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1:	=== slovo i skazanie za stuju taisiju mladu devicu	[Title] Homily and story about the young maiden St. Thaïs
2:	beše ot mladosъ bludnica	[Title] She was a prostitute from a young age
3:	bratię moi ljubezni xočemъ vamъ prikazъ da prikažemъ za taisiju blženuju kakvo xodi bludnica	My beloved brothers, I want to tell you a story about the blessed Thaïs, who was (lit. walking as) a prostitute
4:	i ostavi se	And she ceased (to do so)
5:	i proslavi se	And she became glorious
6:	i dobre se pokaja što e sotvorila grexi i zlu rabotu	And she repented much for the sins and bad deeds she had done
7:	tova e slovo na veliko pokajanie	This is a story of great repentence
8:	poslušaite bratie	Listen, brothers!
9:	budete bloveni ot bga	Be blessed by God!
10:	taja blženaja taisia mlada devica beše	That blessed Thaïs was a young maiden
11:	imaše ona maikju	She had a mother
12:	podobna beše i gotova na sramnoe bezumie	She was likened (to her evil) and ready for a shameful madness
13:	i beše na gledane jako xubava	And she was very beautiful to look at
14:	i fanu taisiju dъšterъ svoju za ruku	And she took her daughter Thaïs by the hand
15:	i zavede ju na skutno mesto pagubno	And she took her to a ruinous secret place
16:	i predade ju na mužie bezakonici da si pogubi dšu	And she handed her over to lawless men to make her lose her soul
17:	i proču se ime i xubosъ lice noino po svi strane	And her name and the beauty of her face became notorious in every land
18:	i čudexu se	And people were wondering
19:	i mlogo luge prixodexu da ju vidatъ lice to i xubos ta	And many people were coming to see her face and beauty
20:	i koi ju vidi mlogo i prinosexu imenie srebro i zlato i rizi xubavi i drexi svileni i svetlivi i dragi	And whoever saw her, brought to her a large fortune - silver, gold, nice shirts and shiny, expensive silk clothes
21:	i mlogo marъgaritъ ju davaxu toko da ju vidutъ lice to i da si sotvorutъ xotenie ženъsko sasъ nju	And they gave her many pearls just to see her face and to do the woman's lust with her
22:	i edni izlazexu	Some were going out
23:	a drugi prixodexu	And others were going in
24:	i mnogo srebro i źlato spečali	And she earned a lot of silver and gold
25:	i minu nekoliko vreme	And some time passed
26:	dočulъ beše edinъ jagumenъ starъ kolъko do devet desetъ godinъ	And an abbot had heard, as old as ninety years
27:	i obleče se u beli drexi	And he put on white clothes
28:	i uze edinъ zlatnikъ	And he took a gold coin
29:	i otide pri taisiju	And he went to Thaïs
30:	i stanu pri nju	And he came to her
31:	i dade i źlatniko	And he gave her the gold coin
32:	ona go uze	She took it
33:	i reče mu	And she said to him
34:	vlezni u kletъ moi	ʺCome into my roomʺ
35:	i onъ ju povede	And he led her
36:	i vleze u kletъ sasъ nju	And he went into the room with her
37:	i vide odъrъ visokъ nasljanъ	And he saw a high, prepared bed
38:	i sednu taisia na odrъ	And Thaïs sat down on the bed
39:	i poče da zove igumena na odrъ	And she began calling the abbot to the bed
40:	i on se ukači	And he got on
41:	i sede sasъ nju	And he sat with her
42:	i reče i	And he said to her:
43:	ima li negde drugi kletъ	ʺIs there another room somewhere?ʺ
44:	ta da ideme tamo da ležime da ni ne vidi nikoi	ʺSo we go lie there so no one sees usʺ
45:	a tasia reče igumenu	And Thaïs said to the abbot:
46:	ili se ot luge sramuvašъ	ʺEither you feel ashamed in front of peopleʺ
47:	i tuka da ležime nikoi ni ne vidi	ʺIf we lie here, no one sees usʺ
48:	ili se ot bga boišъ	ʺOr you are afraid of Godʺ
49:	to kako bi se skril i pod zemlju i tamo bgъ vidi	ʺEven if you hide under the earth, God sees there tooʺ
50:	kato ču dxovnikъ taja duma ot nju a onъ ju reče	When the cleric heard these words from her, he said to her
51:	vidiš li bga ti bludnice	ʺYou do know (lit. see) God, o you harlot?ʺ
