙋчѝ сїá словесà. ʺbut God, who (ʺwhereʺ) gives reason to (ʺinʺ) humans, He taught me those wordsʺ
333: мли ꙋ́бо ба аввâ зосимà ѡ мнѣ̂ грѣ́шнои радѝ. ʺfor that pray to God, o Father Zosima, for my sinful selfʺ
334: ꙗко́же емꙋ̂ рче́ ста. thus the saint spoke
и зосимâ хо́тѣ сътво́рити метáнїа. and Zosima wanted to pray
335: тогдà ко́снꙋ се емꙋ̂ ста then saint interrupted him
336: и не ѡставї его̀ сътвори́ти съвръ́шенꙋ метáнїю. and she did not allow him to finish the prayer
337: тъ́чїю рче емꙋ̂. she just said to him:
338: аввâ зосимâ. сї́а и́же ти изре́кѡͯ и слы́ша, блюдѝ никомꙋже рцѝ доиде́же прѣстáвлю се. ʺo Father Zosima, about this, what I told you and you heard, be aware not to tell (ʺshowʺ) that to anyone, until I dieʺ
339: нь̂ ты̏ ннꙗ поидѝ съ ми́рѡм, ʺbut you go now with peaceʺ
340: и въ грѣ́дꙋщее лѣ́то хо́щеши ме ви́дѣти пакы̀, ʺand you will see me in the next year againʺ
341: про́че сътво́ри сїà и́же ти глю. ʺdo what I say to youʺ
342: въ грѣдꙋщее лѣ́то не прѣидѝ ıѡрдáнь ꙗко́же имáте ѡбы́чаи. ʺdo not cross Jordan in the next year, as you usually doʺ
343: нь̂ прѣбы́ваи въ монасти́ри. ʺbut stay in the monasteryʺ
344: ꙗко ӑще хо́щеши изы́ти. не хо́щеши възмо́щи. ʺfor if you would like to go, you will not be able toʺ
345: и въ вели́кыи четврътькь вче́рь, прїимѝ стаа таи́на добрѣ̀, ʺand on the Maundy Thursday evening take the Eucharist wellʺ
346: и прине́си на ıѡрдáнь, ʺand bring (it) to Jordanʺ
347: и ѡжидаи́ ме тамо. ʺand await me thereʺ
348: ꙗко ѿнѣ́лиже прїидѡͯ зде̏, е́ще не приче́стих се. ʺbecause since I came here I did not have Eucharist yetʺ
349: се́го радѝ млю ти се да ми принесеши стое причещенїе. ʺthat is why I pray you to bring me the Holy Eucharistʺ
350: и да рчеши и аввâ ıѡáннꙋ̂ игꙋ́менꙋ монастирскомꙋ блю́сти се добрѣ̀. ʺand tell to Father John, the abbot of (your) monastery, to guard himself wellʺ
351: ꙗко мнѡ́га зла̏ сꙋ́т͛ вънꙋ́трь монасти́ра, и́же тре́бꙋють исправле́нїа. ʺbecause there are many evils in the monastery, which require amendmentsʺ
352: сї́а рче ста thus said the saint
353: и áбїе ѿбѣ́же въ пꙋсти́ню. and she immediately ran into the desert
354: стáрць же чю́ждаше с(е) кáко рче ѡбы́чаи монасти́рскы. the old man wondered, as she spoke (about) the monastic customs
и кáко вдѣше съгрѣше́нїе монастир͛ское. and as she saw the sins of the monastery
355: и тъ́чїю падѣ долѣ на землѝ, he just fell down to the ground
356: и цѣлова мѣ́сто иде́же стоáша ста and he kissed the ground, where the saint stood
357: и блгодарещи ба, възврáти се въ монастир(ь), and, thanking God, he returned to the monastery
358: ꙗко́же прїи́дѣ дрꙋ́гое лѣто, по ѡбы́чаи монасти́рскомꙋ, хотѣáше зосимâ изы́ти и ѡнь̀, As the next year came, Zosima wanted to go according to the monastic custom too
359: и не възмо́же. and he could not
360: ꙗко възе́ть его̀ тре́савица. because he was taken by fever
361: и тогда въспомѣ́нꙋ кáко рче емꙋ̂ ста, изы́ти изъ монасти́ра. and then he remembered, how the saint spoke to him, (about) leaving the monastery
362: про́че сътвори мáло дны тресавицею дръжим then he spent some days, having the fever
363: и пакы̀ ꙋсцѣ́ле. and he became healthy again
364: егдà же приспѣ̀ вели́кыи че́тврьтокь. възѐ стое причеще́нїе ꙗко́же рче емꙋ̂ стаа. when the Maundy Thursday came, he took the Holy Eucharist as the saint told him
