kvd Kiev Damaskin 27
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| 1: | Ms҄cá ʾaprílïa ,a҃´, ʾi є҃ju ndélę, st҃ǫę četiridésetnicu. | [Title] 1st (day) of Month April and the 5th Sunday of the Great Lent |
| 2: | žítïe ʾi žíznь prpdóbnye marï´e ʾєgpТenini, | [Title] Life and living of the Reverend Mother Mary of Egypt |
| 3: | metafrásta po ʾwbštem ʾęzýce, wt monxa poslědnag҄ damaskı´na ʾipodïákona ʾi ʾoučítelja. | [Title] Retold in the Common Language by the least monk Damaskinos, hypodeacon and teacher |
| 4: | Vélïe někoe dobro єs҄ ljúbymici pokaánïe. | Penance is a great good, my beloved (Christians). |
| 5: | ʾi čtô tákovo єs҄, | And what (kind of good) is this (penance)? |
| 6: | ʾjako vъsákь čl҃kь sp҃saє´t se. | (It means a chance for) every man to be saved. |
| 7: | vъsákye grě´si ʾwmívaetь. | It washes all the kinds of sins away. |
| 8: | vъsáky zlóby wtsě´kaetь. | It removes all the kinds of vices. |
| 9: | ně´s҄ nikoì grěx ʾє´že ne praštaetь b҃ъ ʾєgdà kaeT se čl҃kь. | There is no sin, which cannot be forgiven by God, when the human repents. |
| 10: | pokaánye tvóritь velїa rados҄ na nbs҄xь, ʾi b҃ou ʾi aˇg҃glwm, | Penance creates a great joy in the heavens, both to God and angels, |
| 11: | ʾjakóže povelě` ʾi g҃ь vъ st҃mь ʾєѵg҄lïi, | as the Lord also said (lit. commanded) in the Gospel: |
| 12: | rádos҄ bývaetь nâ nbs҄y ʾw ʾedínwm grě´šnice kájuštim se. | There is (more) joy in the Heavens about one repenting sinner. |
| 13: | pokaánye єs҄ ʾočišténïe dš҃i čl҃ku, ʾi vtóroe kršt҃énïe. | Penance is a washing of the soul and (its) second baptism, |
| 14: | zanè ktô ʾwskvrъ´nitь prъ´voe kršt҃enïe sъ grě´xmi, pakỳ sъ pokaányemь prïʾwbrě´taetь. | because he, who taints the first baptism by sin, returns by penance. |
| 15: | pokaánïe єs҄ velïa polzà grěšnomu čl҃ku, | Penance is (of) a great boon to a sinful man. |
| 16: | ʾjakóže svdětelьstvujutь knígy crk҃vě našeì. | Thus it is witnessed by the literature of our Church. |
| 17: | wt tákovoe pokaánïe sps҃oše s҄ mnóźy grěšny čl҃cy. | Many sinful men saved themselves by such penance, |
| 18: | ʾi ne tъ´čïju sps҄še se, | and they did not only saved themselves, |
| 19: | nь^ ʾi st҃yi býše | but also they became saints, |
| 20: | ʾi poklanjáem se ʾi my̏ dn҃ьšnỳ dn҃ь. | and we pay respect to them (until?) today, |
| 21: | ʾjakóže ʾi st҃a mrï´a ʾєgíptenini ĭže bě̏ bludna ʾi grě´šna ženâ, | as St. Mary of Egypt, too, who was an adulterous and sinful woman, |
| 22: | ʾi tъ´kmo ʾjako pokaá se ʾi pósti se, ʾost҃i se | and just by how she repented and fasted, she made herself a saint, |
| 23: | ʾi počté se wt b҃a ʾi wt čl҃kь. | and she became honored by both God and humans. |
| 24: | tȍe st҃ye grě´si ʾi pokaánye xóštu povedati dns҄ь ljúbymici. | I want to tell you today about the sins and penance of that saint, my beloved (Christians). |
| 25: | ʾi ségo radì ml҃ju bg҃oljúbïe vaše, | And for this reason, I pray you, o God-loving ones: |
| 26: | poslušaíte slovesà sъ vъsakym priležánïemь, | Do hear my words with all care, |
| da razúměete ʾi navíkněte, kóliko vъzmagaetь pokaánïe čl҃ku. | so that you understand and learn, how much can penance help to a man. | |
| 27: | vъ stráni palestinskye, bě̏ ně´ky sšt҃énĭ ʾinókь | There was a priest-hermit in the land of Palestine. |
| 28: | zosíma ʾimě ʾєmû. | His name (was) Zosima. |
| 29: | bě´še ž҄ stárcь tъ̏, vъ mnózěi dobrodě´teli. | This old man was fully in (lit. a lot of) virtue. |
| 30: | ʾi tóliko bě̏ gověínь vъ dobrodětelěx, | His virtue was respected so much, |
| ʾєlíko mnózy ʾinócy wt ʾokrs҄tъnyix monástyrěx, prixóždaaxu mnógašti | that many other hermits from the monasteries around were coming | |
| poslúšati slovesà wt ʾoústь stárca tógo. | to hear the words from the mouth of that elder. | |
| 31: | sъtvóri bô vъ tómь monastíri, ʾíže býs҄ petʹ ds҄etь ʾi trȉ lě´t҄. | For he was for (lit. made) fifty-three years in that monastery, (where) he was. |
| 32: | potom prïíde ʾєmû pomýšlenïe tákovoe. | Then such an idea came to him: |
| 33: | ʾjako ʾєdà ʾwbrě´štet se ktô ʾє´že poʾučíti me ně´koe dělo ʾinočъ´skoє. | (lit. that:) Can there be found anyone, who would teach me something concerning hermitry? |
| 34: | єs҄ lì ktô ʾíže nikogdà ne trebuetь ničtô, | Is there anyone, who never lacked anything, |
| nь^ єs҄ vъ vsě´m sъvrъ´šenь; | but rather is perfect in all aspects? | |
| 35: | єs҄ lí že ktô vъ pustíny, ʾíže me prěʾumnózit҄ vъ dobrodě´telěx; | Is there anybody in the desert, who exceeds me in virtue? |
| 36: | sï´a vъspimínašε stárcь, | Thus did the elder think |
| ʾágg҃lь gn҃ь ʾjaví se | (then,) an angel of the Lord appeared | |
| 37: | ʾi gl҃a ʾєmû. | and he said to him: |
| 38: | zosimâ, dobry ʾi velíci sut҄ ʾi tvoì dobrodě´telei, | O Zosima, your virtues, too, are good and great, |
| 39: | nь^ poidì nь^ ʾıʾwrdánscěi rěcě`. vъ monastíri ʾíže єs҄ támo blízь, | but go along the river Jordan, to the monastery, which is there nearby, |
| da vdíši ʾi nỳe veličaíši vъ dobrodětelěx wt tébě. | so that you can see those (lit. us), greater in virtue than you. | |
| 40: | vъstà ăbïe stárcь, | The elder stood up immediately, |
| 41: | ʾi poíde vъ ʾwnom monastíri. | and he went to that monastery. |
| 42: | ʾi vъložì meТánïe | And he prayed (lit. gave metanoia in), |
| 43: | ʾi ʾwstà Тámo. | and he remained there. |
| 44: | ʾobýčaĭ že ʾiměáxu ʾinocy ʾwnì. | Those monks had a custom: |
| 45: | ʾjako čísti pondelnikь ʾisxoždaáxu vъ pustíni kъždo vъsáky | (lit. that:) They all went out into the desert everyone, |
| 46: | ʾi sъtvóraaxu tamo daže do ndéle cvě´tonósnye. | and they remained (lit. made) there until the Palm Sunday |
| 47: | po ʾwbýčaju že bô monastírskomu, ʾizýde ʾi stárcь zosimâ. | And the elder Zosima went out too, according to the custom of the monastery. |
| 48: | ʾi prěšdь ʾıʾwrdánь sъ ʾinìmi ʾinóci. | And he (lit. having) crossed Jordan with other hermits. |
| 49: | ʾjakóže bô razlúčiše s҄ drug҄ drúga, | And as they separated themselves from each other, |
| prïíde ʾєmû pomýslь vъníti vъ vъnutrnǫę pustínju, | a thought came to him, to go into the inner desert, | |
| ʾєdà ʾwbrě´sti někoʾegò stárca posТníka, | to maybe find one hermit elder, | |
| ʾouslýšati ně´koe slovo bž҃ı´e wt négo. | to hear some word of God from him. | |
| 50: | ʾi xóždaše, prispě čás҄ pěti služb҄u svojù. | And (as) he went, the time came to sing his liturgy. |
| 51: | potwm stà na vъskot҄. | Then he stood up towards the East, |
| 52: | ʾi ml҃jaše s҄. | and he prayed. |
| 53: | ʾi támo stojuštu. vídě ʾjako sénь ʾíže ʾjavljáše s҄ člčs҄koe tě´lo. | And as he was standing there, he saw something like a human body, which appeared like a shadow. |
| 54: | pomně pomně stárcь ʾjako єs҄ privíděnye běsw´vskoe, | The elder thought it was a demonic apparition. |
| 55: | ʾábïe sъtvóri krs҄tь svoì, | and he made his cross immediately. |
| 56: | ʾє´gdá že sъvrъ´ši slúžbu svojù. ʾouzrè ʾjavlenně | But when he finished his service, he saw clearly, |
| 57: | ʾi xóždaše čl҃kь kъ désnuju ʾєgò stránně. | and a human was walking towards his right side, |
| 58: | ʾi tě´lo ʾєgò, bě´še črъno ʾw mnózě. | and his body was very black, |
| 59: | vlásï ʾєgò bě´xu běli ʾjakóže bubákь. | his hair were white as cotton, |
| 60: | próč҄e běxu máli. | they were also short, |
| 61: | tъ´kmo dáže do rámu ʾєgò dospevaáxu. | they reached only to his shoulders. |
| 62: | ʾi ʾjakóže ʾєgò vídě stárcь, vъzradуva se ʾw mnózě. | And as the elder saw him, he rejoiced very much, |
| 63: | káko ʾwbrě´te ʾwnò ʾíže prošaáše. | because he found what he prayed for. |
| 64: | ʾi ʾábïe načè tečáti po nem. | And he immediately started to run towards him. |
| 65: | ʾi ʾjakož҄ vídě ʾjako tečet҄, zosímâ | And as he saw that Zosima runs (to him, he ran away), |