52:	ona reče	She said:
53:	ei vidimъ crtvo i muka u nego estъ	ʺYes, I know (lit. see), (that) the Kingdom (of Heaven) and the (Eternal) Torment are His.ʺ
54:	ta i reče dxovnikъ	So the cleric said to her:
55:	ti kogi vidišъ bga a zašto galatišъ člveci	ʺIf you see God, then why do you deprave people?ʺ
56:	ona ču taja duma ot dxovnika	She heard these words from the cleric
57:	i pade na noze dxovniku	And she fell at the cleric's feet
58:	i fanu da plače	And she began crying
59:	i reče	And she said:
60:	ja vidimъ	ʺI seeʺ
61:	doide vreme da se ostavimъ ot tova źloe sotvorenie moe i pokajanie sogrešeniemъ moimъ	ʺThe time has come for me to leave this evil doing of mine and to repent for my sinsʺ
62:	no ti oče počekai me toko tri časa	ʺBut you wait for me for just three hours, fatherʺ
63:	i da sotvorišъ kakvo ti sakašъ	ʺAnd you will do whatever you wantʺ
64:	i da bixъ se poplakala ot grexove moi što smъ gi sotvorila	ʺAnd I would cry a little about my sins that I have commitedʺ
65:	ox uvii okajana ja	ʺOh, woe to poor me!ʺ
66:	onъ ju reče	He said to her:
67:	ti taisie xočešъ da polučišъ proštenie grexovъ tvoixъ	ʺThaïs, you are going to be forgiven for your sinsʺ
68:	a ona togiva uze sve imane svoe okajanoe što beše spečalila sasъ kurъvarъstvo	And she then took all her despicable fortune she had earned with adultery
69:	i dade go sve na siromasi	And she gave it all to the poor
70:	beše spečalila do četiri stotinъ litri zlato	She hoared up to four hundred pounds of gold
71:	i otide po dxovnika da se pokae za grexove svoi	And she followed the cleric to repent for her sins
72:	i fanu ju dxovnikъ za ruku	And the cleric took her by the hand
73:	i zavede ju u mntrъ dvičeski	And he took her to a convent
74:	i zatvori ju u edinъ zatvorecъ manečkъ	And he locked her up in a small prison
75:	i zapečati ju sasъ olovo	And he sealed her up with lead
76:	i ostavi malъki prozorecъ koliko da ju podava xlebъ i malo vodu	And he left a small window just that he could hand her bread and a little water
77:	i tova po ednušъ dneska	And that once a day
78:	i tova sasъ meru	And that with measure
79:	i reče dxovniku taisia	And Thaïs said to the cleric:
80:	gde oče na proxodъ da idemъ	ʺWhere should I go for a pass?ʺ
81:	a duxovnikъ reče	And the cleric said:
82:	u keliju tuka e tebe dostoino da budet	ʺIt is proper for you to be here in the cellʺ
83:	paki reče taisia	Again, Thaïs spoke:
84:	kako mi oče veliši da molimъ bga da me prosti gdъ bgъ ot grexъ moi	ʺHow do you order me to ask God to forgive me for my sin?ʺ
85:	a dxovnikъ ju kaže	And the cleric said to her:
86:	ti ošte ne si dostoina da pomenešъ ime gdne	ʺYou are still not worthy of mentioning the name of Godʺ
87:	i usta tvoi mrъsni sutъ	And your mouth is foul
88:	ni ruce tvoi možešъ dignuti na bga	You cannot raise your hands to God either
89:	zašto su i ruce te ti mrъsni i bezakoni	ʺFor your hands are foul and lawless tooʺ
90:	no toko gledai na istokъ	ʺBut just look to the Eastʺ
91:	i dumai	ʺAnd say:ʺ
92:	ti si me sozdalъ	ʺYou have created meʺ
93:	pomilui me	ʺHave mercy on meʺ
94:	i sede taisia zatvorena tri godinъ	And Thaïs sat locked up for three years
95:	i otide duxovnikъ pri stago velikago anѳoniju da vidi dali oprosti gdъ taisiju ili ne	And the cleric went to St. Anthony the Great to see if God had forgiven Thaïs or not
96:	i anъѳonija prizova snove svoi	And Anthony called his sons
97:	i reče imъ	And he said to them:
98:	zatvorete se sveki u svoju keliju tuju noštъ	ʺClose yourselves, everyone to his cell this night!ʺ
99:	i da pomolite bga za taisiju da vi bgъ javi nekoi belekъ za nju nošteska	ʺAnd pray to God for Thaïs that God gives you a sign for her in the nightʺ
100:	i zatvorixu se u keliju	And they locked themselves up in the cells
101:	i vide pavelъ učenikъ anѳoninъ	And Paul, a student of Anthony's, saw:
102:	se otvorili se nbsa	Behold, the heavens were open!