365: и възе́т мало смо́квы и фи́никы и ле́щꙋ квáшенꙋ въ во́дѣ. and he took a few figs and dates and lentils fermented in the water
366: и поидѐ бли́зь рѣ́кы, and he went to the river
367: и ѡжи́даше ви́дѣти стꙋю. and he waited to see her
368: и плáкаше мно́жае како закáснѣ ста и не прихо́дит, and he cried a lot, as the saint was late and not coming
369: и пакы̀ прїи́доше емꙋ̂ тáмо и дрꙋга помы́шленїа. and again, also other thoughts came to him there
370: и вълáгаше въ ꙋмь своѝ ꙗко ӑще прїи́деть ста, съ чим хо́щет прѣи́ти ıѡрдáнь and he was putting on his mind, how could the saint cross Jordan, if she will come
и́же ко́рабль нѣс(т). where (ʺwhichʺ) there was no boat
371: сї́а въспоминаше, ви́дѣ стꙋю thinking about this, he saw the saint
372: и приспѣ (as) she arrived
373: ꙗко́же ю [ви́дѣ] стà. and as as he saw her, he stood up
374: и пáкы старць чюждаше с(е) съ чим прѣи́ти. and the old man wondered, how (she could) cross
375: и áбїе зре́ ю and suddenly he saw her
376: и сътво́ри крсть своѝ. and (s?)he crossed himself
377: но́щь бѣ̏ врѣ́ме it was a night
и месе́чина чиста and the moon was clear
378: и зре́ ю. and he saw her
379: ꙗко́же сътво́ри крсть. ѡбрѣте с(е) ѿ дрꙋ́гою стрáнꙋ рѣ́кы. as he crossed himself, he found himself on the other side of the river
380: зосимâ же ꙗко́же ю ви́дѣ сътво́ри ѡбрáзь покло́нити се. seeing her, Zosima seemed to want to bow to her
381: и гла емꙋ̂ ста, and the saint spoke to him:
382: аввâ зосимâ что̂ хо́щеши сътво́рити. ʺo Father Zosima, what do you want to do?ʺ
383: стаа таи́на но́сиши ʺyou carry the Holy Eucharistʺ
384: и хо́щеши сътво́рити метáнїа˸ ʺand you want to pray?ʺ
385: глющи сло́во се̏ ста приспѣ̀ къ стáрцꙋ speaking this word, the saint came to the old man
386: и рче́ and she said:
387: блсви ме аввâ ʺo Father, bless meʺ
388: блсви ме, ʺbless meʺ
389: потом въложи стáрца then asked the old man:
390: и изрче ей оче́ нáшь, и вѣ́рꙋю въ еди́ного ба. and he told her Our Father and Credo (ʺI believe in one Godʺ)
391: и цѣлова его̀ по ѡбы́чаи лю́бвѣ. and she kissed him according to the custom of love
392: и тогдà приче́сти се and then she took the Eucharist
393: и ре́че. and she said:
394: ннѣ ѿпꙋ́щаеши рáбꙋ твою̀ влдко съ миром по глю твоемꙋ̂, ʺnow you have freed your servant, o Lord, with peace as You have saidʺ
395: ꙗкоже видѣстѣ ꙫчи мои спсе́нїе твое. ʺfor my eyes have seen Your salvationʺ (Lk 2:30)
396: Тогдà гла стáрцꙋ. then she spoke to the old man:
397: прости ме аввâ зосимâ. ʺforgive me, o Father Zosimaʺ
398: и дрꙋ́го хо́тѣнїе да сътво́риши ми. ʺfulfill one more wish for meʺ
399: ннꙗ пои́ди въ монасти́ри твоем съ помо́щїю бжı́ю. ʺnow, go to your monastery with the help of Godʺ
400: и въ гре́дꙋщее лѣто, пакы̀ прїиди на ме́сто иде́же ме ѡбрѣ́те при́вы крáть. ʺand come again next year to the same place, where you have met me for the first timeʺ
401: и хо́щеши ме видѣти ꙗко́же въсхо́щет бъ моѝ. ʺand if my God will want, you will see me
402: гла ей стáрць. the old man spoke to her:
403: рáбо исти́ннаго ба. нь̂ когдà бдѫ дс(т)ои́нь послѣдствовáти ти. ʺbut, o servant of the true God, when I will be worthy to follow you?ʺ
404: нь̂ понѐ възмѝ ѿ сї́а и́же ти прине́сох пищꙋ. ʺbut take at least from this food I have brought for youʺ