| 66: | ăšte ʾi bě̏ stárcь, proč҄é téčaše mnóžae. | (Zosima), although he was old, ran even more. |
| 67: | ʾєgdà priblíži se blízь ʾєliko slýšati se glas҄. vъspláka se stárcь | As he closed in, so that a voice could be heard, the elder cried, |
| 68: | ʾi gl҃a kъ nemu ʾíže ʾjávljaše s҄. | and he said to the one, who appeared: |
| 69: | počtô radì běgaeši grěšnomu, rábě bž҃ïi. | Why are you running from (me,) the sinful, o servant of God? |
| 70: | počtô me sъmúštaeši sTastárca, ʾi ne stoíši bls҄vyti me. | Why are you making me, an old man, grieve, and do not stay to bless me? |
| 71: | stanì radì ljúbvě xv҃ě, | Stop, for the love of Christ! |
| 72: | ʾjako єˇsmь stárcь | Because I am an old man, |
| 73: | ʾi ne mg҄u posledovati ti. | and I cannot follow you. |
| 74: | sï´a běsedujuštu stárcu ʾi téčeštu, | As the elder was saying this and running, |
| prispě na ʾєdnom mě´stě ʾíže bě´še ʾjako súxy potьkь málь. | he reached a place, which was like a small, dry brook, | |
| 75: | ʾwn že ʾíže ʾjavljáše s҄ sъníde | And the one, who appeared, went down, |
| 76: | ʾi pakỳ vъzýde. | and he went up again, |
| 77: | stárc že stà | but the elder stood |
| ne možaáše prěíti, | (as) he could not cross, | |
| 78: | ʾi plákaše mnóžae. | and he cried even more. |
| 79: | togdà wtvěšta wˇnь ʾíže ʾjaví se, | Then the one, who appeared, answered, |
| 80: | ʾi gl҃a kъ zosímě. | and he said to Zosima: |
| 81: | prostí me ʾavvâ zósima g҃a radì. | Forgive me, Father Zosima, for the sake of the Lord! |
| 82: | ne mógu státi viděti me. | I cannot stand to (let you) see me, |
| 83: | ʾjako єˇsmь naga ʾjakóže me vdíši, | because I am naked, as you see me, |
| 84: | ʾi ʾíno єˇsmь ženâ. | and also I am a woman. |
| 85: | próče ăšte xóšteši sTostoáti, vrъ´zy mi ʾєdínu wt rízь tvoix ʾwblěšti se, | But if you want (me) to stay, throw me one of your shirts to clothe (myself). |
| 86: | ʾi togdà vdíši me podati mi ml҃tvu tvojù. | Then you (may) see me, to give me your prayer. |
| 87: | ʾjakóže bô slýša zosíma. ʾjako ʾiměnem ʾєgò vъzvà, | And when Zosima heard, that she called him by name, |
| počjúdi se káko bys҄ prozórliva. | he wondered, how she was foreseeing. | |
| 88: | próč҄e vrъže ʾєdínu rízu vétxu, | Then he threw her an old shirt. |
| 89: | ʾi togdà poidè | And he went, |
| 90: | ʾi sъtvóri mεtánïa. | and he prayed. |
| 91: | próč҄e ʾjavleí se, sъtvóri metánïa | Then, the one, who appeared, prayed (too). |
| 92: | ʾi na mnóg҄ čás҄ stojušti promýšljajušti ʾoboȉ. | And the both (were) staying for a long time, thinking, |
| 93: | ʾi drúg҄ drugu gl҃júšti, | and they (were) saying to each other: |
| 94: | bls҄vi me rábě bž҃ı´i. | Bless me, o servant of God! |
| 95: | ʾi na mnw´gь čásь gl҃a ženâ ʾwnâ, | And for a long time, the woman was saying: |
| 96: | ʾavvâ zósima. tébě podbaet҄ bls҄viti me. | O Father Zosima, it is appropriate for you to bless me, |
| 97: | ʾjako єˇsi sšt҃énikь b҃a výšnjago. | because you are a priest of the Highest God, |
| 98: | ʾjako mnógašti stoíši vъ st҃mь žrъtьvníce | because you stand many times in the holy place of the sacrifice, |
| 99: | ʾi ml҃iši b҃a radì ʾině´x grěsěxь. | and you pray God for the sins of the others. |
| 100: | ségo radì ty̏ me bls҄vi. | For this reason, you bless me! |
| 101: | Togdà gl҃a zósima | Zosima spoke then: |
| 102: | st҃aa bž҃ı´a. blgdtь tvoà ʾjavljaє´t se množaíša wt moix. | O saint of God, your grace seems to be stronger than mine, |
| 103: | ʾjako єˇsi prozórliva, | because you are foreseeing, |
| 104: | ʾi znáeši ʾimě moè, ʾi káko єˇsmь sšt҃énnikь. | and you know my name and that I am a priest. |
| 105: | ségo radì ml҃ju ti se mnógo | Thus I pray you so much: |
| 106: | ty̏ me bls҄vi. | You do bless me! |
| 107: | ʾjakóže bô vídě ženâ wnâ ʾíže ʾjavi sè ʾjako próč҄e ne bls҄vitï ju, vъstà sáma | As the woman, who appeared, saw, that he was not going to bless her, she stood up herself, |
| 108: | ʾi gl҃a | and she spoke: |
| 109: | b҃ъ st҃yi ʾíže ljubit҄ sps҄énïe grě´šnikwm, tъȉ da bls҄vít te. | May the Holy God, who loves the salvation of sinners, may he bless you! |
| 110: | togdà vъsТà ʾi stárcь zósima. | Then also the elder Zosima stood up. |
| 111: | wtvě´šta st҃a | The saint answered, |
| 112: | ʾi gl҃a kъ zósimě. | and she spoke to Zosima: |
| 113: | ʾavvâ zósima počtô radì potrúdi se ʾi prïíde daže do zdȅ víděti ʾєdínu ženû grě´šnu. | Father Zosima, why did you put such an effort, coming so far as here to see one sinful woman? |
| 114: | proč҄e ponéže te prinése b҃ъ daže do zdȅ, rci | But as God brought you so far as here, tell me: |
| mi | sidenote: [дамаскина] | |
| 115: | káko sútь xrs҄tïáni. | How are the Christians? |
| 116: | káko єs҄ mírь, | How is the world? |
| 117: | káko sǫt҄ cárïe. | How are the kings? |
| 118: | káko sǫt҄ crk҃vě xv҃ě`. | How are the churches of Christ? |
| 119: | wtvě´šta stárcь | The elder answered, |
| 120: | ʾi gl҃a, | and he spoke: |
| 121: | vъsà dóbra sǫt҄ za ml҃tvь tvoix mt҃i prpdóbna. | All are well enough for your prayers, o Reverend Mother. |
| 122: | nь^ ml҃i b҃a tě´x radì, ʾi ʾw mn^ě radì. | But pray God for those, and for me as well, |
| 123: | ʾjako ségo radì potrúdix se toliky pútь grěšny. | for that is why I went such a way, (me,) the sinful one. |
| 124: | gl҃a ʾemû ženâ ʾwnà. | The woman spoke to him: |
| 125: | ʾavvâ zósima. tebe podbáetь ml҃iti se b҃u ʾw mn^ě radì. | Father Zosima, it beseems you to pray for me, |
| 126: | próč҄e poneže mi povelěvaeši, sъtvóriti poslušánïe. | but because you want me, may I fulfill your prayer (lit. to do obedience). |
| 127: | togdà stà na mnwg҄ čas҄ | Then she stood for a long time, |
| 128: | ʾi ml҃jaše se st҃aa. | and the saint prayed, |
| 129: | ʾi glas҄ wt ʾoústь єˇe ne slíšaše se. | and the voice from her mouth was not heard. |
| 130: | ʾi stárcь pade prěžde na zémli, | And the elder fell to the ground to the front (lit. before), |
| 131: | ʾi gl҃aše g҃i poml҃ui. | and he was saying: God have mercy! |
| 132: | próč҄e po čásě mnogom, vъzvódě ʾꙫ´či svoì, | Then, after a long time, he lifted his eyes, |
| 133: | ʾi ʾoúzrè ʾjako єs҄ ženâ, ʾєdínь sъženь wt zémle vyše | and he saw the woman being one fathom above the ground. |
| 134: | ʾi ʾjakóže ju vídě. vъlóži vъ ʾumь svoì ʾjako xóštet҄ býti někoe prividěnïe běsóvʹskoe. | And as he saw her, he put to his mind that it must be some kind of demonic vision, |
| 135: | ʾi sъmněše s҄ ʾjako ml҃ít se. | and he doubted that she was praying. |
| 136: | togdà wtvě´šta ženâ ʾwnà | Then the woman answered, |
| 137: | ʾi gl҃a. | and she spoke: |
| 138: | koà pomýšlenïa tvoà ʾavva zósima. | What are your thoughts, Father Zosima? |
| 139: | ʾi vъ ʾumě svoemь vъlʾágaeši ʾjako єˇsmь privíděnïe. | So you put to your mind that I am an apparition? |
| 140: | ženâ єˇsmь grěšneíša páče míra vъsego. | I am a woman, the most sinful one in the world. |
| 141: | Togdà sъtvóri krs҄tь svoì po vъsè tě´le svoeˇmь. | Then she did her cross over the whole her body, |
| 142: | ʾi gl҃a kъ stárcu, | and she spoke to the elder: |
| 143: | b҃ъ da nas҄ ʾizbávitь wt sъblázny dïávolskyix. | May God free us of all seductions of the Devil! |
| 144: | togdà zósima pade dólu na zémly sъ slъ´zami mnógymi. | Then Zosima fell down to the earth with many tears, |
| 145: | ʾi ʾwséza nózě st҃ěi, | and he embraced the legs of the saint, |
| 146: | ʾi gl҃a kъ néi | and he spoke to her: |
| 147: | zaklinjáju te rabo ʾistínnago x҃a b҃a. | I implore you, o servant of Christ, the true God! |
| 148: | rъci mì káko ʾobrě´te se zdȅ vъ pustínju. | Tell me, how did you appear here in the desert? |
| wt kdǫ ʾєsì. | Where are you from? | |
| ʾi káko póstiši se. | And how are you fasting? | |