103:	i videlъ	And he saw
104:	odrъ sveti kato zvezda	A bed shines like a star
105:	i tri devici stojutъ pri odrъ	And three maidens stand next to the bed
106:	ta go čuvatъ	And they protect it
107:	i okolъ odъro svešti svetutъ	And candles shine around the bed
108:	i venecъ na odъrъ stoeše gotovъ	And a wreath was lying ready on the bed
109:	i pavelъ kato vide a onъ reče	And when Paul saw it, he said:
110:	komu e prigotovenъ toja venecъ	ʺFor whom is that wreath prepared?ʺ
111:	ili e ocu moemu anѳoniju	ʺOr is it for my father Anthony?ʺ
112:	i priide im glasъ	And a voice came to them
113:	i dumaše	And it was saying:
114:	ne e toja venecъ ocu tvoemu anѳoniju no e taisie bludnice	ʺThat wreath is not for your father Anthony, but for the prostitute Thaïsʺ
115:	i oprosti ju gdъ sogrešenie što beše bgu pregrešila	And God forgave her the sin she had commited
116:	tova ču taisia	Thaïs heard this
117:	i poče da se moli dxovniku	And began begging the cleric
118:	i dumaše mu	And she was saying to him:
119:	ostavi me oče tuka do samrъt moju	ʺFather, leave me here until my deathʺ
120:	če smъ mnogo grešna	ʺFor I am very sinfulʺ
121:	ta xoče li gdъ bgъ da oprosti grexi moja	ʺSo is God going to forgive my sins?ʺ
122:	i reče ei ocъ	And the father said to her:
123:	prostilъ te e gdъ taisie	ʺGod has forgiven you, Thaïsʺ
124:	i stroši ocъ oloveni pečati	And the father broke the lead seals
125:	i izvede ju nadvorъ	And he took her out
126:	i reče blženaę taisia	And the blessed Thaïs said:
127:	fani mi veru	ʺBelieve me!ʺ
128:	oče ot kakvo vlezoxъ u tuju xižicu	ʺFather, from when I entered this cabinʺ
	i kato tolъkova grexъ bexъ sotvorila	ʺand I had commited so much sinʺ
	i ošte ne bex se dobre pokajala	ʺand I had still not repented enoughʺ
	i kato če doide nešto	ʺit is as if something cameʺ
129:	ta mi svali teško breme ot grъbinu	ʺand it took a heavy burden off my backʺ
130:	i stanu mi leko ete i do toja časъ	ʺAnd I felt light, up until this hourʺ
131:	toko tova reče	She said just this
132:	i predade bgu dxъ	And she gave her soul to God
133:	i poluči crtvo nbnoe	And she received the heavenly kingdom
134:	o velika poxvala i pokajanie	Oh great praise and repentence!
135:	vidite li koliko bgъ miluva človeka koi se pokae za grexъ svoi	Do you see how much God loves man, who repents for his sin?
136:	nali čuete kakvo kazuva u stoe pisanie	You hear what it says in the Holy Scripture
137:	bgъ znae zašto nie kata časъ grešame bgu	God knows why we sin against God every hour
138:	no ni se mlogo srъdi	But He is very angry at us
139:	zašto se ne pokaeme	For we do not repent
140:	i da se setime za našija grexъ	And let us become aware of our sin.
141:	da rečeme	Let us say:
142:	ox bže mili sega ja tebe edinomu sogrešixъ	ʺOh dear God, against You only have I now sinned!ʺ
143:	a ot tebe bže ne otstupixъ	ʺBut I have not stepped away from Youʺ
144:	zatova da rečeme	Because of this let us say
145:	bže sozdavi me pomilui me	ʺO God, (who) had created me, have mercy with me!ʺ
146:	i bgъ e dlъgo trъpelivъ	And God is very patient
147:	i mnogo e ml̂tivъ	And He is very merciful
148:	i ne ostavja raba svoego da vapadne diavolu u ruke	And He does not let His servant fall into the hands of the Devil
149:	a koi stori nekoi grexъ težek i ne pokae se ox teško i gorъko tomuva člveku	And he, who commits some heavy sin and does not repent, oh woe unto this man!
150:	ako ne umešъ da se poklanjašъ ili ne štešъ da poplačeš ot svoe sogrešenie a ne možeš li da rečešъ	If you cannot bow or you do not want to cry about your wrongdoing, can you not say:
151:	gdi pomilui me grešnago	ʺGod, have mercy on sinful me!ʺ
152:	ili ako e žena paki tako da reče .:.	Or if it is a woman, she should again say thus
153:	ei že slavu vozъisilaem ocu	For her I send glory to the Father