405: прострь бо̀ ста рѫ́кꙋ then the saint stretched her hand
406: и възет тъ́кмо три̏ зръ́на ѿ ле́щи. and she took only three grains from the lentils
407: и пакы̀ сътво́ри крсть своѝ, and she crossed herself again
408: и прѣи́де ıѡрдáньскаа рѣ́ка више, ꙗко́же и пръ́ви крáть. and she crossed the river Jordan as in the first time
409: стáрць же възврáти се въ монасти́рь своѝ слáвещи ба. and the old man returned to his monastery, praising God
410: нь̂ мно́гаа скръбеáше како не ꙋвдѣ имѣ стѣѝ. but he was very sad for not asking (ʺseeingʺ) the name of the saint
411: про́че надѣáше с(е) пакы̀ въпро́ститї ю. for the next time, he hoped to ask her
412: егдà же приспѣ пакы̀ лѣ́то. и дны си́рни, изы́де изь монасти́рь по ѡбы́чаи йже имѣáхꙋ, when the next year and the Cheese Days came, he left the monastery according to the custom they had
413: и хождааше по пꙋсти́ни зре́щи само и ѡнáмо and he was walking around the desert looking here and there
едà бо̀ ви́дѣти стѫѧ где̏. where the saint could be seen
414: и ꙗко́же ю не ꙋвдѣ́ наче плáкати стáрць, and as he did not see her, the old man began to cry
415: и съ слъ́зами многыми глаше къ бꙋ. and with many tears he spoke to God:
416: бе мо́и вели́коси́лнѣ. и́же ме спдо́би ви́дѣти тáковое таи́нство, не разлꙋчаи́ ме и дáже до концà съвръ́шити. ʺo my powerful God, who made me to see such a great mystery, do not abandon me before I finish itʺ
417: спдо́би ме хѐ моѝ полꙋчити ми пакы̀ млтвами ееˇ рáбѣ твоѐ. ʺmake me worthy, o my Christ, to receive the prayer from her, your servantʺ
418: сї́а глющꙋ стáрцꙋ. зре̏щи на дѣ́сно и на ле́во едà ви́дѣтї ю, as the old man was thus speaking, he looked on his right and left, whether she was to see there
419: и зре́щи видѣ иде́же бѣ̏ кончáла и съ кръсте́ни рѫ́цѣ. and looking thus, he saw, where he had passed away with crossed hands
420: и глáвꙋ еи бѣ́ше къ западꙋ. and her head was (turned) towards the west
421: и ꙗко́же ю видѣ тече плачю́щи се. and as he saw her, he ran crying to her
422: и ѡсе́за нозѣ стѣи and he embraced her legs
423: и кропѣáше их съ слъзами его̀. and he watered them with his tears
424: ели́ко бо̀ мо́щно слъ́зеше and he wept strongly
425: и ѿ ѱáлтира ре́че непорочны, and he recited the Psalm of the Undefiled (Ps 118)
426: и тогдà чю́ждаше с(е) что̂ сътво́рити and then he wondered what to do
427: и ӑбїе ви́дѣ вы́ше глáвые стѣи, and then he saw (looked?) over the head of the saint
и бѣ̏ пи́сана землꙗ̀, and the ground was written upon
428: и глаше тáко and it spoke thus:
429: аввâ зосимâ. погрѣ́бы тѣло смѣре́нїе марї́е сї́е и́же ѡбрѣ́те. ʺFather Zosima, bury the body of this humble Mary, which you have foundʺ
430: и мли ба ѡ мнѣ̂ радѝ. ʺand pray God for my sakeʺ
431: ско́нчáх же се въ мсць фармꙋѳїа, сы̏реч апри́лїа. въ но́щи ѡноѝ иде́же приче́стих се. ʺI have passed away in the month of Parmouti, that is April, in the night when I took the Eucharistʺ
432: сї́а писи́нїа ꙗко́же ви́дѣ зосимâ, чю́ждаше с(е) кто их съпи́са. as Zosima saw these writings, he wondered, who has written them
433: рекла бо̂ бѣ̏ емꙋ̂ ста кáко не вѣ́сть писáнїа because she had told him, that she does not know how to write