| ʾi kóliko vrěme ʾimáši zdȅ. | And for how long are you (lit. how much time you have) here? | |
| 149: | skáži mi ljúbvě radì bž҃ı´e. | Tell me, for the love of God! |
| 150: | ne sъkrí mi ničtô. | Do not hide anything from me! |
| 151: | ʾjako syx radì bl҃govóli b҃ъ ʾi víděti te. | Because that is why God allowed me to see you, |
| da ʾuslýšu ʾi ʾázь polzu wt slóvesь tvoix. | so that I, too, hear (the words of) help from of your words. | |
| 152: | zanè ăšte ne by xótělь b҃ъ víděti te, | For if God would not want (me) to see you, |
| ne byx xódilь toliky put ăzь stáracь ʾi ne móštnь. | I would not walk such a way, me, old and weak, | |
| ʾíže nikogdà ne mógoxь vъnь ʾizýti wt kélïju moju. | who was never able to leave his own cell. | |
| 153: | ʾjakóže bô vidě st҃a slovesa ʾi slъ´zy ʾєgo, gl҃a kъ zósime, | As the saint saw his words and tears, she spoke to Zosima: |
| 154: | ʾávva zosimâ. sramljú se grě´šna povědati dě´la moà, | O Father Zosima, I, the sinful one, am ashamed to tell you of my deeds, |
| 155: | ʾjako sut҄ plъ´na sramь. | because they are full of shame(fulness) |
| 156: | próč҄e da ʾispověždu ti dns҄ь ʾjavlεnno kъ st҃nju ti. | But let me tell you (about them) today clearly for your sainthood. |
| 157: | ăzь čs҄tnyi stárče ʾє´smь wt ʾegipTa. | I, o honorable elder, am from Egypt. |
| 158: | próč҄e rodítelïe moì žíše | Also, my parents (still) lived. |
| 159: | ăzь ʾiměx *vı* lě´t. | I was 12 years old. |
| 160: | ʾi ʾábïe ʾwstávix róditelïe mói, | And then, suddenly (?) I left my parents. |
| 161: | ʾi běžax vъ ʾalεѯándïju. | and I ran to Alexandria. |
| 162: | ʾi támo byx blúdnica ,z҃ı, lě´t҄, | and I was a whore there for 17 years, |
| 163: | ʾi tóliko byx vъ grěsě´x bestǫ´dna, | and I was so shameless in my sin, |
| ʾjako tъkmo da prixódet҄ mnozŷ kъ mn^ě, | that just to make many come to me, | |
| ne vъzýmax ničžóže, | I took nothing from them. | |
| 164: | (n/a) | |
| 165: | ʾi tóliko běx níšta, | And I was so poor, |
| ʾjako wt rǫ´ky moeĭ živěx. | that I lived from my hand; | |
| 166: | kogdà sъ furku, | sometimes with distaff, |
| 167: | kogdà sъ ʾině´mi rabotami. | sometimes with other works. |
| 168: | vъ ʾєdínь bô dnь ʾizýdox vъs kraì móra. | Then one day I went out to the beach. |
| 169: | ʾi ʾúzrex množь´stvo mnógo čl҃cy, ʾíže vъxóždaxu vъ kórablь ně´ky velíkь. | And I saw a multitude of people, who were boarding a large ship. |
| 170: | ʾi ʾjakóže ʾix viděx vъprosix ʾєdínogo wt nyx. | And as I saw them, I asked one of them: |
| 171: | gdȅ xódet҄ čl҃cy ty̏. | Where are those people going? |
| 172: | ʾi rč҄é mi | And he told me: |
| 173: | ʾjako vъ ʾıʾєrls҄mь xódimʹ. | (lit. that:) We are going to Jerusalem, |
| 174: | zanè nn҃ja prispě´vaetь dn҃ь vъzdvižénïa. | because now the day of the Exaltation is coming. |
| 175: | Togdà gl҃axь kъ nému | Then I spoke to him: |
| 176: | ʾєdà xotet li ʾi méně; | Whether they wanted me too? |
| 177: | gl҃a mi wˇnь. | He spoke to me: |
| 178: | ăšte ʾimáši wtkúpь da podási, niktóže te ne zabavljáetь. | If you have money for the fare to give, then nobody is stopping you. |
| 179: | wtvě´štax | I answered, |
| 180: | ʾi gl҃aáxь ʾєmû. | and I spoke to him: |
| 181: | wtkúpь ne ʾimám | I donʹt have the money for the fare, |
| 182: | nь^ ʾimám tělo moè. | but I have my body, |
| ʾi pítati se ʾi xóditi ʾi dáže do ʾıʾєrs҄lma bezь wtkúpa. | so that I (can) feed myself and go even to Jerusalem, without the fare. | |
| 183: | wˇnь ʾjakóže slýša slovesa moà, wtʾíde smějúšti wt meně. | As he heard my words, he went away from me laughing. |
| 184: | ʾáz že ʾavva zósimâ. ne ʾjako ʾimáx dobrь sъvě´tь poíti vъ ʾıʾєrls҄mь | But I, o Father Zosima, not that I had a good intention to go to Jerusalem! |
| 185: | nь^ vъsxótěx prïʾwbrě´sti ʾi ʾiněx člcěx҃, da sъtvóru xoTěnïe svoè. | Rather I wanted to find some other people too, so that I can satisfy my desire with them. |
| 186: | rékox ti ʾavvâ zosimâ. | I told you, o Father Zosima! |
| 187: | ne ponuždaí me réšti po naprěd. | Do not compel me to tell more! |
| 188: | ʾjako ʾwskvrъ´njaju vъzduxъ ʾi zémlju sъ slóvesi moími. | Because thus I taint the air and ground by my words. |
| 189: | sï´a rč҄e st҃aa | The saint said these (words), |
| 190: | ʾi ʾoumlъ´ča. | and she became silent. |
| 191: | togdà gl҃a ʾеĭ stárcь. | Then the elder spoke to her: |
| 192: | rcí mi mt҃i prpdobna daže do kóncà. | Tell me, o Reverend Mother, up to the end! |
| 193: | ʾi ne sъkrivaì ničtóže wt méně. | And do not hide anything from me! |
| 194: | pakỳ wtvě´šta st҃a | Again, the saint answered, |
| 195: | ʾi gl҃a ʾєmû. | and she spoke to him: |
| 196: | ʾavvà zosimâ poneže me ponúždaeši, réšti ti ti ʾi po naprěd, | O Father Zosima, because you insist, (I will) speak further. |
| 197: | ʾábïe povrъ´gox fúrku mojù | I threw away my distaff, |
| 198: | togdà, ʾi tékox vъ ʾєdínь kórablь wt wněx. | and then I ran into one of the ships there, |
| 199: | ʾjako bě´xu ʾi ʾinì kórable gotovi poíti. | because there were also other ships prepared for departure. |
| 200: | ʾi víděx ds҄étь junoše krásnyx ʾíže xótěxu vъníti vъ kórablь. | And I saw ten beautiful young men, who wanted to enter the ship, |
| 201: | ʾi gl҃axь ĭmь | and I spoke to them: |
| 202: | vъzmete ʾi méně sъ sóboju, | Take me with you too! |
| 203: | ʾi podádite wtkúpь meně radì. | And pay the fare for me! |
| 204: | ʾi xóštu vi ʾiskúpiti. | And I will pay you off. |
| 205: | ʾwní že ʾjakože slýšaše vъzeše me vъ kórablь. | As they heard it, they took me into the ship. |
| 206: | ʾi ʾєlíci grěsi sъtvórix tamo ʾavvâ sramljaju sę pově´dati ti. | And what kind of sins I did there, o Father, I am ashamed to say. |
| 207: | próč҄e sȅ tъ´čïju čjuždu se káko ne rastrъže se móre požrěti nas҄ vъsě´x ʾíže bě´xomь. | But I wonder that the sea did not open to devour us all who were there. |
| 208: | nь^ ʾєlʹma b҃ъ ʾwžídaše pokaánïe moè. | But perhaps (lit. as) God was awaiting my penance. |
| 209: | ʾjakóže ʾizýdox ʾizь kórablja, ne dovólni mi běxu prěždnye moì grě´si. | When I left the ship, my previous sins were not enough for me, |
| 210: | nь^ poískax ʾi ʾíněx ljúblennikь množaíši. | but I wanted also other lovers. |
| 211: | ʾєgdà prispě` dn҃ь vъzdvyžénïa, ăz že ʾjakóže ʾi prěžde tvórex grěx. | when the Feast of the Cross came, I was sinning again as before |
| 212: | víděx že čl҃cy nóštïju ʾiždé vъxoždaáxu vъ crk҃vь | and I saw that people were entering a church in the night |
| 213: | poslédstvovax bô ʾi ăzь, tъkmo da zrù ʾjunóše. | I followed them too, just to see the boys. |
| 214: | ʾєlíko že nuždaáx se vъníti daže do vrátь | but as I tried to enter (even) through the door |
| ĭnь ʾizreváše me | other(s) pushed me out | |
| 215: | ʾi ne ʾwstavljáše me vъníti. | and they did not let me to enter |
| 216: | ʾєgdà že vъxóždaaxu vъsì vъ crk҃ovь, ʾázь próč҄e ne vъzmógox vъníti vъnь`, | and when the others were (coming) inside the Church, I still could not enter |
| 217: | trȉ ʾi čeTiri krátь pokusix se vъníti, | three and four times I tried to enter |
| 218: | ʾi próč҄e ne vъzmógoxь vъniti. | and still I couldnʹt enter |
| 219: | togdà poídox | then I went away |
| 220: | ʾi stax vъně` vъ ʾєdínь ʾuglь`. | and I stood outside in one corner |
| 221: | ʾi stojúšti mi támo vъspominax ʾjako wt sъgrěšeni moix ne mógu vъníti. | staying there I thought, that I could not come in because of my sins |
| 222: | ʾi ʾjakóže vъspákax se grěx radì moix, víděx više meně | and as I started to cry because of my sins, I looked (lit. saw) above me |
| 223: | ʾi bě̏ ʾєdína ʾikóna prčs҄tina, | and there was an icon of the Most Pure |
| 224: | ʾjakóže ju viděx proslъ´zix se | as I saw it, I was filled with tears |