и кáко два̏ дсеть дны пꙋ́та, въ еди́нь час пои́де стаа. and (he wondered) how the saint could pass 20 days of walk in an hour
434: и про́че чю́ждаше с(е) пакы̀ съ чи́мь иско́пати землю̀. and also he wondered how to dig the ground
435: тáмо ви́дѣ мало дрѣ́во до́лѣ на землѝ повръ́женно, he saw there a small piece of wood thrown on the ground
436: и наче́ть съ ни́ми копати землю̀. and he began to dig the ground with it (ʺthemʺ)
437: и не възмо́же. and he could not
438: ꙗко бѣ стáрь because he was old
439: нь̂ и мѣ́сто бѣ̏ мно́го сꙋхо. but also the place was very dry
440: и áбїе ви́дѣ еди́ного лъвâ и́же лижаше но́зѣ стѣѝ and suddenly he saw a lion, licking the saint's legs
441: и ꙗко́же его̀ ви́дѣ оубоá се. and as he saw (the beast), he became afraid
442: ꙗко въспоми́наше сло́во стѣи иде́же рче. ꙗко ѕвѣрâ не ви́дѣ въ четири дсе́ть лѣ́т. because he remembered the word of the saint, (ʺwhere she saidʺ) that she did not saw a beast in forty years
443: проче сътво́ри крсть своѝ, then he crossed himself
444: и надѣеˇ се не врѣ́дитї его̀, and he hoped to not harm him
445: и ѿвѣ́ща къ лъ́вꙋ and he said (ʺansweredʺ) to the lion
446: и рче. and said:
447: ѡ ѕвѣрꙋ̂ не ꙋкро́тими. поне́же сила бжı́а принесла те ес(т) зде̏ помо́щи ми, ʺo untameable beast, as the power of God has brought you here to help me,ʺ
иско́паи землю̀ погреб͛сти стѣи мо́щи. ʺdig the ground to bury the relics of the saint!ʺ
448: ꙗко еˇсмь ӑзь стáрь ʺbecause I am oldʺ
449: и не възмо́гꙋ. нижѐ ко́пати нижѐ пои́ти прине́сти дѣлáнїа ко́пати. ʺand I cannot dig nor bring tools (?) for diggingʺ
450: и се́го радѝ ты̏ сътво́ри гро́бь стѣѝ. ʺfor this reason, you do make a grave for the saintʺ
451: си́це рче стáрць. thus spoke the old man
452: и абїѐ лъ́вь възъмь съ прѣдни́ми но́гами and the lion quickly began (to dig) with his forward legs
453: и иско́па ели́ко покрити тѣло стѣи, and he dug out so much (as needed) to cover the body of the saint
454: и ꙗко́же иско́па сътвори метáнїа къ стáрцꙋ and as he finished digging, he did a prayer towards the old man
455: и въни́де вънꙋ́трь пꙋсти́ни. and he went into the desert
456: стáрць же погре́бе тѣло стые тáмо иде́же ю ѡбрѣ́ще. the old man then buried the body of the saint where he found her
457: и възврáти се въ монасти́рь слáвещи и пою́щи ба. and he returned to the monastery praising and singing to God
458: нь̂ игꙋ́мень ıѡáннь обрѣ́те мнѡгаа прѣгрѣше́нїа въ монасти́ри, ꙗко́же рче ста. but abbot John found many sins in the monastery, as the saint said
459: тáмо бѡ̀ въ том мости́ри скончá се старць зосимâ ·р· лѣ́т. стáрости, the old man Zosima passed away there in that monastery (being) 100 years old
460: сї́а сꙋть дѣ́ла блꙋдници лю́бымици. These are the deeds of the harlot, my dear
461: си̏ сꙋт добродѣ́тели оуничиже́нїе жены̀. these are the virtues of a despicable woman
462: блꙋдница по исти́нѣ бѣ̏, she was truly a harlot
463: нь̏ и вели́кые добродѣтелїе ееˇ, спдобыше ю въ црствы нбснѣмь. but also her great virtues made her worthy for (ʺinʺ) the Kingdom of Heaven
464: грѣ́шнаа бѣ̏, she was sinful
465: нь̂ и покаáнїемь спсе́ се. but she saved herself by penance
466: занѐ да види́мь како по́сти се. so that we see her fasting
467: да вди́мь кáко трꙋ́ди се. so (that) we see how she worked
468: не бѣ ли та̏а грѣшница˸ wasn't she a sinner?