| 225: | ʾi rex. | and I said: |
| 226: | dv҃o vldčce bc҃e, ʾíže rodila єˇsi g҃a nášego ʾıѵ҃^ x҃à. | o Virgin Lady Mother of God, who has given birth to our Lord Jesus Christ |
| razuměx ʾjako né smь ds҄oína zreti st҃uju tvojù ʾikónu, | I understand that I am not worthy to see your icon | |
| radì mw´gyx moix grěsěx, | because of the many of my sins | |
| 227: | ponže ségo radì býs҄ b҃ъ čl҃kь, | (but) because of this God became a man |
| radì da prizovet҄ grě´šniky vъ pokaánye, | to call the sinners to repent | |
| 228: | pomózy mi ʾi méně vъniti vъ crk҃vь. | help me, so that even I can enter the church |
| víděti drě´vo ʾíže raspét se sn҃ь tvoì radì grě´xy moè. | to see the wood, (on) which your Son was crucified because of my sins | |
| ʾi prolïa st҃ǫę ʾєgò krъ´vь | and (on which) his holy blood was spilled | |
| radì da sp҃sétь grě´šniky, | to save the sinners | |
| 229: | ʾi ăšte spdóblju se víděTi ʾєgò. | and if I will be able to see it |
| tébě vъlagaju ʾisporučnicou kъ sn҃u tvoeˇmu, | I will count you for my helper along your Son | |
| ʾjako próč҄e ne ʾwskvrъniti mi plъt҄ mojù, | so that I (will not) taint my flesh again | |
| 230: | nь^ ʾjako že ʾizýdu wt crk҃vě, | but when I will exit the church |
| ʾidéže me nastáviši poídu. | whereever you point me, I will go (there) | |
| 231: | sïa rexь | thus I spoke |
| 232: | ʾi prïeˇxь máloe ʾutěšénïe. | and I received some consolation |
| 233: | potom sъměsix se sъ ʾinímy čl҃ky, | then I mingled with other people |
| 234: | ʾi vъnidox vъ crk҃ovь. | and I entered the church |
| 235: | ʾi próč҄e niktóže ne zabavljáše me | and nobody was stopping me |
| ʾjakóže prъvi krát҄. | as in the first time | |
| 236: | nь^ ʾjakóže prěžde zabavljáemь, | but (something was) being a barrier to me similarly as before |
| Táko skórěe vъnútrь vъ crk҃vь. | rather inside the church | |
| 237: | ʾi ăbïe strax ʾi trépetь me vъsprïetь | and suddenly fear and trembling overcame myself |
| ʾєgdà víděx drě´vo krs҄tnoe. | as I saw the wood of the Cross | |
| 238: | padox na zemlì dolě` | and I fell down to the ground |
| 239: | ʾi poklonix se sъ slъzami. st҃mu ʾwnómu drě´vu. | and I bowed with tears to that holy wood |
| 240: | ʾi ʾjakóže pokloníx se, | and as I bowed |
| tekwx pakỳ na mě´stě ʾidéže bě̏ vъʾwbráženna bc҃a. | I ran again to the place, where the Mother of God was pictured | |
| 241: | ʾi sъ slъ´zami plačjúšti gl҃axь. | and I spoke, weeping with tears: |
| 242: | ty̏ prěst҃aa dv҃o ne gnušaí še meně grěšnuju ʾi ne ds҄oínoju rábu tvojù. | you, o Most Holy Virgin, do not turn away in disgust from me, your sinful and unworthy servant |
| 243: | nь^ spdóbi me víděti ʾwnò ĭže vъzljúbyx | but make me worthy to see what I fell in love with |
| ʾi xóštu. | and (what) I want | |
| 244: | ségo radì vldčce bc҃e, pokáži mi ʾi pútь kъ sps҄énïju. | for this reason, o Lady Mother of God, show me the way to salvation |
| 245: | ty̏ bǫdì nastavitelnica sps҄énïju moemû. | you be the helper of my salvation |
| 246: | ty̏ ʾíže bys҄ ʾisporučnica, ty̏ me nasTávi káko ʾugoditi sn҃u tvoʾєmû. | you, who cared (for Him), you help me to please your Son |
| 247: | gl҃júšti ăzь tákova, ʾouslýšax glas҄ ʾidéže mi prïide | and as I spoke thus, I heard a voice as it came |
| 248: | ʾjako ʾášte prěídešei ʾıʾwrdánь, xóšteši ʾwbrě´sti velikïi pokoì. | if you cross Jordan, you will find a great peace |
| 249: | ʾi ʾjakóže ʾuslýšax, vъzvax velïemь gls҄wm. | and as I heard (it), I called with a strong voice: |
| 250: | Vldčce vldčce, ne ʾwstávi meně`. | o Lady, Lady, do not abandon me! |
| 251: | sï´a rex | thus I spoke |
| 252: | ʾi ʾizýdox poíti kъ ʾıʾwrdánu. | and I went (to go) to Jordan |
| 253: | ʾi xoděštu mi víděv me ně´ky xrs҄tïáninь, | and as I went, one Christian saw me |
| 254: | ʾi ʾizъ´mь trȉ médnice | and he too three copper coins |
| 255: | ʾi podas҄ mi radì ʾiméni xv҃ě`. | and he gave them to me in the name of Christ |
| 256: | vъzex bo ʾix ăzь | so I took them |
| 257: | ʾi kupix trȉ xlě´by sъ ními. | and I bought three loaves of bread with them |
| 258: | támo vъprosixь ʾєdínogo čl҃ka, koì pútь xodit҄ na ʾıʾwrdánь, | there I asked one man, which way led to Jordan |
| 259: | ʾi pokáza mi. | and he (she?) showed me |
| 260: | ʾi ʾábïe pláčjuštu mi xoděx pǫ´tem, | and I immediately went weeping on the way |
| 261: | ʾi kъ vč҄éri prispěx vъ xrám st҃go ʾıʾwánna prdtčju. blízь ʾıʾwrdána. | and in the evening I reached the temple of St. John the Forerunner near Jordan |
| 262: | ʾi vъ dn҃ь tъ̏i pričéstix se vъ monastíri. | and on that day I took the Eucharist in the monastery |
| 263: | ʾi ne sъnedoxʹ polь xlě´ba | and I (did not?) ate a half of a loaf |
| 264: | ʾi pixь wt vódi ʾıʾwrdána | and I drank from the water of Jordan |
| 265: | potom vъzlegox | then I laid myself |
| 266: | ʾi prěspax támo. | and I slept there |
| 267: | ʾi zaуt҄rà ʾєgda dn҃ь býs҄. | and in the morning, as the day began |
| sъnídox dolě na réku | I went down to the river | |
| 268: | ʾi ʾwbrě´toxь málь korablь | and I found a small boat |
| 269: | ʾi prěídox. | and I crossed |
| 270: | ʾi prïídwx daže do zdȅ ʾižeže me vdiši ʾavvâ zosimâ. | and I came even here, where you see me, o Father Zosima |
| 271: | wtvě´šta stárcь | the elder answered |
| 272: | ʾi gl҃a ʾєĭ. | and he spoke to her: |
| 273: | koliko lě´tь ʾimáši st҃aa wtně´liže єˇsi zde vъ pustíni; | for how many years are you (you have, since you are) here in the desert? |
| 274: | gl҃a ʾєmû st҃a. | the saint spoke to him: |
| 275: | .m҃, lě´t҄, ʾimam ʾavvà zosimâ wtněliže єˇsm zdȅ. | 40 years (I have), o Father Zosima, since I am here |
| 276: | gl҃a ʾєĭ zosimâ, | Zosima spoke to her: |
| 277: | ʾi wt kdu ʾwbrětaeši píštu Tvojù daže do dns҄ь. | and from where do you take (find) your food until today? |
| 278: | ʾilì káko prěíde tolikoe lě´ti, | or how did you survive so many years? |
| 279: | gl҃a ʾєmû st҃a. | the saint spoke to him: |
| 280: | dvȁ ʾi pólь xlěba ʾimě´x ʾєgdà prěídox ʾıʾwrdánь. | I had two and half loaves of bread, when I crossed the Jordan |
| 281: | ʾi tóliko ʾisъxóše, ʾjako býše ʾjakóže kámenïe. | and they were as dry as stone |
| 282: | po málu bw` po malu prěídox sъ nimi. ʾi wt trávi sȅi pustínně. | (eating) a little by little, I survived with them and the desert grass |
| 283: | wtvě´šta stárcь | the elder answered |
| 284: | ʾi gl҃a єĭ. | and he spoke to her: |
| 285: | ʾi káko prěíde tóliko vrě´me. | how did you pass so much time? |
| 286: | ʾimáše li dosádu wt dïávola, ʾilì nì; | did you have any annoyance from the Devil or not? |
| 287: | gl҃a ʾєmû st҃a. | the saint spoke to him: |
| 288: | ʾavvâ zosimâ. véštь li me vъprašaeši, ʾidéže trépeštu ʾizréšti ti. | o Father Zosima, you are asking to say a thing I tremble from |
| 289: | zanè ăšte vъspomě´nu tólikye napásTi ʾíže prětrъ´pěx ʾi postrdáxь, | because, if I am to remember all the snares I suffered from |
| bojú se da ne postráždu. | I fear to not suffer (again) | |
| 290: | pakỳ gl҃a єĭ stárcь. | again, the elder spoke to her: |
| 291: | ml҃ju ti se rábě ʾistínnago x҃à | I pray you, o servant of the true Christ |
| 292: | ne sъkrî ničtóže. | do not hide anything |
| 293: | nь^ vъsà skáži mi ljúbvě radì xv҃ě. | but tell me all, for the sake of Christʹs love |
| 294: | wtvěšta st҃aa | the saint answered |
| 295: | ʾi rč҄é ʾєmu. | and she spoke to him: |
| 296: | vě´ru mi ʾimì ʾavvà zosimâ, | believe me, o Father Zosima |
| 297: | sédmь na ds҄étь lět҄ sъtvorix vъ pustínju sïju, | I was (did) for 17 years in this desert |
| ʾíže dosadi mnogy ʾimax wt dïávola. | (in) which I had many annoyances from the Devil | |
| 298: | zanè ʾєgdà načínax ʾjásti, vъspominax mésa ʾi ríby ʾíže běxu vъ ʾєgípte. | because when I ate, I remembered all the meat and fish, which were in Egypt |
| 299: | vъspominax vinâ mnógaa ʾíže pïáxь vъ ʾєg҄ѵpTe, | I remembered all the wines, which I drank in Egypt |
| 300: | ʾi raždizáše s҄ ʾutróba moà. | and my guts were set ablaze |
| 301: | ʾjako zdȅ pone vodi ne ʾimě´x piti. | because here I did not have even water to drink |
| 302: | ʾi pakỳ vъspominax kozloglásovanïa ʾíže znax, | and then again, I was remembering the songs which I knew |
| 303: | ʾi načínax kozloglásovati. | and I started to sing |
| 304: | ʾi pakỳ vъspominax grě´xy moè, ʾi prs҄tuju dv҃u ĭže položix ʾisporučnícu, | and then I remembered my sins, and the most holy Virgin, whom I set as my helper |
| 305: | ʾi prixóždaaxu mi ʾjakóže slъzy | and the (songs) were coming to me as tears |
| 306: | ʾi plakax se ʾwkaánna. | and I cried from repentance |
| 307: | ʾi ʾjakóže ml҃ixь bc҃u. svě´tь množaíši prosъ´vte prěd mnojû. | and as I prayed the Mother of God, the world became more bright for me |
| 308: | ʾi pogybaáxu pomýšlenïa moà zlȁa. | and my bad thoughts vanished |
| 309: | káko pově´dati mi ʾavvâ zosimâ ʾógnь ʾíže raspaljáše srdce moè bluda radì. | how to tell (you), o Father Zosima, (about) the flame, which was burning in my heart because of adultery? |
| 310: | nь^ ʾjakóže mi prixoždaxu tákova pomýšlenïa, léžax dolě na zemlì sъ slъ´zami. | but as these thoughts were coming, I laid myself on the ground with tears |
| 311: | ʾi ne vъstax, | and I did not stand up |
| ăšte ne xotěx víděTi svět҄ ʾw´nь rasípati se pomýšlenïa moà. | I did not want to see the light until my thoughts fell apart (?) | |
| 312: | próč҄e sъ tákovim napástьmi ʾavvà zosimâ, dosaždaema byx, z҃ı, ʾwně´x lě´t҄. | I was annoyed by such thoughts, o Father Zosima, for those 17 years |
| 313: | wt tolě daže do dns҄ь sъ pomóštïju prěčs҄tyju mi, ne ʾimějù nikojù dosádu, | since then, up until today, with the help of the Most Pure , I have no annoyance |
| 314: | gl҃a ʾєĭ zosímâ, | Zosima spoke to her: |
| 315: | ʾi proč҄e ne poíska li píštu ʾilì ʾodéždu ʾimeTi; | and did you not want to have food or clothes? |
| 316: | gl҃a ʾemû st҃a. | the saint spoke to him: |
| 317: | xlě´by wˇny ʾíže ti rex, sъnedox ĭxь vъ z҃ı, lět҄, | the bread I had, I ate in 17 years |
| 318: | ʾi wt tólě pitějú se wt trávu zemli seȉ. | since then I feed myself with the grass of this soil |
| 319: | ʾwděždu že mojù ʾíže ʾiměx prъvě´e. razdraše s҄ ʾi padoše. | the clothes I had before were torn and fell |
| 320: | ʾi stúdeni mnógy ʾiměx nóštïju, | and I had many cold nights |
| 321: | ʾi pakỳ vъ dn҃e ʾiměx velíky znoì. | and then, I had much heat in the day |
| 322: | tóliko ʾidéže mnogašti padax dolě ʾjakóže mrъ´tva wt studeni mnógye. | so much, that (here) I often fell down as dead because of much cold |
| 323: | nь^ b҃ъ ʾíže rč҄é ʾjako ne ʾw xlěbě tъ´kmo žívetʹ čl҃kь, tъ̏i mè pítaše ʾi pokrívaše me. | but God, who said that man does not live only by bread (Mt 4:4), He was feeding me and clothing me |
| 324: | ʾjako tъ̏ polóži vь nb҃sa na ʾwblácěx. | because He puts clouds onto heavens (Ps 146:8) |
| 325: | zosimâ ža ʾjako ʾuslýša wt písani gl҃et҄, wtvě´šta | as Zosima heard her citing the Scriptures, he answered |
| 326: | ʾi rč҄e ʾєĭ. | and he said to her: |
| 327: | vě´si li st҃a moà wt písani; | does my saint know of the Scriptures? |
| 328: | ʾilì naʾučí te ktô; | or by whom have you been taught? |
| 329: | gl҃a ʾemû st҃a. | the saint spoke to him: |
| 330: | ʾavvâ zosimâ, ăzь čl҃ka ʾє´šte ne víděx wtnéliže prïídoxʹ zdȅ, | o Father Zosima, I did not see a man since I came here |
| tъ´čïju st҃iju ti dns҄ь. | only the holy you today | |
| 331: | nь^ nìže ponè źvěrâ, ʾilì ʾino čtô žívotno viděx tóliko vrě´me. | but I have not seen even a beast nor another animal for such time |
| 332: | nižè pisánïe věmь ʾili ʾučíx se ʾavvâ moì. | neither I know the Scriptures, nor did I learn, my Father |
| 333: | nь^ b҃ъ ʾidéže podavaetь razúmь vъ čl҃cěx, ʾwnь` me naʾučì sïá slovesà. | but God, who (where) gives reason to (in) humans, He taught me those words |
| 334: | ml҃i ʾúbo b҃a ʾavvâ zosimà ʾw mn^ě grě´šnoi radì. | for that pray to God, o Father Zosima, for my sinful self |
| 335: | ʾjakóže ʾєmû rč҄é st҃a. | thus the saint spoke |
| ʾi zosimâ xótě sъtvóriti metánïa. | and Zosima wanted to pray | |
| 336: | togdà kósnu se ʾєmû st҃a | then saint interrupted him |
| 337: | ʾi ne ʾwstavï ʾєgò sъtvoríti sъvrъ´šenu metánïju. | and she did not allow him to finish the prayer |
| 338: | tъ´čïju rč҄e ʾєmû. | she just said to him: |
| 339: | ʾavvâ zosimâ. sï´a ʾíže ti ʾizrékwx ʾi slýša, bljudì nikomuže rcì doidéže prěstávlju se. | o Father Zosima, about this, what I told you and you heard, be aware not to tell (show) that to anyone, until I die |
| 340: | nь^ Ty̏ nn҃ja poidì sъ mírwm, | but you go now with peace |
| 341: | ʾi vъ grě´dušteє lě´to xóšteši me víděti pakỳ, | and you will see me in the next year again |
| 342: | próč҄e sъtvóri sïà ʾíže ti gl҃ju. | do what I say to you |
| 343: | vъ grěduštee lě´to ne prěidì ʾıʾwrdánь ʾjakóže ʾimáte wbýčai. | do not cross Jordan in the next year, as you usually do |
| 344: | nь^ prěbývai vъ monastíri. | but stay in the monastery |
| 345: | ʾjako ăšte xóšteši ʾizýti. ne xóšteši vъzmóšti. | for if you would like to go, you will not be able to |
| 346: | ʾi vъ velíkyi čeTvrъtьkь vč҄érь, prïimì st҃aa Taína dobrě`, | and on the Maundy Thursday evening take the Eucharist well |
| 347: | ʾi prinési na ʾıʾwrdánь, | and bring (it) to Jordan |
| 348: | ʾi ʾwžidaí me tamo. | and await me there |
| 349: | ʾjako wtně´liže prïidwx zdȅ, ʾє´šte ne pričésTix se. | because since I came here I did not have Eucharist yet |
| 350: | ségo radì ml҃ju ti se da mi prineseši st҃oe pričeštenïe. | that is why I pray you to bring me the Holy Eucharist |
| 351: | ʾi da rč҄eši ʾi ʾavvâ ʾıʾwánnû ʾigúmenu monasTirskomu bljústi se dobrě`. | and tell to Father John, the abbot of (your) monastery, to guard himself well |
| 352: | ʾjako mnw´ga zlȁ sútʹ vъnútrь monas҄tíra, ʾíže trébujutь ʾispravlénïa. | because there are many evils in the monastery, which require amendments |
| 353: | sï´a rč҄e st҃a | thus said the saint |
| 354: | ʾi ʾábïe wtbě´že vъ pustínju. | and she immediately ran into the desert |
| 355: | stárcь že čjúždaše s҄ káko rč҄e ʾwbýčai monas҄tírsky. | the elder wondered, as she spoke (about) the monastic customs |
| ʾi káko vděše sъgrěšénïe monas҄tirʹskoe. | and as she saw the sins of the monastery | |
| 356: | ʾi tъ´čïju padě dolě na zemlì, | he just fell down to the ground |
| 357: | ʾi cělova mě´sto ʾidéže stoáša st҃a | and he kissed the ground, where the saint stood |
| 358: | ʾi bl҃godarešti b҃a, vъzvráti se vъ monastir҄, | and, thanking God, he returned to the monastery |
| 359: | ʾjakóže prïídě drúgoe lěto, po ʾwbýčai monasTírskomu, xotěáše zosimâ ʾizýti ʾi ʾwnь`, | As the next year came, Zosima wanted to go according to the monastic custom too |
| 360: | ʾi ne vъzmóže. | and he could not |
| 361: | ʾjako vъzétь ʾєgò trésavica. | because he was taken by fever |
| 362: | ʾi togda vъspomě´nu káko rč҄e ʾєmû st҃a, ʾizýti ʾizъ monastíra. | and then he remembered, how the saint spoke to him, (about) leaving the monastery |
| 363: | próč҄e sъtvori málo dn҃y tresaviceju drъžim | then he spent some days, having the fever |
| 364: | ʾi pakỳ ʾiscě´le. | and he became healthy again |
| 365: | ʾєgdà že prispě` velíkyi čétvrьtokь. vъzè st҃oe pričešténïe ʾjakóže rč҄e ʾemû st҃aa. | when the Maundy Thursday came, he took the Holy Eucharist as the saint told him |
| 366: | ʾi vъzét҄ malo smókvy ʾi fíniky ʾi léštu kvášenu vъ vódě. | and he took a few figs and dates and lentils fermented in the water |