469: не бѣ̏ ли и та̏ ꙋничи́жена˸ wasn't she contemptous?
470: се́го радѝ и и́ мы̏ да покае́м се ѡ грѣсѣ́х наших. for this reason, also we should repent about our sins
471: и да не пáдемь въ ѿчаáные, ӑще и ꙗко́же пескь мо́р͛скыи, сꙋ́т съгрѣшенїа нáша. and we should not fall into depression, if you sins are numerous as the sand of the sea
472: нѣ́с(т) ни еди́нь грѣ́х иде́же болить млсть бжї́а. there is no sin, which surpasses (?) the mercy of God
473: нижѐ ес(т) никое прѣгрѣ́шенїе, и́же не исправлꙗ́ет се покаáнїемь. nor is there any transgression, which cannot be amended by penance
474: прїе́млет бъ покаáнїемь въсáкомꙋ. God accepts the penance of anyone
475: тъчїю прилѣжне да ѡбрáтим се. (he needs) only to turn away (from the sin) accordingly
476: съ въсем срдцемь да каеˇм се. let us repent with all heart
477: и прїе́млеть нас бъ. and God will accept us
478: ꙗко ес(т) млсрдь и мнго млсти́вь. because he is gracious and very merciful
479: и да не глемь ꙗко да творим грѣ́хы мно́гы, и послѣжде хощем каáти се. and let us not say that we should do many sins and afterwards we will repent
480: ꙗко кто трьжьствꙋеть тáко спсенїе его̀, не спдоблꙗ́еть бъ тáковаго покаати се. who makes such a trade out of salvation, God does not make him worthy to repent
481: и что̂ вѣ́мь ӑще и до вчера ꙋмрем˸ and do we know, whether we will not die until the evening?
482: илѝ когда разꙋмѣймь чáс съмръ́ти нашеѝ, or when we will know the hour of our death?
483: сего рад(ѝ) повелѣ̀ гь въ стмь еѵглїи, that is why the Lord said in the holy Gospel:
484: бдитѐ, ꙗко не вѣстѣ днь, нѝ чáс, въ нже снь члчскы прїи́дет, ʺWatch therefore, for you know neither the day nor the hour in which the Son of Man is comingʺ (Mt 25:13 NKJV)
485: и поне́же не вѣми час съмръ̀ти нáшеи, да не ле́ним се спсе́нїа нáшего. and because we do not know the hour of our death, let us not be lazy about our salvation
486: да не ѿчаи́м се доброти дши нашеѝ. let us not despair about the good of our souls
487: занѐ лѣ́ность никогдà до́бро не исправлꙗ́еть. because sloth never does any good
488: нѝкогдà блго не съвръ́шаеть. нѝже тѣле́сное нѝже дшевное. it never finishes any good: neither corporeal, nor spiritual
489: и ꙗко́же кто̂ ӑще ѡблѣ́нит се нивѣ̀ своеѝ илѝ лози́ю своеˇмꙋ и не ѡкопавáеть ю, погꙋблꙗ́еть се ѿ тръ́нїемь и бы́лїемь (ʺandʺ) as when someone is lazy on his acre or in his vineyard and does not cultivate it, it is lost to thorns and weed
490: тáко ес(т) и въ дши въсáкомꙋ хрстї́áнинꙋ. so it is also with the soul of every Christian
491: егдà ѡблѣ́нит се члкь дѣлáнїю бжı́ю и приноше́нїе дши его̀, áбїе погы́баеть дша члкꙋ ѡно́мꙋ ѿ помы́шленїа зла̏, ѿ мъчтанїа бѣсѡ́вска. и ѿ и́на нахо́жденїа лꙋкава. when a human is lazy in divine works and in helping his soul, suddenly his soul is lost to that man because of bad thoughts, of devilish dreams, and other evil ideas
492: се́го радѝ подбаеть не ленити се до́боти дше нáшеи, that is why it is good not to be lazy about the goodness of our soul
493: и гле́мь, and (it is not good to) speak:
494: днсь грѣхы да сътвáраемь, ʺlet us do sins todayʺ