| 367: | ʾi poidè blízь rě´ky, | and he went to the river |
| 368: | ʾi ʾwžídaše víděti st҃uju. | and he waited to see her |
| 369: | ʾi plákaše mnóžae kako zakásně st҃a ʾi ne prixódit҄, | and he cried a lot, as the saint was late and not coming |
| 370: | ʾi pakỳ prïídoše ʾєmû támo ʾi druga pomýšlenïa. | and again, also other thoughts came to him there |
| 371: | ʾi vъlágaše vъ ʾumь svoì ʾjako ăšte prïídetь st҃a, sъ čim xóštet҄ prěíti ʾıʾwrdánь | and he was putting on his mind, how could the saint cross Jordan, if she will come |
| ʾíže kórablь něs҄. | where (which) there was no boat | |
| 372: | sï´a vъspominaše, vídě st҃uju | thinking about this, he saw the saint |
| 373: | ʾi prispě | (as) she arrived |
| 374: | ʾjakóže ju [vídě] stà. | and as as he saw her, he stood up |
| 375: | ʾi páky starcь čjuždaše s҄ sъ čim prěíti. | and the elder wondered, how (she could) cross |
| 376: | ʾi ʾábïe zré ju | and suddenly he saw her |
| 377: | ʾi sъtvóri krs҄tь svoì. | and (s?)he crossed himself |
| 378: | nóštь bě̏ vrě´me | it was a night |
| ʾi meséčina čisTa | and the moon was clear | |
| 379: | ʾi zré ju. | and he saw her |
| 380: | ʾjakóže sъtvóri krs҄tь. ʾwbrěte s҄ wt drúgoju sTránu rě´ky. | as he crossed himself, he found himself on the other side of the river |
| 381: | zosimâ že ʾjakóže ju vídě sъtvóri wbrázь poklóniti se. | seeing her, Zosima seemed to want to bow to her |
| 382: | ʾi gl҃a ʾemû st҃a, | and the saint spoke to him: |
| 383: | ʾavvâ zosimâ čtô xóšteši sъtvóriti. | o Father Zosima, what do you want to do? |
| 384: | st҃aa taína nósiši | you carry the Holy Eucharist |
| 385: | ʾi xóšteši sъtvóriti metánïa; | and you want to pray? |
| 386: | gl҃jušti slóvo sȅ st҃a prispě` kъ stárcu | speaking this word, the saint came to the elder |
| 387: | ʾi rč҄é | and she said: |
| 388: | bls҄vi me ʾavvâ | o Father, bless me |
| 389: | bls҄vi me, | bless me |
| 390: | potom vъloži stárca | then asked the elder: |
| 391: | ʾi ʾizrč҄e ʾєĭ oč҃é nášь, ʾi vě´ruju vъ ʾєdínogo b҃a. | and he told her Our Father and Credo (I believe in one God) |
| 392: | ʾi cělova ʾegò po ʾwbýčai ljúbvě. | and she kissed him according to the custom of love |
| 393: | ʾi togdà pričésti se | and then she took the Eucharist |
| 394: | ʾi réčε. | and she said: |
| 395: | nn҃ě wtpúštaeši rábu tvojù vldko sъ mirom po gl҃ju tvoʾєmû, | now you have freed your servant, o Lord, with peace as You have said |
| 396: | ʾjakože viděstě ʾꙫči moi sps҄énïe Tvoe. | for my eyes have seen Your salvation (Lk 2:30) |
| 397: | Togdà gl҃a stárcu. | then she spoke to the elder: |
| 398: | prosti me ʾavvâ zosimâ. | forgive me, o Father Zosima |
| 399: | ʾi drúgo xótěnïe da sъtvóriši mi. | fulfill one more wish for me |
| 400: | nn҃ja poídi vъ monastíri tvoem sъ pomóštïju bž҃ı´ju. | now, go to your monastery with the help of God |
| 401: | ʾi vъ gréduštee lěto, pakỳ prïidi na mésto ʾidéže me ʾwbrě´te prívy krátь. | and come again next year to the same place, where you have met me for the first time |
| 402: | ʾi xóšteši me viděti ʾjakóže vъsxóštet҄ b҃ъ moì. | and if my God will want, you will see me |
| 403: | gl҃a ʾєĭ stárcь. | the elder spoke to her: |
| 404: | rábo ʾistínnago b҃a. nь^ kogdà bdǫ ds҄oínь poslědstvováti ti. | but, o servant of the true God, when I will be worthy to follow you? |
| 405: | nь^ ponè vъzmì wt sï´a ʾíže ti prinésox pištu. | but take at least from this food I have brought for you |
| 406: | prosTrь bò st҃a rǫ´ku | then the saint stretched her hand |
| 407: | ʾi vъzet҄ tъ´kmo trȉ zrъ´na wt léšti. | and she took only three grains from the lentils |
| 408: | ʾi pakỳ sъtvóri krs҄tь svoì, | and she crossed herself again |
| 409: | ʾi prěíde ʾıʾwrdánьskaa rě´ka više, ʾjakóže ʾi prъ´vi krátь. | and she crossed the river Jordan as in the first time |
| 410: | stárcь že vъzvráti se vъ monas҄tírь svoì slávešti b҃a. | and the elder returned to his monastery, praising God |
| 411: | nь^ mnógaa skrъbeáše kako ne uvdě ʾimě st҃ěì. | but he was very sad for not asking (seeing) the name of the saint |
| 412: | próč҄e naděáše s҄ pakỳ vъpróstitï ju. | for the next time, he hoped to ask her |
| 413: | ʾєgdà že prispě pakỳ lě´to. ʾi dn҃y sírni, ʾizýde ʾizь monastírь po ʾwbýčai ĭže ʾiměáxu, | when the next year and the Cheese Days came, he left the monastery according to the custom they had |
| 414: | ʾi xoždaaše po pustíni zréšti samo ʾi ʾwnámo | and he was walking around the desert looking here and there |
| ʾєdà bò víděti st҃ǫę gdȅ. | where the saint could be seen | |
| 415: | ʾi ʾjakóže ju ne ʾuvdě´ nače plákati sTárcь, | and as he did not see her, the elder began to cry |
| 416: | ʾi sъ slъ´zami mnogymi gl҃aše kъ b҃u. | and with many tears he spoke to God: |
| 417: | b҃e mói velíkosílně. ʾíže me spdóbi víděti tákovoe taínsTvo, ne razlučaí me ʾi dáže do koncà sъvrъ´šiti. | o my powerful God, who made me to see such a great mystery, do not abandon me before I finish it |
| 418: | spdóbi me x҃è moì polučiti mi pakỳ ml҃tvami єeˇ rábě tvoè. | make me worthy, o my Christ, to receive the prayer from her, your servant |
| 419: | sï´a gl҃juštu stárcu. zrȅšti na dě´sno ʾi na lévo ʾєdà vídětï ju, | as the elder was thus speaking, he looked on his right and left, whether she was to see there |
| 420: | ʾi zréšti vidě ʾidéže bě̏ končála ʾi sъ krъsténi rǫ´cě. | and looking thus, he saw, where he had passed away with crossed hands |
| 421: | ʾi glávu ʾєi bě´še kъ zapadu. | and her head was (turned) towards the west |
| 422: | ʾi ʾjakóže ju vidě teče plačjúšti se. | and as he saw her, he ran crying to her |
| 423: | ʾi ʾwséza nozě st҃ěi | and he embraced her legs |
| 424: | ʾi kropěáše ʾix sъ slъzami ʾєgò. | and he watered them with his tears |
| 425: | ʾєlíko bò móštno slъ´zeše | and he wept strongly |
| 426: | ʾi wt ѱáltira réče neporoč҄ny, | and from the Psalter he recited the (Psalm of the) Undefiled (Ps 118) |
| 427: | ʾi togdà čjúždaše s҄ čtô sъtvóriti | and then he wondered what to do |
| 428: | ʾi ăbïe vídě výše glávye st҃ěi, | and then he saw (looked?) over the head of the saint |
| ʾi bě̏ písana zemljà, | and the ground was written upon | |
| 429: | ʾi gl҃aše táko | and it spoke thus: |
| 430: | ʾavvâ zosimâ. pogrě´by tělo směrénïe marï´e sï´e ʾíže ʾwbrě´te. | Father Zosima, bury the body of this humble Mary, which you have found |
| 431: | ʾi ml҃i b҃a ʾw mn^ě radì. | and pray God for my sake |
| 432: | skónčáx že se vъ ms҄cь farmuѳïa, sy̏reč҄ ʾaprílïa. vъ nóšti ʾwnoì ʾidéže pričéstix se. | I have passed away in the month of Parmouti, that is April, in the night when I took the Eucharist |
| 433: | sï´a pisánïa ʾjakóže vídě zosimâ, čjúždaše s҄ kto ʾix sъpísa. | as Zosima saw these writings, he wondered, who has written them |
| 434: | rekla bô bě̏ ʾєmû st҃a káko ne vě´stь pisánïa | because she had told him, that she does not know how to write |
| ʾi káko dvȁ ds҄etь dn҃y púta, vъ ʾєdínь čas҄ poíde st҃aa. | and (he wondered) how the saint could pass 20 days of walk in an hour | |
| 435: | ʾi próč҄e čjúždaše s҄ pakỳ sъ čímь ʾiskópati zemljù. | and also he wondered how to dig the ground |
| 436: | támo vídě malo drě´vo dólě na zemlì povrъ´ženno, | he saw there a small piece of wood thrown on the ground |
| 437: | ʾi načétь sъ ními kopati zemljù. | and he began to dig the ground with it (them) |
| 438: | ʾi ne vъzmóže. | and he could not |
| 439: | ʾjako bě stárь | because he was old |
| 440: | nь^ ʾi mě´sto bě̏ mnógo suxo. | but also the place was very dry |
| 441: | ʾi ʾábïe vídě ʾєdínogo lъvâ ʾíže ližaše nózě st҃ěì | and suddenly he saw a lion, licking the saintʹs legs |
| 442: | ʾi ʾjakóže ʾєgò vídě ʾouboá se. | and as he saw (the beast), he became afraid |