495: и за(о)ꙋтра хощем покаáти се. ʺand tomorrow we will repentʺ
496: въ юности нáшеи да съгрѣшенїе творим, ʺlet us sin in our youthʺ
497: и въ стáрости нáшеи хощемь каáти се. ʺand we will repent in our old ageʺ
498: занѐ тáкова помы́шленїа сꙋ́т лꙋкаваго дїáвола. и́же до́броти дшамь нашим не хо́щет. because such thoughts are from the evil Devil, who does not want the good for our souls
499: ӑще въ юˇности нáшеи не хо́щем покаáти се, ид(е)же можем рáботати кáнона дховника нáшего, if we will not repent in our youth, where we can work according to our religion (ʺregulations of our clergyʺ ?)
кáко покае́м се въ стáрости нашеѝ иде́же не мощ͛ни тѣлесем нáшеимь. then, how we will (be able to) repent in our old age, when we are bodily weak?
йже не мо́жемь нижѐ покаáти се, нижѐ по́стити се. нижѐ бдѣ́ти нижѐ инѝ трꙋд тво́рити грѣ́х радѝ нáших. then, we can neither repent, nor fast, nor stay awake, nor perform any work for the sake of our sins
500: ннꙗ иде́же имами врѣ́ме. (it is) now, when we have time
501: ннꙗ да покае́м се въсáко. (it is) now (the time) to do any penance
502: днсь иде́ твори́мь грѣ́хы. днсь исповѣдаи́м се, today we sin, today we confess
503: занѐ ꙗкож(е) глет прѣмѫ́дри соломонь, because, as the most wise Solomon says:
не вѣ́ми что̂ рáдить за(о)ꙋтрà. ʺwe know not what (will be there) to do tomorrowʺ (cf. Preacher 7:14)
504: си̏ре́чь не вѣ́ми что̂ хо́ще бы́ти дáже до ꙋтрà, that is, we do not know, what will be even tomorrow
505: да не ꙗвлꙗ́емь себе ꙗко бесъмръ̀тны. let us not consider ourselves to be deathless
506: да не съгрѣшаемь ꙗко е́же не не хощем ꙋмре́ти когда. let us not sin as if we were not ever going to die
507: нь̂ разꙋ́мѣваи́мь ꙗко крáткь и врѣ́мены ес(т) жи́воть нáш. but let us understand that our life is short and temporal
да исправим сáми себѣ. let us mend ourselves
508: да ѿврáтим волю нáшꙋ въ блгое. let us turn our will to good
509: да измѣним оумы́шленїа нáша къ пол͛зы дши нáшеи, let us change our thoughts for the profit of our soul
510: не помы́шлꙗимь тъкмо кáко ѡбо́гатити се. илѝ кáко ѡблѣ́щи се. илѝ кáко пи́тати се. Let us not think only about how to get rich or clothe or feed ourselves
511: нь̂ пáче множае да помишлꙗ́имь кáко ꙋго́дити хꙋ. кáко да съвръ́шим добродѣ́тель. кáко да ꙋлꙋчим црствїе нбсное. but let us think more about how to please Christ, how to gain virtue, how to receive the Kingdom of Heaven
512: занѐ и гь тáко нáмь зáповѣда въ стмь еѵглїи because thus tells us the Lord in the Holy Gospel
513: и глеть. and He says:
514: не пе́цете с(е) дшею вáшею що̂ ꙗстѐ илѝ что̂ пїе́те нѝже тѣлом вáшимь въ что̂ облѣ́цѣте с(е). ʺdo not worry in your souls, what you will eat˸ or about your body, what you will wearʺ (Lk 12:22)
515: не дша ли бо́лше ес(т) пи́щи и тѣло одѣжды˸ ʺis not life more than food, and the body more than clothes?ʺ (23)
516: сы̏реч не помы́шлꙗи́те вънꙋтръ дшах вáших что̂ ꙗ́сте илѝ пїете, that is: do not worry inside your souls, what you will eat or drink
517: нижѐ имѣи́те помы́шленїа въ что̂ облѣ́чете телѣси вáшего. nor think of in what you clothe your body
518: нѣс(т) лѝ дша вáша бо́лшаа ѿ áстїа. is not the soul more than food?
519: нѣс(т) ли тѣлесà вáша бол͛ша ѿ ѡдѣ́жде˸ is not your body more than the clothes?
520: сказꙋ́еть ꙗко́ еˇже оумышлꙗ́етѣ радѝ ꙗстїа йже н ѣс(т) ничто́же, кáко не пецѣ́те с(е) и дше своееˇ радѝ йже ес(т) вещ͛ чъстнѣи́ша въсего ми́ра. he says, that what you think about food is in vain, if you don't care about your soul, which is something more precious than the whole world
521: и пакы̀ повелѣ̀ по до́лѣ гь, and again, he says below:
522: възрите на птици нбсны, ʺlook at the heavenly birdsʺ (Lk 12:24)
523: ꙗко нѝ се́ютъ ʺthey do not sowʺ
524: ни жнꙋт ʺnor they reapʺ
525: ни събы́рають въ жи́тници, ʺnor they have no barnʺ
526: и ѿцъ вáшь нбсныи пи́таеть е, ʺand your heavenly Father feeds themʺ
527: не ви́ ли лꙋчшїи еˇстѣ ѡнѣх, ʺare you not better than these?ʺ
528: кто̂ же ли ѿ вас пе́щи се мо́жеть приложи́ти възрáстꙋ своеˇмꙋ̂ лъкать еди́нь, ʺand who among you can add a cubit to your life?ʺ (25)
529: си̏рѣч ви́дитѣ на пти́це иде́же лѣ́тають по въздꙋхꙋ, that is: you see (ʺtoʺ) the birds, which (ʺwhereʺ) they fly in the sky
530: кáко ни сѣ́ють as they do not sow
531: ни жнꙋт, nor they reap
532: нижѐ събы́рають въ жи́тнице, nor they have no barn to collect in
533: и бъ ѿцъ въсем питаеть те́хь, and God the All-Father feeds them with everything
534: вы̏ же бо̂ члцы не измѣненили естѣ мно́жае ѿ тѣ́х˸ are you not, humans, better than these?
535: кто̂ же ли ѿ вáсь ꙋми́слити мо́жет приложити тѣлеси своеˇмꙋ лъ́кат еди́н͛. and who among you, worrying, can add a cubit to your body?
536: и пакы̀ повѣлѣ̀ and again, he speaks:
537: о ѡдѣ́жде что̂ пече́те се. ʺwhy are you anxious about clothes?ʺ
538: възрите на кри́ны селные, ʺlook at the wild flowersʺ (Lk 12:27-28)
539: кáко растѫ́ть, ʺhow they growʺ
540: не трꙋждаю́т се. ʺthey do not laborʺ
541: ни прѣдꙋт. ʺnor they spinʺ
542: глю же вáмь ʺyet I tell youʺ
543: ꙗко нѝ соломонь въ всеѝ слáвѣ своей ѡблѣ́че се ꙗко еди́нь ѿ сих. ʺnot even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of theseʺ
544: ӑще же се́но се́лное днсь сꙋ́ще, и ꙋтрѐ въ пе́щь вълагае́мо, бъ тáко ѡставлꙗ́еть, ко́лми пáче вась мáловѣ́ры, ʺif that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into fire, how much more will He clothe you, you of little faith?ʺ
545: си̏рѣ́ч почто̂ радѝ ꙋмы́шлꙗете радѝ ѡдежде. that is: why do you think of clothes?