| 443: | ʾjako vъspomínaše slóvo st҃ěi ʾidéže rč҄e. ʾjako źvěrâ ne vídě vъ četiri ds҄étь lě´t҄. | because he remembered the word of the saint, (where she said) that she did not saw a beast in forty years |
| 444: | proč҄e sъtvóri krs҄tь svoì, | then he crossed himself |
| 445: | ʾi naděєˇ se ne vrě´ditï ʾєgò, | and he hoped to not harm him |
| 446: | ʾi wtvě´šta kъ lъ´vu | and he said (answered) to the lion |
| 447: | ʾi rč҄e. | and said: |
| 448: | ʾw` źvěrû ne ʾukrótimi. ponéže sila bž҃ı´a prinesla te єs҄ zdȅ pomóšti mi, | o untameable beast, as the power of God has brought you here to help me, |
| ʾiskópai zemljù pogrebʹsti st҃ěi móšti. | dig the ground to bury the relics of the saint! | |
| 449: | ʾjako єˇsmь ăzь stárь | because I am old |
| 450: | ʾi ne vъzmógu. nižè kópati nižè poíti prinésti dělánïa kópati. | and I cannot dig nor bring tools (?) for digging |
| 451: | ʾi ségo radì ty̏ sъtvóri gróbь st҃ěì. | for this reason, you do make a grave for the saint |
| 452: | Síce rč҄e stárcь. | thus spoke the elder |
| 453: | ʾi ʾabïè lъ´vь vъzъmь sъ prědními nógami | and the lion quickly began (to dig) with his forward legs |
| 454: | ʾi ʾiskópa ʾєlíko pokriti tělo st҃ěi, | and he dug out so much (as needed) to cover the body of the saint |
| 455: | ʾi ʾjakóže ʾiskópa sъTvori metánïa kъ stárcu | and as he finished digging, he did a prayer towards the elder |
| 456: | ʾi vъníde vъnútrь pustíni. | and he went into the desert |
| 457: | stárcь že pogrébe tělo st҃ye támo ʾidéže ju ʾwbrě´te. | the elder then buried the body of the saint where he found her |
| 458: | ʾi vъzvráti se vъ monas҄tírь slávešti ʾi pojúšti b҃a. | and he returned to the monastery praising and singing to God |
| 459: | nь^ ʾigúmenь ʾıʾwánnь obrě´te mnwgaa prěgrěšénïa vъ monas҄tíri, ʾjakóže rč҄e st҃a. | but abbot John found many sins in the monastery, as the saint said |
| 460: | támo bw` vъ tom mostíri skončá se starcь zosimâ .r҃, lě´t҄. stárosti, | the elder Zosima passed away there in that monastery (being) 100 years old |
| 461: | Sï´a sutь dě´la bludnici ljúbymici. | These are the deeds of the harlot, my dear |
| 462: | sȉ sut҄ dobrodě´teli ʾouničižénïe ženỳ. | these are the virtues of a despicable woman |
| 463: | bludnica po ʾistíně bě̏, | she was truly a harlot |
| 464: | nь̏ ʾi velíkye dobrodětelïe єˇe, spdobyše ju vъ crs҄tvy nbs҄němь. | but also her great virtues made her worthy for (in) the Kingdom of Heaven |
| 465: | grě´šnaa bě̏, | she was sinful |
| 466: | nь^ ʾi pokaánïemь sp҃sé se. | but she saved herself by penance |
| 467: | zanè da vidímь kako pósti se. | so that we see her fasting |
| 468: | da vdímь [káko] trúdi se. | so (that) we see how she worked |
| 469: | ne bě li tȁa grěšni[ca]; | wasnʹt she a sinner? |
| 470: | ne bě̏ li ʾi tȁ ʾuničížena; | wasnʹt she contemptous? |
| 471: | ségo radì ʾi ʾí my̏ da pokaém se ʾw grěsě´x našix. | for this reason, also we should repent about our sins |
| 472: | ʾi da ne pádemь vъ wtčaánye, ăšte ʾi ʾjakóže peskь mórʹskyi, sút҄ sъgrěšenïa náša. | and we should not fall into depression, if you sins are numerous as the sand of the sea |
| 473: | ně´s҄ ni ʾєdínь grě´x ʾidéže bolitь mls҄tь bž҃ï´a. | there is no sin, which surpasses (?) the mercy of God |
| 474: | nižè єs҄ nikoe prěgrě´šenïe, ʾíže ne ʾispravljáet se pokaánïemь. | nor is there any transgression, which cannot be amended by penance |
| 475: | prïémlet҄ b҃ъ pokaánïemь vъsákomu. | God accepts the penance of anyone |
| 476: | tъčïju prilěžne da ʾwbrátim se. | (he needs) only to turn away (from the sin) accordingly |
| 477: | sъ vъsem srdcemь da kaєˇm se. | let us repent with all heart |
| 478: | ʾi prïémletь nas҄ b҃ъ. | and God will accept us |
| 479: | ʾjako єs҄ mls҄rdь ʾi mng҄o mls҄tívь. | because he is gracious and very merciful |
| 480: | ʾi da ne gl҃emь ʾjako da tvorim grě´xy mnógy, ʾi poslěžde xoštem kaáti se. | and let us not say that we should do many sins and afterwards we will repent |
| 481: | ʾjako kTo trьžьsTvuetь táko sp҃senïe ʾєgò, ne spdobljáetь b҃ъ tákovago pokaati se. | who makes such a trade out of salvation, God does not make him worthy to repent |
| 482: | ʾi čtô vě´mь ăšte ʾi do vč҄era ʾumrem; | and do we know, whether we will not die until the evening? |
| 483: | ʾilì kogda razuměĭmь čás҄ sъmrъ´ti našeì, | or when we will know the hour of our death? |
| 484: | sego rad` povelě` g҃ь vъ st҃mь ʾєѵg҄lïi, | that is why the Lord said in the holy Gospel: |
| 485: | bditè, ʾjako ne věstě dn҃ь, nì čás҄, vъ nže sn҃ь čl҃čsky prïídet҄, | Watch therefore, for you know neither the day nor the hour in which the Son of Man is coming (Mt 25:13 NKJV) |
| 486: | ʾi ponéže ne věmi čas҄ sъmrъ`ti nášei, da ne lénim se sp҃sénïa nášego. | and because we do not know the hour of our death, let us not be lazy about our salvation |
| 487: | da ne wtčaím se dobroti dš҃i našeì. | let us not despair about the good of our souls |
| 488: | zanè lě´nostь nikogdà dóbro ne ʾispravljáetь. | because sloth never does any good |
| 489: | nìkogdà bl҃go ne sъvrъ´šaetь. nìže tělésnoe nìže dš҃evnoe. | it never finishes any good: neither corporeal, nor spiritual |
| 490: | ʾi ʾjakóže ktô ăšte ʾwblě´nit se nivě` svoʾeì ʾilì lozíju svoeˇmu ʾi ne ʾwkopaváetь ju, pogubljáetь se wt trъ´nïemь ʾi býlïemь | (and) as when someone is lazy on his acre or in his vineyard and does not cultivate it, it is lost to thorns and weed |
| 491: | táko єs҄ ʾi vъ dš҃i vъsákomu xrs҄tï´áninu. | so it is also with the soul of every Christian |
| 492: | ʾєgdà ʾwblě´nit se čl҃kь dělánïju bž҃ı´ju ʾi prinošénïe dš҃i ʾєgò, ʾábïe pogýbaetь dš҃a čl҃ku ʾwnómu wt pomýšlenïa zlȁ, wt mъčtanïa běsw´vska. ʾi wt ʾína naxóždenïa lukava. | when a human is lazy in divine works and in helping his soul, suddenly his soul is lost to that man because of bad thoughts, of devilish dreams, and other evil ideas |
| 493: | ségo radì podbaetь ne leniti se dóbroTi dš҃e nášei, | that is why it is good not to be lazy about the goodness of our soul |
| 494: | ʾi gl҃émь, | and (it is not good to) speak: |
| 495: | dns҄ь grěxy da sъtváraemь, | let us do sins today |
| 496: | ʾi zaуt҄ra xoštem pokaáti se. | and tomorrow we will repent |
| 497: | vъ ʾjunosti nášei da sъgrěšenïe tvorim, | let us sin in our youth |
| 498: | ʾi vъ stárosti nášei xoštemь kaáti se. | and we will repent in our old age |
| 499: | zanè tákova pomýšlenïa sút҄ lukavago dïávola. ʾíže dóbroti dš҃amь našim ne xóštet҄. | because such thoughts are from the evil Devil, who does not want the good for our souls |
| 500: | ăšte vъ juˇnosti nášei ne xóštem pokaáti se, ʾidež҄ možem rábotati kánona dx҃ovnika nášego, | if we will not repent in our youth, where we can work according to our religion (regulations of our clergy ?) |
| káko pokaém se vъ stárosti našeì ʾidéže ne moštʹni tělesem nášeimь. | then, how we will (be able to) repent in our old age, when we are bodily weak? | |
| ĭže ne móžemь nižè pokaáti se, nižè póstiti se. nižè bdě´ti nižè ʾinì trud tvóriti grě´x radì nášix. | then, we can neither repent, nor fast, nor stay awake, nor perform any work for the sake of our sins | |
| 501: | nnja ʾidéže ʾimami vrě´me. | (it is) now, when we have time |
| 502: | nn҃ja da pokaém se vъsáko. | (it is) now (the time) to do any penance |
| 503: | dns҄ь ʾidéže tvorímь grě´xy. dns҄ь ʾispovědaím se, | today we sin, today we confess |
| 504: | zanè ʾjakož҄ glet҄ prěmǫ´dri solomonь, | because, as the most wise Solomon says: |
| ne vě´mi čtô ráditь zaуt҄rà. | we know not what (will be there) to do tomorrow (cf. Preacher 7:14) | |
| 505: | sȉréčь ne vě´mi čtô xóštet҄ býti dáže do ʾutrà, | that is, we do not know, what will be even tomorrow |
| 506: | da ne ʾjavljáemь sebe ʾjako besъmrъ`tny. | let us not consider ourselves to be deathless |
| 507: | da ne sъgrěšaemь ʾjako ʾє´že ne xoštem ʾumréti kogda. | let us not sin as if we were not ever going to die |
| 508: | nь^ razúměvaímь ʾjako krátkь ʾi vrě´meny єs҄ žívotь náš҄. | but let us understand that our life is short and temporal |
| da ʾispravim sámi sebě. | let us mend ourselves | |
| 509: | da wtvrátim volju nášu vъ bl҃goe. | let us turn our will to good |
| 510: | da ʾizměnim ʾoumýšlenïa náša kъ polʹzy dš҃i nášei, | let us change our thoughts for the profit of our soul |
| 511: | ne pomýšljaimь tъkmo káko ʾwbógatiti se. ʾilì káko ʾwblě´šti se. ʾilì káko pítati se. | Let us not think only about how to get rich or clothe or feed ourselves |
| 512: | nь^ páče množae da pomišljáimь káko ʾugóditi x҃u. káko da sъvrъ´šim dobrodě´telь. káko da ʾulučim crs҄tvïe nbs҄noe. | but let us think more about how to please Christ, how to gain virtue, how to receive the Kingdom of Heaven |
| 513: | zanè ʾi g҃ь táko námь zápověda vъ st҄mь ʾєѵg҄lïi | because thus tells us the Lord in the Holy Gospel |
| 514: | ʾi gl҃etь. | and He says: |
| 515: | ne pécete s҄ dš҃eju vášeju štô ʾjastè ʾilì čtô pïéte nìže tělom vášimь vъ čtô ʾoblě´cěte s҄. | do not worry in your souls, what you will eat˸ or about your body, what you will wear (Lk 12:22) |
| 516: | ne dš҃a li bólše єs҄ píšti ʾi tělo ʾoděždy; | is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? (23) |
| 517: | sy̏reč ne pomýšljaíte vъnutrъ dš҃ax vášix čtô jáste ʾilì pïete, | that is: do not worry inside your souls, what you will eat or drink |
| 518: | nižè ʾiměíte pomýšlenïa vъ čtô ʾoblě´čete telěsi vášego. | nor think of in what you clothe your body |
| 519: | něs҄ lì dš҃a váša bólšaa wt ʾásTïa. | is not the soul more than food? |
| 520: | něs҄ li tělesà váša bolʹša wt ʾwdě´žde; | is not your body more than the clothes? |
| 521: | skazúetь ʾjakó eˇže ʾoumyšljáetě radì ʾjastïa ĭže něs҄ ničtóže, káko ne pecě´te s҄ ʾi dš҃e svoeeˇ radì ĭže єs҄ veštʹ čъsTněíša vъsego míra. | he says, that what you think about food is in vain, if you donʹt care about your soul, which is something more precious than the whole world |
| 522: | ʾi pakỳ povelě` po dólě g҃ь, | and again, he says below: |
| 523: | vъzrite na ptici nbs҄ny, | look at the heavenly birds (Lk 12:24) |
| 524: | ʾjako nì séjutъ | they do not sow |
| 525: | ni žnut҄ | nor they reap |
| 526: | ni sъbýrajutь vъ žítnici, | nor they have no barn |
| 527: | ʾi wtc҃ъ vášь nbs҄nyi pítaetь е, | and your heavenly Father feeds them |
| 528: | ne ví li lučšïi єˇstě ʾwněx, | are you not better than these? |
| 529: | ktô že li wt vas҄ péšti se móžetь priložíti vъzrástu svoeˇmû lъkatь ʾєdínь, | and who among you can add a cubit to your life? (25) |
| 530: | sȉrěč҄ víditě na ptíce ʾidéže lě´tajutь po vъzduxu, | that is: you see (to) the birds, which (where) they fly in the sky |
| 531: | káko ni sě´jutь | as they do not sow |
| 532: | ni žnut҄, | nor they reap |
| 533: | nižè sъbýrajutь vъ žítnice, | nor they have no barn to collect in |
| 534: | ʾi b҃ъ wtc҃ъ vъsem pitaetь téxь, | and God the All-Father feeds them with everything |
| 535: | vy̏ že bô čl҃cy ne ʾizměnenili ʾєstě mnóžae wt tě´x; | are you not, humans, better than these? |
| 536: | ktô že li wt vásь ʾumísliti móžet҄ priložiti tělesi svoeˇmu lъ´kat҄ ʾєdínʹ. | and who among you, worrying, can add a cubit to your body? |
| 537: | ʾi pakỳ povělě` | and again, he speaks: |
| 538: | ʾo ʾwdě´žde čtô pečéte se. | why are you anxious about clothes? |
| 539: | vъzriTe na kríny selnye, | look at the wild flowers (Lk 12:27-28) |
| 540: | káko rastǫ´tь, | how they grow |
| 541: | ne truždajút se. | they do not labor |
| 542: | ni prědut҄. | nor they spin |
| 543: | gl҃ju že vámь | yet I tell you |
| 544: | ʾjako nì solomonь vъ vseì slávě svoeĭ ʾwblě´če se ʾjako ʾєdínь wt six. | not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these |
| 545: | ăšte že séno sélnoe dns҄ь súšte, ʾi ʾutrè vъ péštь vъlagaémo, b҃ъ táko ʾwstavljáetь, kólmi páče vasь málově´ry, | if that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into fire, how much more will He clothe you, you of little faith? |
| 546: | sȉrě´č҄ počtô radì ʾumýšljaete radì ʾwdežde. | that is: why do you think of clothes? |
| 547: | pone razuměíte cvě´tïe polʹskoe, | think at least of the wild flowers |
| 548: | káko rástutʹ | how they grow |
| 549: | ne truždajút se, | they do not labor |
| 550: | nižè prědut҄. | nor they spin |
| 551: | gl҃ju vámь | yet I tell you |
| 552: | ʾjakóže ni solomónь vъ mnozěx ʾєgò krásotax ʾi čъ´sti. ne ʾwblě´če se ʾjakóže ʾєdínь wt syx ʾwblě´šti se tákovoju krásotu ʾjakóže sut҄ ʾoukrášenna cvěTïa. | not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these |
| 553: | ăšte že sě´no polʹskoe ʾidéže dns҄ь єs҄, ʾi zaуt҄rà vъlagajutь vъ péštь ʾi sъgáraetь, b҃ъ ʾwdě´vaetь ʾi ʾoúkrášaetь táko, kóliko pače vas málověry nε xóštet li vi ʾwblě´šti, | if that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into fire, how much more will He clothe you, you of little faith? |
| 554: | ne ʾoúbo pečete s҄ gl҃júšte, čTò ʾjamì, ʾilì čtô pïemь ʾili čimь ʾwblěcěm se, | do not worry, saying , ʹwhat we eatʹ or ʹwhat we drinkʹ or ʹwhat to put onʹ (cf. Lk 12:29-30) |
| 555: | vъsě´x bò six ʾєzýčnici ʾištut҄. | for this is what the heathens want |
| 556: | vě´stь bô wtc҃ъ vášь nbs҄nyi. ʾjako trěbuete vъsà sýix. | and your Father knows that you need them |
| 557: | ʾištéte prěžde crs҄tvïa bž҃ı´a ʾi právdy ʾєgò | seek first His Kingdom and His truth |
| 558: | ʾi sï´a vъsà priložit se vám. | and this all will be included |
| 559: | sy̏reč҄ proč҄e ne pomýšljaite gl҃jušte čtô jămì ʾilì čtô pïémь, ʾilì čímь ʾwděždim se. | that is: do not worry, saying , ʹwhat we eatʹ or ʹwhat we drinkʹ or ʹwhat to put onʹ |
| 560: | zanè sï´a vъsà ʾęzýci ʾištut҄. | for this is what all the heathens want |
| 561: | zanè b҃ъ wtc҃ъ vášь ʾíže єs҄ na nbs҄ěxь vě´stь trěbovanïa sï´a vъsà. | and your Father knows that you need them |
| 562: | ségo radì ʾištéte prъ´věe crs҄tvye bž҃ı´e ʾi právdy ʾєgò. | thus seek first His Kingdom and His truth |
| 563: | ʾi sï´a vъsà sъvýše podaet se. | and this all will be given to you from above |
| 564: | próč҄e ʾi ʾimy̏ ljúbymici, ne pomýšljaimь tákovaa. | let us think us too, my dear |
| 565: | nь^ dš҃amь nášimʹ prinošénïa da pomýšljaimь. | but let us think of spiritual gain |
| 566: | sps҄enïju nášemu da poʾučaím se. | let us gain knowledge for the sake of salvation |
| 567: | dš҃amь našim da potaštim se káko pitanïixь sъ slovwm bž҃ï´emь. | let us struggle for the sake of our souls by feeding them with the Word of God |
| 568: | dš҃amь našim da potъštim se káko napoíti ʾix, sъ ʾučénïemь bg҃oʾugódnyx. | let us struggle for the sake of our souls by giving them to drink of the teachings of those, who are pleasing to God |
| 569: | dš҃i náše da ponudim káko ʾwblě´šti se sъ dobrodě´telmi. | let us train our souls how to clothe themselves in virtues |
| 570: | radì da nas҄ spdobytь x҃s´, zdȅ prěíti zdráva bespečálny, bl҃godn҃ьstávny, ne bláznьni, wt vrágovь dš҃evnyix ʾi tělésnyix. | so that Christ will find us worthy, here (beyond?) to come healthy, without despair, virtuous, not seduced by enemies of the soul and of the body |
| 571: | támože nas҄ da spdóbitь věčnaágo ʾєgò crs҄tvya. | there He will make us worthy of His eternal Kingdom |
| 572: | ʾjako Tomu pdobaetь slv҄a čs҄tyi ʾi poklanjánïe, sъ beznačélnym ʾєgò ʾoc҃emь. ʾi prěst҃mь ʾi bl҃gymь, ʾi žívotvóreštïimь ʾєgò dx҃omь. | for His is the glory, honor and respect, with beginning-less Father of Him, and with Most Holy and good and life-giving Spirit |
| nn҃ja ʾi prs҄no ʾi vъ věkỳ věkwm, | now and ever and forever | |
| 573: | ʾamin҄:♣ | amen |