546: поне разꙋмѣи́те цвѣ́тїе пол͛ское, think at least of the wild flowers
547: кáко рáстꙋт͛ how they grow
548: не трꙋждаю́т се, they do not labor
549: нижѐ прѣдꙋт. nor they spin
550: глю вáмь yet I tell you
551: ꙗко́же ни соломо́нь въ мнозѣх его̀ крáсотах и чъ́сти. не ѡблѣ́че се ꙗко́же еди́нь ѿ сых ѡблѣ́щи се тáковою крáсотꙋ ꙗко́же сꙋт оукрáшенна цвѣтїа. not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these
552: ӑще же сѣ́но пол͛ское иде́же днсь ес(т), и за(о)ꙋтрà вълагають въ пе́щь и съгáраеть, бъ ѡдѣ́ваеть и оꙋ́крáшаеть тáко, ко́лико паче вас мáловѣры не хо́щет ли ви ѡблѣ́щи, if that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into fire, how much more will He clothe you, you of little faith?
553: не оꙋ́бо печете с(е) глю́ще, что̀ ꙗмѝ, илѝ что̂ пїемь или чимь ѡблѣцѣм се, ʺdo not worry, saying , 'what we eat' or 'what we drink' or 'what to put on'ʺ (cf. Lk 12:29-30)
554: въсѣ́х бо̀ сих езы́чници ищꙋт. ʺfor this is what the heathens wantʺ
555: вѣ́сть бо̂ ѿцъ вáшь нбсныи. ꙗко трѣбꙋете въсà сы́их. ʺand your Father knows that you need themʺ
556: ище́те прѣжде црствїа бжı́а и прáвды его̀ ʺseek first His Kingdom and His truthʺ
557: и сї́а въсà приложит се вáм. ʺand this all will be includedʺ
558: сы̏реч проче не помы́шлꙗите глюще що̂ ꙗ̆мѝ илѝ что̂ пїе́мь, илѝ чи́мь ѡдѣждим се. that is: do not worry, saying , 'what we eat' or 'what we drink' or 'what to put on'
559: занѐ сї́а въсà ѧзы́ци ищꙋт. for this is what all the heathens want
560: занѐ бъ ѿцъ вáшь и́же ес(т) на нбсѣхь вѣ́сть трѣбованїа сї́а въсà. and your Father knows that you need them
561: се́го радѝ ище́те пръ́вѣе црствые бжı́е и прáвды его̀. thus seek first His Kingdom and His truth
562: и сї́а въсà съвы́ше подает се. and this all will be given to you from above
563: про́че и имы̏ лю́бымици, не помы́шлꙗимь тáковаа. let us think us too, my dear
564: нь̂ дшамь нáшим͛ приноше́нїа да помы́шлꙗимь. but let us think of spiritual gain
565: спсенїю нáшемꙋ да поучаи́м се. let us gain knowledge for the sake of salvation
566: дшамь нашим да потащим се кáко питанїихь съ словѡм бжї́емь. let us struggle for the sake of our souls by feeding them with the Word of God
567: дшамь нашим да потъщим се кáко напои́ти их, съ ꙋче́нїемь бгоуго́дных. let us struggle for the sake of our souls by giving them to drink of the teachings of those, who are pleasing to God
568: дши нáше да понꙋдим кáко ѡблѣ́щи се съ добродѣ́телми. let us train our souls how to clothe themselves in virtues
569: радѝ да нас спдобыть хс́, зде̏ прѣи́ти здрáва беспечáлны, блгодньстáвны, не блáзньни, ѿ врáговь дшевныих и тѣле́сныих. so that Christ will find us worthy, here (beyond?) to come healthy, without despair, virtuous, not seduced by enemies of the soul and of the body
570: тáможе нас да спдо́бить вѣчнаáго его̀ црствыа. there He will make us worthy of His eternal Kingdom
571: ꙗко томꙋ пдобаеть слва чстыи и покланꙗ́нїе, съ безначе́лным его̀ оцемь. и прѣстмь и блгымь, и жи́вотво́рещїимь его̀ дхомь. for His is the glory, honor and respect, with beginning-less Father of Him, and with Most Holy and good and life-giving Spirit
ннꙗ и прсно и въ вѣкы̀ вѣкѡм, now and ever and forever
572: амин:♣ amen